So I'm doing this like once a year now I guess.
All that comes to mind is that I've actually been cutting myself off more and more from social interaction and I'm forgetting stuff very easily. Really don't want to do much except play video games, work, pay bills, drink beer and getting pissed at people doing/saying stupid shit. Probably the deaths of people i know happening roughly around the same time yearly (yes it happened this year too, a neighbor/friend of my family), and remembering some traumatic stuff from childhood that I had blocked out has me pretty messed up.
TL;DR - I've become incredibly anti-social and lethargic. My apologies.
In attempt to makes a little more positive I've been doing some writing and trying to get back to drawing. lol.