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Mkr tattoo by tursiops33 Mkr tattoo :icontursiops33:tursiops33 3 1
With the wind I go
With the wind I go
The wind is carrying me
I'm not moving but I'm floating
I go left and I go right
It's like a second part of me is exploring
I see beauties
I see beasts
I see rights
And I see wrongs
I am illuminated by the sun
I'm struck down by the thunder
I'm flown up high by the wind
I'm crushed down by the attraction
I really feel alive
I really feel like flying
I really feel I belong here.
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Snowy day by tursiops33 Snowy day :icontursiops33:tursiops33 7 0 Nice day by tursiops33 Nice day :icontursiops33:tursiops33 3 6
Listening to stones
Listening to stones
Let's take a minute,
And listen to stones,
Take one and put it to your ear,
Listen to it talk loud and clear,
Close your eyes and...
make it speak,
It says it's happy,
it's now hovering in the air,
It's taking some time to take her breath,
But there it is…
There was once a stone,
She was cold and covered in snow,
People would walk over it and not notice it,
People would crush her and make it weak,
But someone came and dug deep,
He took it and brushed the snow off of it,
She said she was glad not to be cold anymore,
But her silence said she wanted more,
But someone took her to its ear and listened…
He listened to her breath,
He listened to her stillness,
He listened to her all the time,
Then he started to hear,
He heard the story about the lake,
How could you live inside the water and not be a fish,
He heard the story about he throwing,
How even a stone remembers it has been thrown,
He heard the story about the question,
To which is answer is yes,
He he
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I like trains
I like trains
Yeah you heard well,
I love trains,
But what I love most,
Are the people inside,
I look at them,
And only see good people,
Nice faces,
A story for each one,
I like to think of those stories,
Who is going where?
And as I think that,
I see the landscape run around me,
I'm transported to another world,
In which I will stay but a moment,
Until I come back to mine.
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It's magical
You know it's magical
When you look at someone
And your heart start racing
When you think of this someone
And smile intensely
When you imagine yourself with her
And automatically feel happier
We're all magicians!
Because our heart is racing
Because we smile intensely
Because we like to feel happier
This moment is magical
Because I'm thinking of you
And my heart is racing
My lips are curling into a smile
And my inner self is feeling happier already
All of this is thanks to you!
You're a magical girl
And I'm under your charm.
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I sink
I sink
Each day I sink a bit more
The first day I just knee in water
I pray that everything I'm hearing
That everything I'm seeing
That everything I'm feeling
Is just an illusion.
The second day I lay down
Water starts covering my ears
So I don't hear all those beautiful things
Then water starts covering my mouth
So I'm unable to speak
To yell at the dark
To shot curses at the void
Now the water is covering my eyes
So that i can't see your beauty anymore
I'm blind to everything that could cause me joy
I'm blind to everything that could cause me pain
Finally the water covers my nose
So that I can't breath anymore
Why breath without you?
Why live if I can't see you?
Why live of I can't hear your sweet words?
Why live if I can't say I love you?
Why live if I can't see your beauty anymore?
Why live?
Why breath?
I will lay down and keep sinking
Rejoin the darkness
Be crushed by the pressure
And then just vanish.
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I'm just jealous
I'm just jealous
I'm just jealous of you,
I'm jealous of your lustrous body,
I'm jealous of your happiness,
I'm jealous of the things you do that I can't,
I'm jealous because I love you,
I'm jealous because I would do anything for you,
I'm jealous because the mere though of you makes me feel queezy,
I'm jealous because I would like to have you here,
I'm jealous for all those things,
I'm jealous about even more things,
Because I'm just jealous of you.
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My 2012 desktop layout by tursiops33 My 2012 desktop layout :icontursiops33:tursiops33 2 10
You're my life line
You're my life line,
Without you I'll drown,
I'll sink to the bottom,
And in the journey,
I'll see only emptiness,
I'll see only darkness,
At the bottom,
I'll crumple,
Under the pressure,
I'll break,
In the end,
I'll return to dust.
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A given for a lost
A given for a lost
I give but I also lose too,
I gave everything,
My heart,
My time,
My money,
My feelings,
But I lost equally,
My mind,
My sanity,
My patience,
My will,
But still,
I keep on giving,
I keep on losing,
I must be mad,
I must be crazy,
I must be in love.
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I'm between
I'm in between two angels,
I'm in between two caring people,
I'm in between two good friends,
They give me strength,
They give me confidence,
They give me everything,
I give them my experience,
I give them some presents,
I give them all that I am,
I'm between two lovely girls,
And I'm happy!
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It stirs the soul
It stirs the soul
Stir for a bit,
Gain wonder,
Stir for a bit more,
Gain insight,
Stir for even a bit more,
Gain ideas,
Put everything together,
and you'll get passion,
Then you'll be able,
To defy the impossible,
Then you'll be able,
To imagine the future,
And finally...
You'll be able,
To change the world,
All this will stir you soul,
This is... TED.
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Long time no see

Journal Entry: Mon May 20, 2013, 7:46 AM

Hello everyone!

I know I haven't been much active lately but there's so much happening left and right that I kind of lost myself in the see of my life and my dreams.

I would like to take this time to acknowledge everyone who's still following me, the ones who like what I do and everyone that I have interacted with, you're all awesome!

It's taking me some time to take a hold of my new life, no longer being on the run, not having any furniture of my own and just having a computer as my only possession.

I'm sure a lot of people would see themselves in this description but I would say that I don't see see myself because I'm more complicated and my inner workings are more intricate than they seem from the outside.

So please come and speak with me, because I love you already, you're just like me, you're pouring your soul into your art and you find a terrible satisfaction in it. I always considered writing as a form of terapy, where it's the only time where you can say anything you want and you won't be judged by the piece of paper, the pen or the ink. You can write anything you want, the most private and intimate thing and the more you write and the more you'll become free. Free of this snake or monster that's hiding inside of you and is trying to eat you, because if you let it sit down there for too long you'll find that in due time he will eat your soul and there will be nothing left of you but an empty shell.

That's not what I want, I want to meet beautiful people, have fun, and be happy in an unhappy world. I'm sure that's possible and I'm sure I can do it. I'm still looking at how I can do it but even if It takes me forever I'll be happy in this unhappy world.

So my artistic friends, let's be happy together and rock some socks off!

Have a great week everyone!

  • Listening to: My podcast
  • Reading: DA
  • Watching: My computer screen
  • Playing: DeathSpank
  • Eating: Chewing gum
  • Drinking: Diet Coke


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Happy late Birthday! Hope it was a good one! :D
tursiops33 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks! Much appreciated!
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You're welcome! :D
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My pleasure 
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

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You're welcome 
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