Took this in March 2013, August 2014, and Feb 2015.... But a suicidal episode occurred in May 2015, an anxiety attack occured in Feb 2016 with after-effects in the couple months following, and after all sources of joy being shut down by my mother in August 2016, I have been letting negativity define who I am and how I behave. And since the last time I took this survey in 2018, I've changed jobs into one that actually is miserable AND THEN in March 2020 covid struck and scared me into unpaid leave, and then I've had to say my goodbyes to my grandfather on June 25th 2020 and attend his funeral on July 2nd 2020, the first funeral of my life. HAHAHA things are going so well for me huh?
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
[ ] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with
Ten years since joining Deviantart and Furaffinity.
There were so many things I wanted to do, and so much art I wanted to make, but I didn't do much of either.
There's always a chance I could eventually get over myself, stop spending all my time venting/being negative, and eventually reach a point where I'm actually productive and emotionally stable.
But until I see myself making genuine progress towards fixing my life and actually creating more than one or two little doodles every year, I've laid my DA and FA to rest, and with that I'm also winding down my lurking.
I'm sorry to those whose time and attention I've wasted, and I'm sorry to