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What's Left by AsteriaSinclair, literature

endless syndetic by forever-haunted, literature

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endless syndetic

... you forever because it's always perfect and your fingertips leave trails on my skin that glow and dance like firecracker scars and too much of you is never enough and the ache for you in my bones is cacophanous and it drowns out all that tar that spills from your lips and i always want to kiss them and i see your face on every streetlit corner and i hear your voice when singers smoulder in love songs and it'll never end and we fuse and laugh and scream and being on fire never felt so free and we'll drink gin into the scarlet morning and laugh until our cheeks burn and you are the smell of rain and baby's laughter and shooting stars and...

Poem for a Mother by vespera, literature

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Poem for a Mother

When I was four I'd follow you into the bathroom on sticky feet,press my little bird hands into the back pockets of your jeans while you were washing dishes at the sink,babbling on: Mommy, Mommy, I love you.Then there was the youth who played Simon Says to your aerobic routine.I took jumps to your steps, laughing as I tripped, I wanted to go where you wentI practiced to be who you were.The world split sideways and I stumbled out a teen traumatized by the gory birth.I'd've sworn you did it to me: the red plague of my face, the heartache, the inexplicable serrating rage,I beat at you as an extension of self.These years are quieter and the mi...

i'm not a pheonix by Kitz-the-Kitsune, literature

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i'm not a pheonix

I'm not a phoenix not like the others.If I toss myself headfirst, carefree into a blazing infernoI will die terribly, excruciatingly screaming until my lungs are more smoke than air.Then I will be ashes and stone hardened in the fire of my demise; the walls around my heart remain, like a black box, protecting what's inside even from death.Too thick are these defenses around my glass heart that is clear and empty and cold so fragile so frozen can you see the cracks? so I can never rise once more because I cannot let myself die.One day though, I will be flesh again not just oil on canvas.And one day I will take a hammer and bring down these...

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Underlying Precision by AsteriaSinclair, literature

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Underlying Precision

I am the artist like most writers I exchange my life for words Upon this farewell earth lies helplessly fainting yellow Darkness slowly absorbs cities with its taste for poor light Grim houses inhabit locked doors I begin now to write down what resembles my mind The monsters in my head I let them out to play every now and then A lot of the time nothing makes sense You learn to love life despite life without formal reason to I am the artist you cannot call this anything but unreliable

How To Cope by Kitz-the-Kitsune, literature

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How To Cope

this morning i sat down at my desk and typed into the search engine"how to cope" because I can't anymore or I never knew how and maybe I never will.I'm spiraling darling free falling into a writhing mass of anxiety.I can't eat I can't stop eating I can't sleep I can't stop sleeping I can't focus I can't stop focusing on things that can't be the center of my existence.I wish my life could be internet drama tumblr LJ food blogs foreign movies tv shows and poetrybut as it stands I have to go outside whether or notthe sun ever shines again.But darling, my only sun is in the sky and when it's gone I'm gone and when it's dark I'm darkand ...

Wyoming by vespera, literature

If I could by Less2TheTruth, literature

The Sun for Everyone by samanthalindholm, literature

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The Sun for Everyone

The morning sun is for everyone; An orange to share, A wave of golden hair, Filling up the Eastern sky Beneath the fattened clouds that lie And fling themselves across the plains. All that remains Is to sing my song, To say "yes" and dance along The deep green fields of soul's delight, That pull their strength from the brilliant light Shining incandescent, unearthly from His face;A voice from the lips that woke up space.

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Dusty by Tuishimi, literature

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Dusty

I put on my sin, a dirty old coat Comfortable, well-worn skin; Everything is spotty today, The world through scratched lenses Moves in and out of focus.That hard drive head crash wail Assails my ears and Discernment rails my fear Toward the inevitable Clear thought:I am desert dusty, Wrinkle-filled, Crusty, lusty, musty - Unwashed and unwashable But for the bathing Sin scathing light Of truth.

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Love is more by Tuishimi, literature

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About Tuishimi

United States
Deviant for 20 years
He / Him

My Bio

Married, 2 kids, software engineer.

Current Residence: Sonoran Desert
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXL
Operating System: Mac OS X, BeOS, BSD, Linux, Windows 10
MP3 player of choice: iTunes, SoundPlay
Shell of choice: bash
Personal Quote: The secret compartment of my ring I fill with an Underdog super energy pill!
BLOG: http://anthemzoo.blogspot.com/

Favourite Visual Artist

http://www.sandrajessop.com

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Kansas

Favourite Writers

http://anthemzoo.blogspot.com/

Favourite Games

quarto

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC, Wii, PS3

Tools of the Trade

A home built beast.

Other Interests

Hiking, pets, operating systems, sci-fi, etc.

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Tuishimi

Mar 30, 2025

Life and work leave little time for art

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That sounds pretty absurd when I write it down and re-read it. I have spent too much time focusing on things that do not matter, instead of being thoughtful and creative. Work has been a bit of a bear as well, leaving me want to withdraw, seeking solitude and mindless entertainment. My wife and I have decided to start "escaping" the world. Bought a new truck, a new camper, and at least once per month head out, just the two of us and our dogs, to some camp ground to "get away." I think I should probably spend time writing, while my wife paints. Let's see if I can do that this year!

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Tuishimi

Mar 27, 2024

So many people have left

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I pop on every once in awhile, sometimes I check to see if any of the people I used to follow, or who follow me are active at all. But it seems more than a few of them have left dA pretty much for good, they removed all their deviations. :( Makes me sad.

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Tuishimi

Dec 4, 2020

Back to Mac?

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Well, I am an OS buff as well as a computer hardware buff... I have been building my own computers for awhile now, but when I saw that Apple was moving to RISC and their own CPU to boot... had to do it. So it is time to go back to Apple! I picked up a new Mac Mini M1, and an OWC expansion... Excited to get it. Coming a week after Christmas. If you haven't read up on the technology, go take a look at it. I used Mac Mini's for YEARS before I started building out my own boxes because of their simplicity and because of the unix-based Mac OS X. Prior to that my favorites were an old Amiga workstation, power PCs... etc. I had home-built Be boxes too. I just enjoy the tech. So, despite the fact I will be taking a hit in my Steam games account (many of the games won't work well, at least for the first year or so I am sure), I am going to go for it. I will post pics when I get it.