I've been an artist since 2006 ( I think.) I like to do lots of things, learning coding, writing, drawing, longboarding. Stuff. I like to keep myself busy, my motto is 'something new often, and learn often.' I like to always try new things (Unless it's dangerous) and I don't like spending time on one thing all the time, unless I'm learning it.
Yeah I do think you're right, art doesn't feel like my thing. But I just really want to salvage what I can since I spent a long time working on it.
As for drawing nsfw, maybe I'll just have to risk it. I do stay up a couple hours later than them. But at this point, if I can't figure out a way to make it enjoyable for myself then I might need to really put down the pencil for real. I've learned some amount of guitar by practicing while they were asleep, I guess I could try doing that with nsfw. I'm just super paranoid that one day I'm gonna mess up and open up something on my pc that I wasn't supposed to while they're around.
I thought about that too, since I love a lot of games and stuff. I thought maybe fanart is my cup of tea. But it's not quite for me x.x I'm not sure why, but there's nothing that I'm that far invested in, despite spending countless hours on.
I agree, as of right now art is not my element. But I just want it to be. I got so far. If I had to throw it out it would kinda suck.
At the moment I don't enjoy art. I want to learn to enjoy it though, that way I can feel happier while working on this skill.
Yeah I totally get that. I've been working on the skill for fourteen years so I get that it comes with a lot of studying and practice. I just need to figure out how to make it enjoyable for myself.