Hi guys. Thank you so much for your kind comments.
Thanks to you, I feel so much better and I'm chill now.
I won't delete this account. I didn't even want to delete this account to be honest. I'm so proud of my creations and the those days with you guys are one of my most precious memories.
I just didn't want to leave my avatar here with what I have done. But I talked to that friend of mine and she said she's okay with it. So I've decided that I don't delete this account.
Sorry for making you worry and thanks again for your wonderful comments.
I wish I was good at English enough to describe how I feel. How absolutely sorry and thankful I am right now....
Anyway, farewell my good friends.