EVERYTHING you don't
want me to be
laced in warmth and social
happiness away from you,
dragonfly kisses to someone
who doesn't believe
in your mouthful of sarcasm,
your nerve tearing bites.
hounded by your anti-independence magnet
that reeks of control-freak syndrome.
if you really knew me you'd know how filthy i really am in your eyes. i don't repress my sexual attraction. i love the birds, i love the bees and the in-between.
and i'm not afraid of people ignoring gender when they are looking at
WHO A PERSON IS.
and i want to find me. i don't mind filling my belly and throat with buzzing warmth and letting loose a bit. i don't mind it so much as long as i don't become much like you once were.
angry and afraid.
i want to find me.
with people i am joy.
people open to the sun
that warms the earth, kisses the sky.
most of all
i want to taste the wind on my tongue when i leave.