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YGO Silentshipping The Growing Grind :icontrixiecherry:TrixieCherry 0 0
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The Growing Grind: CHAPTER 1 :icontrixiecherry:TrixieCherry 1 3
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7 Mysteries Academy Chapter 3: Hotel Hijinks.
There was a pregnant pause with the group. The tension was heavy. His heart skipped a beat. His eyebrows furrowed. He filled his lungs with air and let them out with a deep sigh, with one eyebrow raised and his hair rustling slowly with the movement of his shoulders, he asked his next question.
"...What do you mean you still have contact with Mai?"
John fiddled around with one of his golden lock of hair. His bright cyan eyes, shimmering with innocence. "I mean what I said Naru." He answered nervously.
+Elsewhere+
The fresh minty shower invigorated her body; she loved the tingling feeling it gave her skin. Not being fussy with her hair, she used up a small bottle of the hotels shampoo, it came in a brown bottle that was slightly translucent, she didn't mind though, after all it matched the darkness of her eyes. The look and texture of the product reminded her of a one-night stand she had with an employee, slimy and slightly shimmering in murky silver, although she rem
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FYTD Rewrite. In Sheep's Clothing. Prologue
All is quiet and still.
The hazy blue merges with neon orange,
Just before the dawn.
Crisp, chalky gravel are run over.
Listen and you can hear it.
The gentle hum of the engine.
V12 engine.
453 bhp.
This, my friends, is the engine of a Rolls-Royce Phantom.
The driver of this glossy vehicle?
No…that’s nobody important – he’s just the chauffeur.
It's the passenger, taken the back seat & hidden by the tinted windows, who is our main focus.
The most important.
The antagonist.
The man who everyone loves to hate.
The girl he used to love.
That girl, so fresh, so innocent.
Unaware of the danger that came with associating with men such as this…
…such as him.
The first in a long line of people he would later hurt.
Or perhaps…not the first? But one of the numbers down the line?..
A person like him doesn’t keep track… a person like him couldn’t…there’s too many…
He waits, silently surveyi
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Return To The Church
Wet.
Dark, warm and pleasurable. He found an intoxicating effect that wasn't coming from the alcohol. Her moans were quiet and stimulated, their bodies soaked from the liquids from the party earlier, a simple mistake had caused them to arrive at this situation. Beads of drink dripped from his body and ran down his neck to his hips, draining down towards his v lines on his body and down lower. She held his hair tighter and arched her back upwards, and mouthed the words he wanted to hear as he lowered his head down to silence those lips...
BEEP-BEEP, BEEP-BEEP, BEEP-BEEP... BEEP-BEEP, BEEP-BEEP, BEEP-BEEP!
Naru raised his head and grimaced, he muted the alarm on his desk and glared at the sunlight barging through the grey hotel blinds. The dark colour scheme of the hotel room made the light blaze brighter. He shivered and looked down at himself to see he was still naked with only his towel from the night before, it had loosened in the night but
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7 Mysteries Academy Chp1
Naru hasn't seen Mai since he left for England. A case brings him to a haunted school in Japan that seems to have a sinister secret called 'The 7 Mysteries of the Academy.' Knowing full well that Mai would fall for such a thing Naru high-tails it back to Japan dragging Lin with him. But what happens when the gang find Mai & finds out that she has really grown up over the years along with someone called...Kimi?
7 Mysteries Academy
Chapter 1: Back to Japan
Sunlight filtered through the curtains and seeped into the room, dust being projected in the beam and floating around. There were no birds twittering about or animals chirping, just the faint murmur of the gardeners and other staff in the background rising up every now and then. It wasn't a particularly hot or cold day, but there were grey clouds in the air and a muggy mist fading away on the horizon. Typical English weather. Books were laid about on the floor, some still open from the night before, others in a pile to be st
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Final Chances Of Love Chp2 StrikeOut!
Previously, Jaden had just witnessed the girl he loves Alexis Rhodes got married with another guy. He never actually told her his real feelings for her even though they've been friends since teenagers. Now as he watch the slideshow photos he couldn't help but wonder what would've happened if he told her in the first place how he felt, would he be the one marrying Alexis today? Jaden wished deeply in his heart that if given the chance, he'd re-live the awful memories and tell her how he truly felt. That was a wish thought to be impossible by the young brunette, until Banner's ghost appear to him and offer him his help.
 
"So how about it Jaden? Will you accept my help and enter the photograph, into the past and fix your mistakes?"
He thought about it for a moment. His hand raised to his face in a thinking position. He looked swiftly around the reception room, glancing at the various guests starting to get up and dance; others were mostly drinking wine or champagne. He looked across
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Discovery. Chp1-A Lost Sheppard. (YGX FF)
Thick, black clouds roll upon the sky forecasting a storm too come soon. People walking throughout the city retreat to the safety and warmth of their houses. Only a few rebellious teens were left on the streets kicking a drink can and a few business workers could be seen in there dimly lit offices. In the darkness sat Sheppard, formally known as the head teacher of the world renowned Duel Academy. Embraced but not warmth by the moonlight he sat shivering on the steps of the cities fountain.
Sheppard's Pov:
I was done walking through the streets of Domino City for the night. I was planning to return to Duel Academy two days ago, I guess I should have packed more money right? I search through my bag and sigh defeated, unfortunately I used up the last of my money on food and now that was gone too.
A clap of thunder signals for the rain to start pouring down.
Shuffle...shuffle....
I turn around to see what caused the noise. I was expecting a teenager drinking or smoking but what I f
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Yesterday a bunch of people made a facebook group about me saying I was a thief and a liar...I was really hurt by it but now looking back, I know I didn't do anything wrong and people suck.
So Webtoons have this competition going on aimed at new stories (Discover section) and I really wish I could enter because it's my dream but all these years have gone by & I could never find an artist for my comic idea. 
Just posted a bummer of a status on my Wattpad account. Basically me just saying that I feel like deactivating my account there due to lack of reader interactivity. No-one reads & reviews my stories there and the hit rate is super low. 

Honestly I felt like deactivating my account here too but I was surprised that people reviewed one of the newer stories I uploaded. I guess I'll stick around for a few more months here, but I still think that this site doesn't favour literature art or fanfiction as most people come to this site for other media types of art.

Which leads to the question...should I even stick around here? I'm not an artist. I'm a writer. Stories that are popular here are the comic types? *Sigh* Plus I have like... 3 active watchers? When I made this account 8 years ago I had a bunch of active followers...but now? *ugh* what do I do!!!!
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This is part of a series I am free-writing on just to let my feelings out and to seek out any possible help or advice I receive from people who may have experienced the same or similar things.

This story is about the time a friend had started cutting themselves, and another friend who had changed genders.


There are only a few friends in my group so as as a key there's this:
H - My 'bestie' My most closest and long-time friend who was like a sister too me.
D - A newer friend that I knew the same time as I met friend C. We were close.
E - A friend who was once close to me in high school but stopped all contact with me in college. Which was bizarre as we still hung out in college and sat on the same bench in the common room. We were close but became strangers to each other during college. I later found out the possible reason why this friend had cut me off, and I shall explain in this post.
S - A new friend that was in the same high school as me but we didn't hang out until we were in college. I thought she was a nice close friend but this incident may explain why 'E' had cut off contact with me.
I - Not really my friend but was a nice girl. She was friends with 'S' as they were classmates but 'I' and myself had none of the same interests. Still, she was a very nice girl.
K - A classmate of 'D'. Again a nice girl but had none of the same interests as I did and didn't seem to want to be friends with me. From the start she seemed uncomfortable talking or sitting next to me. I found out later that it was because I was asian. (I am the only asian in the group.)

EL - A girl who I knew for only a short while but left a huge impact in my life in a negative way. Truly one of the worst people I have had the displeasure to meet in my life.

V - They are a person who became close to me later on. Older than the rest of us in the group by a year. We shared none of the same classes but spoke to each other online and in person during school breaks. To this day they are the only person I speak to from my past.

(I have bolded the ones included in this particular story.)

So in short, this story is about the time where I was targeted for being a transphobic person and for being a person who picked on a person who wanted to commit suicide. Both of which are false. Here is what happened.

This was a time where ‘E’ was still finding themselves and was going through the steps of becoming more confident with themselves. ‘E’ was changing to become more comfortable in themself, this included changing their appearance, name and gender. For the sake of continuity of these posts ‘E’ shall remain ‘E’. 

‘E’ had never told me outright what was going on. I guess they never felt comfortable enough to tell me. (Everyone else in our group knew.) That’s fine. It’s something that I can never understand because I have always had the comfort of being comfortable with my gender. I feel happy that ‘E’ had found a way to be comfortable with their gender too. Them not telling me does not impact me. If ‘E’ decided not to tell me, that was their decision. We still remained on good terms. We still hung out. Just not the same as we used to.

‘E’ had stopped texting me. Stopped sharing memes on our phones in class. Stopped talking much at lunch. That was alright. ‘E’ had/has been going through a lot, and so long as we all kept respectful, and comfortable with each other as we always had been, it was fine.

‘E’ had been a close friend in high school, but that changed in college. I had thought it was because we had different classes and that everyone starts to change slightly at that age in life.

The truth however...was much more sad and horrifying then I could imagine.

First I need to say about 3 other people in our group. ‘I’ ‘S’ ‘K’. These three hung out closer together than they hung out with the rest of us. Partly because they had classes in the same side of the building and similar interests. I actually got along fine with them. 

However.

I found out later that ‘S’. The girl who I thought to be closer to than the other two girls. Was spreading rumours about me behind my back while being friendly to me face.

I found out after I left college that the reason ‘E’ had stopped talking to me was because they had thought I had spread gossip and disgusting transphobic comments about them. (Such as, not wanting to use the college toilets because they were mixed toilets and ‘E’ could have gone in either of them.) I of course didn’t say anything like this, and it’s sad that ‘E’ would have thought this was the case. 

Because ‘E’ and I had just drifted off, I didn’t want to open old wounds by starting to message them again so I never attempted to chat with them. I did ask ‘D’ and ‘H’ who still had regular contact with them if ‘E’ was doing well and I was always told they were doing fine. I’m happy that ‘E’ is content with where they are today and hope they only have memories of our happy childhood times together.

I would like for 'E' to reach out and contact me again. I know they are very active on Deviantart and Tumblr. Though I suppose after so long there would be nothing the two of us would want to talk about. It's been so long that I guess they just simply didn't care much about our friendship in the first place.

This next part is about ‘K’ and how I was somehow perceived as a person who made fun of suicidal people.

‘S’ would have my laptop for an hour at college as she didn’t carry hers everyday and I would let her plug her USB and work on her essay when I was in a class that didn’t require my laptop. I had the latest version of Microsoft Word on my laptop at the time and she found it easy to use than the outdated library computers. This also included free use of whatever was on my laptop. I had trusted her with it. I thought she wouldn’t download anything bad or do anything bad to it because there was always more of my friends (most of the time either ‘D’ or ‘H’) at the table with her. However, as mentioned before in my birthday post, there was a time where they progressively got worse and glued to their screens. It was at this time where ‘S’ had taken advantage of me and pretended to be me in a instant messaging service to another friend.

For one of our classes, it’s required for students to have a Pinterest account. I had, had one previously and already made a few boards. ‘S’ ‘K’ & ‘’I’ had one for their class needs. ‘K’ had made a board and pinned a few posts about tattoos about suicide awareness and mentioned in a comment that she admired one tattoo in particular and wanted to get that one. 

‘K’ was a very shy girl and was afraid to try new things. She was a gentle, sensitive girl who could never say a bad thing about anything. She was however, cutting herself on the wrists. She had a bad relationship with her mother and was using cutting as a method to help relieve herself. At one point it got very bad to a point where she wanted to kill herself.

‘K’ had wrote about this on her Pinterest board. ‘S’, pretending to be me was commenting on her boards about how stupid and ridiculous it was and that there was no way ‘K’ would go onto to get a tattoo when she was too scared to kill herself. (And other things, such as trying a slushie for the first time or going to McDonalds or feeding her pet hamster.)

Unknownst to me ‘K’ had stopped coming to school because of me. I had thought she was ill or had no classes that day. I had no reason to believe I was at fault. 

‘S’ had kept this up for a while and used my Facebook messaging app still pretending to be me, and picked on her ‘cowardice’ of not coming to school.

‘E’ had heard about this, and was convinced by ‘S’ that I was the one doing it. ‘S’ and ‘E’ were neighbours since childhood so ‘E’ believed her because she knew her longer than she knew me. 

I had only found out when I was tagged in a facebook post. (At the time the facebook app didn’t notify you of messages just tagged posts and when you updated a status) and saw notifications from my messaging inbox. I also logged into Pinterest and saw the comments. Of course it was too late. This had gone on for a while and it was too late for me to say my side of the story.

I was told that it wasn’t that they thought I was transphobic or anything at first, but that they believed it because I was the ‘tough, rebellious’ one of the group and was apparently most likely to say controversial things than anyone else.

Mostly because of these incidents only ‘H’ ‘D’ and ‘V’ had kept in touch with me after college. I'm not sure if they know about this time though...because it wasn't brought up by anyone in our group. (I didn't speak about this to 'H', 'D' or 'V').

I do hope that everyone else in the group are content with where they are now though. I hope they have become better people and encourage others to better people too.

Looking back, I’m glad that this incident happened, it taught me to not let others take advantage of me. To not care about what others think of me. To not become too close to people because in the end, friends hurt you. To not let myself have another friend again.

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TrixieCherry Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Oh thanks! =D
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ChibiAppleVamp Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2018  Hobbyist
thank you for the watch.:D (Big Grin) 
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Dranira Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018
Thank you so much for the watch, I really appreciate it! :hug:
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TrixieCherry Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome!
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birthdays Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2017
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

On behalf of the birthdays team, I sincerely apologize that your greeting has arrived late this year.

We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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SawuScimitar74 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2017
Happy Birthday! Have a good one! :D
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TrixieCherry Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! (Unfortunately it wasn't a great day but thank you anyway!)
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SawuScimitar74 Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017
You're welcome! And I'm sorry to hear that. Again you're welcome! :D
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Annaivri Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! :party:
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