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A new year, a new me!

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 14, 2017, 11:56 AM
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Hello DeviantArt!

So first off, I wanted to tell everyone that ever stop by my page this:
Thank you for taking the time out of your day to even glance at my page. Thank
you for looking at my cosplay, my art, my ramblings and odd comments. Just...
Thank you... That being said, this is probably going to be a long journal, so I'll
just post a tl;dr at the bottom so you don't have to go through this entire tirade.
If you do, please bare with me as I try to get my thoughts in order, as this is going
to be quite an emotional post.

Over the past three years I've been dealing with a plethora of issues that has
basically forced me to change as a person (luckily for the better). I was diagnosed
with PTSD from prior service, severe chronic depression with frequent thoughts of
suicide, I lost "friends" whom ended up being toxic, I lost family members to
cancer, and I almost fell into a financial hole that I couldn't pull myself out of. It
had gotten so bad that I almost lost the passion for the one thing that I truly
love: Cosplay.

In my cosplay community, I had been told that I was too fat to cosplay, too ugly,
too 'bad' (never figured out that one), and would never amount to anything as a
cosplayer. I was told my skills weren't to par, that it was my fault things went
wrong, that it was my fault that things were broken or didn't come out right,
it was my fault that things weren't perfect. And for that reason, I wasn't allowed
to compete with whom I thought would support me. I was about to quit and
wash my hands of the cosplay community, because if I wasn't good enough, why
even bother?

Because I refused to go down without a fight. I wanted to prove myself one last
time. That was the year that I made this...
NDK Competition 2013 Group - Sakurahime by trinityrenee
I didn't win any awards that year, but that was the year I was told that it was
unfair that I competed in Intermediate, because my skills had far surpassed that
of anyone else in the category, and I should be moved up to Masters. If it wasn't
for my friends who supported me though this time, I probably wouldn't be here
today. Thanks to them, I'm now an award winning cosplayer (Yes, I'm going to
toot my own horn, I have won 5 awards for my cosplay to date.), a cosplay
judge within my community, and the second in command for the cosplay
department for Colorado Anime Fest, a con that just started last year.

My cosplay is what makes me.... well... me. I'm thankful that I now have a group
of friends who support me in the community and that I've been asked to do
great things for this community. I'm thankful that my friends have helped me start
my own cosplay Youtube show. I am thankful that I have the support and love
from everyone close to me in this community. Thank you...

tl;dr - I had a really shitty few years that I tried to end, found my passion again,
and I love all your faces!! DFTBA!!

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Trin needs your help...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 4, 2015, 9:47 AM

Hey everyone! I know it's been a long time since I've posted anything of real
importance, but I need to post this call for help. I'm up to my neck in bills and
unfortunately, my day job just doesn't cover everything. So I need you help!
I'm not asking for money, but rather I'm selling a lot of really cool stuff that I've
made in hopes to raise some money to help out. Christmas is just around the
corner! If you could please take a moment and look at what I have to sell, I'd
really appreciate it! I love you all and you've made my life so much better! :3…

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o3o Epic year is epic!

Journal Entry: Sun May 18, 2014, 6:29 PM

So after the surprise win at Animeland Wasabi (I won best in class for my Ezio
cosplay, YAY!! :3), I'm getting ready for NDK. There's a LOT that is happening
between now and then. Like, a lot. Manga, studies, cosplay, work... Just so
much! And I am about to litter your inboxes with cool stuff. But before I
torment ya'll with stuff for this awesome year, I wanted to say thank you
from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you for supporting me through watches and comments.
Thank you for showing me new techniques and awesome WIP's.
Thank you for stopping my fears when I post something nerve wracking.
Thank you for being you and for being awesome.

If it wasn't for everyone on Deviant Art,, Cosnation, or any of the
sites I participate in, I wouldn't be here today. And a BIG thank you to my
friends who stood by me through everything. YOU ALL ARE AMAZING!!

If you want, you can follow me at these places:
Portfolio -
Facebook -…
Etsy -…
Cosplay.Com -
Cosnation -

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Raising Monies!

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 21, 2014, 9:38 AM

Hey everyone!

So many of you know that I like to make things like cosplay and paperkids
mostly for my own enjoyment. But right now I'm seriously trying to raise
a whole bunch of monies to try and go to an anime con called
Animeland Wasabi. I'm cosplaying a dream cosplay there and thus truly
need to go. So, to help me out, I've opened up my Etsy again to try and
raise more money!

If you like what I've had on my DA or want to see what I've got available,
please take a look here. I really really need your help! It's going to be updated
all week, so I'll update my journal with every new item that goes up. Please
please PLEASE help out a fellow cosplayer! It would be appreciated like
none other! <3 I love yo faces!!…

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2013 Hopes and Dreams

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 25, 2012, 10:20 AM

So I haven't really gotten to say anything over the course of the last year
because I've been focusing on too many things at one time. Not a good
idea for someone like me! XD So I figured I'd at least write down my 2013
hopes and dreams in an attempt to accomplish them. I know this really
doesn't mean much to you guys, but it means a lot to me. All I ask is for
support in my endeavors and hope that I actually succeed for this 2013 year!

Cons to Attend
Animeland Wasabi - March 1st - 3rd
Starfest - April 19th - 20th
Denver Comic Con - May 31st - June 2nd
Anime Expo - July 4th - 7th
Nan Desu Kan - September 13th - 15th
Nan Desu Kan: New Years Eve - December 31st - January 1st, 2014

Cosplay to Make
Haytham Kenway - Assassin's Creed III
Connor Kenway - Assassin's Creed III
Sakura Hime - Tsubasa

Big Projects

Thank you to everyone who have taken the time and interest to even watch
me and comment on my things. It truly means so much and it just makes me
want to work more for you. Hopefully this 2013 year will be the best one ever!

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Hello Desmond...

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 24, 2012, 7:55 PM

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Requests and Reminders

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 7, 2011, 8:22 AM

So over the last few days, I've gotten a ton of requests for Cosplay pictures,
Journal Skins... Hell, even actual art pictures. So I figured, why not offer
requests? So that's what I'm going to do. If there's anything you want to see,
whether it be a cosplay picture or tutorial, a journal skin, an art piece, leave
a comment and let me know. I'll do my best to fill your request! I also offer
cosplay commissions.

Cosplay Commissions

I normally try to keep my commissions cheap. The price varies per
actual commission, but normally it's the price of fabric plus $50 labor.
If you would like a commission, please don't hesitate to contact me via
comment or even note. Give me a picture of what you want to cosplay
and what you have in mind for fabric and I'll give you a quote. All of my
commissions are hand made. I don't buy anything but supplies.

Things I can do:
Wigs (depends, contact me)

Things I can't do:
Props (Depends. Contact me and I can tell you)

Con Schedule

Here's my planned Con Schedule:

Wasabicon - March 11th - 13th, Denver CO
Anime Expo - July 1st - 4th, Los Angeles CA
Anime Las Vegas - ??? - ???, Las Vegas NV
Nan Desu Kan - September 9th - 11th, Denver CO

Find me!

I love having new friends. Come find me and friend me!

Facebook - -
NDK Forum -…
y!gallery (18+ only) -…
Xbox Live - trinityrenee

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  • Listening to: My Physics Professor
  • Drinking: Water


Journal Entry: Thu Jan 27, 2011, 8:15 AM

So much is happening! =3 Makes me happy. Con season is coming up and I'll
(hopefully) be starting my con tour in March. Want to see me? Maybe I can
make a meet! I'll (hopefully) be at the following cons:

Wasabicon - March 11th - 13th, Denver CO
Anime Expo - July 1st - 4th, Los Angeles CA
Anime Las Vegas - ??? - ???, Las Vegas NV
Nan Desu Kan - September 9th - 11th, Denver CO

Remember, you can always find me here:

Facebook - -
NDK Forum -…
y!gallery (18+ only) -…
Xbox Live - trinityrenee

I can't wait to talk to everyone!

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  • Listening to: Rooster Teeth Drunk Tank
  • Eating: Crackers
  • Drinking: Water

Find me, Friend me, Love me

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 8, 2011, 1:03 PM

So people are finding me from cons and I love it! :3 I love making so many
friends. So I decided to list everywhere you can find me. Friend me, watch
me, I don't care. :3 I love friends.

Facebook - -
NDK Forum -…
y!gallery (18+ only) -…
Xbox Live - trinityrenee

I can't wait to talk to everyone!

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  • Listening to: Rooster Teeth Drunk Tank
  • Eating: Crackers
  • Drinking: Water


Journal Entry: Sat Dec 25, 2010, 9:39 AM

Merry Christmas everyone! I hope you're having a wonderful one! What did
everyone get? Me? Well...

I got:
1. Slytherin Hoodie
2. 4 new turtle necks
3. Oruborus tattoo (will take a picture once everything heals up =D)
4. USAFA Hoodie
5. Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood

Which brings me to the point of this journal. If anyone wants to play
multiplayer with me, send me a game invite or a friend invite on XBox
Live! My gamertag is trinityrenee. I don't have many friends so I
would love to game and chat with new ones. Games I also multiplay on
XBL are Team Fortress 2, Splinter Cell: Conviction, Rainbow Six Vegas
and Vegas 2, and Halo 3. So please! Friend me! =D When you do, though,
let me know who you are and where you're from (I.E. DA). ^^ I tend to
get a little confused with just random invites!

So Happy Christmahanukwazikkah everyone!

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  • Listening to: Assassin's Creed OST
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed
  • Eating: Lindor Truffles
  • Drinking: Lemonaide

New Skin, New fun

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 19, 2010, 7:43 PM


You don't know how happy this makes me. Like, to no end. Anyway, I finally
updated my DA for me. I'm going to be focusing more on what I like and less
on what's expected of me. DX Expect more cosplay pictures damnit! I hope
you all enjoy looking at my DA and I will see you in the future!


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  • Listening to: FMA:B OST 1
  • Eating: Brownie
  • Drinking: Water


Journal Entry: Sun Dec 19, 2010, 7:24 PM

Testing new skin.

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  • Listening to: Rooster Teeth Drunk Tank

Commissions to be had!

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 23, 2010, 5:57 PM

So as many of you watching me have noticed, I'm in a cosplay group known as DOKI DOKI Peach Sticks. I love making cosplay and I love cosplaying! Well, I found out that once again my hours are going to be cut at work, and while I'm looking for another job here where I live, I need to make money... So I'm offering Cosplay Commissions for anyone who reads this!! But for me to accept your commission, you have to please please please follow these simple steps....

1. Fill out the forum (located at the bottom) and PM it to me.
2. Please pay full price upon agreement A request isn't an agreement.
3. Please keep in contact! I need motivation!
4. Please enjoy! :3

Think you can do that? GREAT!! PM me the following form:

PRICE: $250 FLAT RATE ($200 for supplies, $50 for labor)
Mailing Address:
Mesurements: (Shoulder width, chest/bust, waist, hips, height)
Character from Anime/Game: (Include at least FIVE reference pictures)
Do you need props? (Please, NO ARMOR)
Other Notes:

I hold the right to deny any commission that I believe I won't be able to do. This includes characters like Big Daddy (BioShock), Halo Armor (Any Halo game), and other large outfits like that. Please don't get upset if I tell you no. I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOUR CASH IF I CANNOT DO THE OUTFIT. It's not fair to you, and it's not fair to me.

I hope we can do great buisness together!!

  • Listening to: Rooster Teeth Drunk Tank

Alphabet Meme

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 8, 2010, 3:30 PM


- Age: 22

- Annoyance: Supid People and people who can't keep nasty comments to themselves...

- Allergic: Grass and Peanutbutter >_>

- Animal: Dogs!

- Actor: Tom Hanks


- Beer: Micro Brews

- Birthday/Birthplace: Riverside/ Los Angeles Califorina

- Best Friends: Too many to count

- Best feeling in the world: Saving a life

- Blind or Deaf: Blind

- Best weather: Cloudless sunny days in the mid-80's

- Been bitched out?: Yep

- Been on stage?: Yep

- Believe in yourself?: Uh... Kinda?

- Believe in life on other planets: Yep

- Believe in miracles: Not really

- Believe in Magic: Eh

- Believe in God: Nope

- Believe in Satan: Nope

- Believe in Santa: Nope

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yep

- Believe in Evolution: Yep

- Car: 1996 Lexus

- Candy: White Chocolate

- Colour: Blue

- Cried in school: Yep

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla

- Countries to visit: Japan, Russia, Germany, Italy

- Day or Night: Night

- Danced: Yep

- Dance in the rain?: Yep

- Dance in the middle of the street?: Yep

- Do the splits?: Nope

- Eggs: Scrambled

- Eyes: Hazel

- Everyone has: ears? o.o

- Ever failed a class?: Yep

- First crush: Garth Brooks >_> Yes, the country singer

- Full name: Breanna Danielle Miracle Coats Warren Kingfisher Montoya

- First thoughts waking up: "No... It's not (insert day here)...."

- Food: Beef

- Greatest Fear: Failure

- Giver or taker: Giver

- Goals: To commission into the Air Force

- Gum: 5 Cobalt

- Get along with your parents? Yep

- Good luck charms: None

- Hair Colour: Blond

- Height: 5'8"

- Happy: Of course

- Holidays: Fourth of July and Christmas

- How do you want to die: In war

- Health freak?: Trying to be

- Hate: Stupid people

- Ice Cream: Vinilla

- Instrument: Clarinet

- Jewelry: Air Force wings around my neck

- Job: Year-Round Lifeguard

- Kids: Cute but I don't want them

- Kickboxing or karate: Tae Kwan Do >_>

- Keep a journal?: Not Really

- Longest Car Ride: To and back from Los Angeles

- Love: Yea, I have one..

- Letter: Eh?

- Laughed so hard you cried: Yep

- Love at first sight: Nope

- Milk flavour: Regular

- Movie: Forrest Gump

- Mooned anyone?: Nope

- Marriage: Everyone has the right, no matter what their sexual preference is

- Motion sickness?: When I'm on a plane

- McD's or BK: BK Lounge

- Number of Siblings: None

- Number of Piercings: 3, one in my left and two in my right

- Number: Moo?

- Overused Phrases: "Seriously..." or "Really..."

- One wish: To commission into the Air Force

- One phobia: Needles

- Place you'd like to live: Tokyo, Japan

- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi

- Quail: A bird

- Questionnaires: Don't really do them

- Reason to cry: When I'm way too stressed out or if someone dies

- Reality T.V.: Sometimes entertaining

- Radio Station: XM raido

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yep

- Song: "Bad Romance" by Lady GaGa

- Shoe size: 8 - 8 1/2

- Sushi: K.A. Sushi

- Skipped school: Yep.

- Slept outside: Camping...

- Seen a dead body?: Yep

- Smoked?: Nope

- Skinny dipped?: Yep

- Shower daily?: Yep

- Sing well?: 12 Year choir. I think so

- In the shower?: Yep

- Swear?: Like a sailor

- Stuffed Animals?: Yep >_>

- Single/Group dates: Single

- Strawberries/Blueberries: Blueberries

- Scientists need to invent: A cure for stupidity

- Time for bed: 0100

- Thunderstorms: Awesome

- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Nope

- Unpredictable: Nope

- Under the influence?: Nope

- Vegetable you hate: Tomatoes

- Vegetable you love: Carrots

- Vacation spot: Vegas Baby

- Weakness: Failure

- When you grow up: Military Officer

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Jaws :3

- Who makes you laugh the most: Everyone

- Worst feeling: When I failed at something

- Wanted to be a model?: Nope

- Where do we go when we die: Does it matter?

- Worst weather: Triple digit heat

- Walk with a book on your head?: Nope

- X-Rays: Knees, Ankles, Righ Shoulder

-Year it is now: 2010

-Yellow: Burns my eyes

- Zoo animal: Tiger

- Zodiac sign: Virgo



Journal Entry: Sun Feb 7, 2010, 2:23 PM
Hey everyone! Just wanted to let ya'll know I'll be opening up another DA here soon, showing off professional cosplay me and my other peaches will do. Oh? Don't know what we're talking about? Then let's play a game!

I spy something..... pink!

So over the last couple days I've been feeling the need to have a really good OC Nazi yaoi rp. Something really deep and dark and full of evil little kinks like bondage and S&M and what not. Anyone interested? Please? I give good rp!!
So over the last couple days I've been feeling the need to have a really good OC Nazi yaoi rp. Something really deep and dark and full of evil little kinks like bondage and S&M and what not. Anyone interested? Please? I give good rp!!

I got FEATURED in something!!

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 13, 2009, 8:14 PM
Holy wack unlyrical lyrics Andre!

So I come onto DA to check my messages and there's a comment. Yay, I love comments, and it says I've been featured. On what? SO!! I look.

There's a new news article called Newest Discoveries Project and my Alitmit OS Wallpapers (the purple one) got featured!

Seriously, I'm shocked. I mean, really shocked! =3 I'm loved!! I really am!!

So I'm finally getting my shoulder fixed

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 17, 2008, 3:00 PM
So I finally getting my shoulder fixed. It's what got me discharged out of the Air Force, mind you. Anyway, last October I finally had it looked at after a year and today I had my MRI to see what was going on.

Which was painful as HELL!!

I had about 9 or 10 injections done to get the dye into the shoulder and it hurt so fucking much. I was trying not to show it, but sometimes you can't help it. After about an hour and a half of something that should have taken thirty minutes, I finally got into the MRI and layed there for a good hour to have the pictures taken.

As some may know, an MRI isn't painful. But the injections I had to have were. Apparently my shoulder is so screwed up that he couldn't do it the normal way, had to resort back to an older way, and still couldn't do it.

So here I am, sitting and waiting for the results. I hope they say I DON'T need surgery...

Headed out

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 23, 2008, 3:26 PM