I've been working non-stop on some websites & focusing on my mind before being public again... A year after almost over dosing on meth & i'm finally starting to feel normal. Never try it kids! it's a trip! Although now I feel associated with my inner self once again, so I might get back into creating art again. I have some ideas that I want to explore.
The last three years have been rough on me & it's no time to give up. I became a hardcore stoner in my junior/senior year, then went through a few months of being addicted to heroin which made me leave my job/boyfriend & opt for a friends garage with a hot stripper instead. Got clean from that
which is why I don't use DA anymore. Even though they use xml for the basis of their knowledge is patronage yet still stuck in the past, i still consider them fascist because of the blinding affect of consumerism. Tweens suck & they are easily predictable. I don't want to be surrounded by jailbait when I'm coming into the age where I actually have to watch out for that. It's a weird twisted game & i've been quite vocal about it.
don't take ambian & drink! I ended up making a pron with a gangster & a pianist tried drugs I wouldn't have otherwise. Then dealt with the comedown for a few days... ugh! so now I'm not doing any drugs for a few months until I move out away from this crowd. I have ton's of photos I need to touch up & upload. Oh! also there's this infinity sketch I want to render better & then get a tattoo of it near my best veins so that I don't relapse again.
Maybe it'll give me more motivation to stay clean & on my feet. The infinity symbol means a lot to me & it's meaning has motivated me in the past. One of my friends was trying to give me advice & pulle