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Still hurts by Transhyena Still hurts :icontranshyena:Transhyena 2 3
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I NEED YOU
I am watching you die
Along with your wife
It hit my hard when you told me you were not fishing this year
Like the air had been punched from my lungs
I could not find words
Other then "oh..."
That's when it donned on me
How unwell you have been
Both of you
So fragile
Your hearts like glass
Skin like ashes
A simple breeze and you could vanish on me
Without traces
I am watching you die
Little by little
Day by day
Every okay feels like the biggest lie you could tell me
It kills me
Watching the life slowly fade from the both of you
I don't want to let go
Every person telling me it will happen I want to lash at
Because it's coming on so fast
And I don't know how to say goodbye when you are the only life I have known
You have always been here
Your in all my memories
Linger
For awhile
Stay
Just a little longer
I need you
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I want all of you
I don't want perfect
Never once have I asked got anything spotless and uncracked
I always assume that you would be as broken as I was and I'm not wrong
Your past left your heart shattered and mangled sending shards all over your body all the way to your soul
The feeling about you was sad even though your face told a different story your face was a lie cause your heart can't cover the truth
It held on to all those bad memories and when you became we I just wanted to fix all the broken parts of you
Like you wanted to fix all the broken parts of me
I kept trying to fill your holes with parts of me and you tried the same with me
Sometimes we are so alike it's almost like we were made with the same block of clay
And I am thankful everyday that I have you even when you get on my nerves and push me away
The way your love can be over bearing and stressful
But at the end of the day we are here
We are not some picture perfect romance
Some sides of us cut one another
But I don't want perfect
Caus
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Dear Dad
Dear dad
I never knew you
And you never wanted to know me
A mistake
Nine months of me becoming me
You tried to reject something
A someone
Left
Left a women to care of this tiny thing
Seems all I was to you was an item that did not belong
And well that's still true
I feel like I don't belong
Like I'm not really human
Since I am treated like something
Not someone
I will not seek for you
As you have not come seeking me out
This day means nothing more to me then any other
You are nothing to celebrate
You are not someone to love
You are awful
You are like trash that blows in the wind
You are terrible
Tangled
Lost
Alone
Who are you?
You are an empty part of me
And maybe I am a missing part of you
Those pieces of the puzzle never to be found
Sometimes I wanted what about me made you hate me so much
What defect
Mistake did I have?
Some nights I lay awake and think of every flaw I have
The list continues to grow as time goes on
Some nights it's hard to go on knowing I am just your mistake
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H U M A N
I am defective
Something in my code went wrong when I was conceived
But I am defective in the best way
My compassion, kindness and love are strong
Like a loyal dog who would follow you to hell and back
My forgiveness is almost immediate
I forgave you
And you
And you  
All of you a long time ago
My wounds still linger
Bleed
Blister
Tear open my heart at a moments notice
Yet you remain forgiven
Hate does not linger long in my code
My defect makes it easy to trample me
Abuse
And use me
Yet
I linger
Remain
Still the same me
Though you changed
Along with the many other faces that have blended into the same monster
I remain kind
While you blister into a dark entity
I will continue to try to save others from the dark while you dark them into the emptiness
I will remain
Kind
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Thank you
Thank you
Thank you for saving me from the blood covered mess of my nightmare filled life
For bringing light to my darkness just by being there
Being you
It might not seem like much to many even possibly you
But you listened
With a gentleness that was so alien to me I thought it fake at first and was waiting for the worst but that never came
Every heartache heart break
You were there
Every bad day would be met with a Tuesday coffee and you would smile and stay awhile and that was enough to keep me in the zone of alive
Even if "it gets better" has been a lie you helped make it more true
And I miss you
Not that I'm not happy your life keeps ticking but sometimes Tuesday hurts a little more when it's not you at my door
Sometimes I ponder each memory and cry
You have done so much to keep my time ticking
Thank you will never be enough
But I can't find words more then that to show my gratitude so I continue
I keep fighting like you taught me to
Keep continuing cause to end would be a big fuc
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Dear grandpa
Dear grandpa
The earliest thing I can remember is you taking me fishing and me tangling the line every cast
You were so frustrated proud and excited all in the same
I remember my first catch
A white fish
Looking back it was small but you made such an uproar it may as well have been a great white shark
Dear grandpa I love you
Sometimes I forget to say it in our long silent hang on while nana blasts dr Phil with Frankie on her lap
I love you
I need you  
And I miss you
I miss your wild spirit
Your true smile
And your spunk
I miss you
Your here and I miss you and my heart breaks knowing one day all you’ll be is ash
I miss our fishing trips
I miss you having the ability to breath
I regret
All the times we fought
When I said I hated you
When I moved away to live with a monster
I regret all my lost memories of us
I hope you know how much you mean to me
I hope you know I care
And struggle with the thought one day you won’t be here
Grandpa
I love you
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Long gone friend
I will never not remember you
The chats and hang outs
The comfort you brought
And then pain you now leave me
Your number passing on my phone
How badly I wish we could talk
But your caught in the grips of something you dont wish to break free of
You have willfully been chained
I miss you
I hope your ok
Please
Please be ok
I hope one day you again break free
And my phone will ring
My facebook will beep
And you again come back to us
Till then
I miss you.
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You are not a good man
One good deed does not make a man good
Years of abuse are not erased
Years of trauma dont vanish
Everything remains stagnantly the same.
You are not a good man
Your abusive
Your narcissistic
Your toxic sludge taking the form of someone for someone else blind to love
You are not a good man
Hardly able to call you a man at all
Your more of a beast
Your angry
You lash and snarl
Your pitiful
And I truly hate you
I do not love you
I am no longer blind to the things you do
And I hope someday you vanish too.
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Silent love
I wanna tell you how I feel so badly
But every time I try it's like someone covers my mouth and grabs my limbs
So the things that come out are nothing
I switch between bringing you in
And lashing at you to go
My heart is caged and covered in barbed wire
Covered in slivers and pins, needles, and cracks
It beats weakly yet fast
Yearning to feel warmth
But my cold shell keeps it concealed
I want to cry out how much I want this
Yet nothing comes out minus sad wheeping
I am sorry
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:icondragonnerd445:
Dragonnerd445 Featured By Owner 4 days ago   General Artist
Hope you're doing well, friend. :heart:
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KarolinaB Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the fav! :heart:
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you are very welcome
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CPT-Elizaye Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks For Watch by CPT-Elizaye  
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
very welcome :) 
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Stoneteller456 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I was looking at the pictures in your gallery, do you train animals?
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yes I do! I am training my current service dog run a pet sitting company and also breed rabbits :) 
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Dragonnerd445 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2018   General Artist
How have you been? 
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
been up n down yourswelf?
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KarolinaB Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! :love:
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome!!!
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Yessys Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
=D thank you So much 
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Captain-Art-hero Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2017
Thank you for the watch. :)
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welc
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trickster-starfish Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch!!
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welc! I do watch you on fb but finally saw your post that you had a DA :3 
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Mgeliko98 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the Watch!!!
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
very welcome, love the art!
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IceriftFyera Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2017  Hobbyist Filmographer
[CM] Blu Icon by IceriftFyera
The second commission is done :)
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much 
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AzureHowlShilach Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch :rose:
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Very welcome was watching you on my old account :) 
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AzureHowlShilach Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh I see^^
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Transhyena Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:) love the animation series btw! (actually been working on a fanart for you :D )
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