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School internet was blocking this site for months... but now, that block seems to be gone. Let's see how long this lasts.

The doses I have to take of all my meds are getting doubled. Whee, notsomuch functioning.

I actually got booted from a class this semester. One of the profs decided right at the start of the class that she didn't like me. First day, told me I should go look for something more suited to my major. Second day, told me I should go talk to my advisor and see if I can find another class. Third day, told me I have issues and that she's kicking me out of the class. Never specified what any of said 'issues' were, seeing as I was pretty certain I hadn't mentioned any of them.

Dammit, how am I supposed to learn about sexuality when I get booted from the class for having 'issues'? I probably wouldn't have so many 'issues' if I was just allowed to learn about the stuff. -sigh-

Stupid prof.
  • Listening to: Tsubasa Chronicle soundtracks
  • Reading: The Shadow Rising
For those of you who may still look at here from time to time, no, I haven't dropped off the face of the planet.

The last... bunch... of months have been really, incredibly stressful for me.

In other news, they have me on happy drugs now, and sister's gonna have a baby soon.

Can't wait to go back to school, get out of this place... I'll get to play with puppy Milkshake ('cos my sister's Milkshake brings ALL the boys to her yard) and baby Owen when he comes. n.n;
Okay, for the couple of you who still read this...

I'm in college now. =o Yay, me.

I absolutely love my classes so far, but I wish I'd remembered to bring some modeling clay or something, 'cos I wanna make stuff.

Anyways. Once I have some stamps or something, I'll start writing letters to people... ^o^ YEY FOR PENPAL WRITING ACTION.

I'm gonna go draw straight lines now. Ta!
Tranq let her class down.
College board gave only fours
where fives should have been.

Saddening to hear
I was out of it that day
essays were such crap.
Today was a good day. I talked to people until about 3am, at which point the caffiene finished kicking in and I was no longer wired. I slept until shortly before noon, got up, participated in a guild screenshot on MapleStory, then went outside. Played badminton for a while, washed some dishes, then ambled off to see if Rox and Ronda were in town. I didn't get an answer at their house, so I walked back home, stopping in Harvey Park on the way and swinging for a little bit.

I seem to have a sunburn that's just a stripe now, though. I'm somewhat confused as of to why I sunburned in just one place. XD
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Today has been really crappy. Started out great, I'd had 14 hours of sleep, so life was good.

Bam. Lunchtime hits. I find out that my friends Roxanne and Rhonda's brother died. Seventh hour, I find out how it happened - car accident.

Eighth hour, I'm going through some papers trying to find something for one of my teachers to use, sister comes in to tell me that Grandma's in the hospital and my parents are gonna need me to be down there to help grandpa (who can't see, can't drive, that kinda stuff) while she's gone.

Grandparents don't have internet. Needless to say, I'm gonna be gone, and I don't know when I'm coming back. Maybe for graduation. _Maybe_ [/paste]

Edit: Nevermind. I'm back.
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I don't think I'm going to be driving for a bit, though.
Did the Children's Feature at church today. ^^ It was fun. Now I'm cooking some Matzo Ball Soup to eat, which should be yummy. <3

Thirteen days until graduation. I think we're gonna be painting in French class this week. <3 I don't think I'll be able to finish the castle assignment for ceramics, though...

Back in my doodling phase. I'd post it all, but I don't feel like spamming you guys with stuff. :3
Wow, I haven't said a thing to you people in over five months. XD Hi!


Ditching prom right now. :3 Why pay 30 bucks to go feel awkward someplace when I can do so at home for the cheap, cheap price of free?


Anyways. xD Graduation next month. 'twill be fun, then 's off to college with me. Imma be in Hillsboro, Kansas. There anybody who reads this who'll be nearby to bug?
Pretty much better now. Fever's long since gone (I think), and I just still have a cold or whatever.

SAT scores went available today. 2200 - 760 reading, 780 math, 660 writing. God, I hate writing tests. >< I don't get a choice of topics to write about unless it's an AP History exam, so rather than getting to pick an essay where I already know what I want to say, I have to be like "Well, crap. The hell am I going to say about this?"

Yeah. Mkay. We don't learn from history, because it repeats itself. If we learned from it, it wouldn't. End of story.

But noo, that couldn't be the entirety of my essay, even though that's the entire point I'd intended to make. If I try to expand on things, it grows into a run-on sentence-paragraph-THING. Why can't they be happy with essays like I write them for science? This is true because of this and this and this and there we go I'm done Poof. ><


Back to fishing. Gooo, FoJ Secret Santa! **throws fish and casino tokens at people**
So, anyways. Finals are over. We took third overall in the relay meet last night, and two of the events I swam in placed - third overall in the Butterfly relay, 6th overall in the 400 Medley Relay in which I swam butterfly.

Now that I don't have to worry about practice, I can let this illness that's been in me actually hit full force, so I can hurry up and get over it. Hurrah for fevers that make you cold. @_@' **goes to shiver and curl up in another couple of blankets**

Starting to doodle again, for the TF for christmas. First on the list is Nobara, just because she's our personal dedicated moderator. :3
Saturday was a blast. Movie with Name-chan, then frolicking for a few hours.
Sunday, eh, decorated the church and stuff. Was told by an old lady that I could lead worship if I were 'more worshipful', like my flailing or something wasn't good enough for her. *shrug*

Today, I really just... don't feel like going to practice. As much as I'd love to be in the water right now, I just don't want to swim, and I don't want to run. So, I came home, despite Ms Hall trying to shove me off to practice. (I would have stayed at school and been all helpful in the science department in order to get my community service in order to be *on* the team kinda overwith otherwise.)

So, yeah. Apparently, I'm supposed to go make an actual christmas list or something. I haven't bothered with one in years...
So, anyways, last thursday, right before I went to Kansas again, Ms Sandstedt assigned a project, the first part of which was due the Monday right after I got back. She also was saying, the entire time she was assigning it, that if we fall behind, we *can't* catch up, so don't fall behind.

Now, I don't know about you, but I can't do a research project when I'm stuck in a car and have nothing to research from with me, and it's kind of hard to do a group project when none of the groups will take you. (Anybody who would have taken me was already in a group that was as big as the teacher would allow, and the girl I usually work with always does projects alone. So, no group member to pick a topic and start on it when one can't do the stuff.)

So, yeah. Since the teacher spent so much time stressing that we *can't*, I *won't*. Maybe you don't realize it, but if you spend a lot of time telling someone that they're inept or that they can't do something, they'll start to believe it - that they can't run, that they can't swim, that they can't draw, that they can't pass a certain class - so they'll just give up trying. Only a few will go and actually pull things off just to spite people. In my case, if people talk about how much they hate me and stuff, or yell at me for things for just trying to help *coughJOYcough*, I'll start doing stuff just to give them an actual reason to hate me.
So, I'm not going to even bother trying to do this project. I'll just go do all of the ones that got shunted out of my brain when the AP American one was assigned.

Your words have more effect on people than you'd think. Be careful what you say.
:3 Much happier now. Went to Rox + Rhonda's and hung out for a bit... actually, I beat them to their house. xD Kinda walked over, had been there outside their door for a few minutes when Rox and her mom drove up, coming back from Rox's eye appointment.

We did stuff. I have a costume now, and it kicks ass.

Walked back home, just got back. 'twas fun. n_n No anime night could be that good. :3
Mmkay. So, I found my left shoe. Yay. I'm tired of listening to everybody complain about stuff, I'm tired of people saying I need to stay 'competitive' for college (I mean, how is another semester of pre-calc going to make me more competitive than a random semester of Geology?), and I'm fairly tired of folding cranes. If I finish off the paper I have, it'll be during the weekend. There should be enough for about 700 more of the orange and purple, and if nothing else, I'll make little sister fold some with me, since the ones she makes are good enough.

Alrighty. Done with that.

I've been tagged, therefore, I must say 20 things about myself. Here goes.

1 - When I lose things, I go online to ask someone where I put it. Either they actually know whereabouts I put it for no particular reason, or they just shrug. Either way, I find whatever it is I'm looking for right after I go to ask -- or while I'm asking the question.
2 - I rarely actually form my own opinions about various people - however, positive opinions about them come quickly, negative ones take longer. (Positives - Miya. Liked her from the start. Negatives - the guy with the florida-shaped bald spot, 'cos he's a jerk, and some freshman named steven 'cos he's a jerk too.)
3 - I'm calmest when I'm PMSing. If I get angry and stuff, it tends to be the opposite part of the month. Dun dun dunnnn. (Bet you didn't need to know that!)
4 - I have a little cult dedicated to me, and it actually started out originally as a religion, then kinda got taken over by twin and turned into "Yay~!" and stuff. Guest box...~! **shakes fist**
5 - When I went outside to bring in the groceries tonight, the first star that caught my attention was a bright yellow one off to the south-east, and when I stared at it for a while it looked like there were green streaks coming off from it. :3
6 - When I get into something, I get really into it, and it basically excludes me from other parts of my life. For a while, Furcadia, for a while, Deviant, for a while, Gaia, for a while, Neopets, for a while, TPPC, for a while, MapleStory. It kinda fluctuates between them. (Furcadia was the first of those, Dev, Gaia, Neo and TPPC were from Furcadian friends, Maple was from a Gaian friend.)
7 - I've never actually decided to *like* a guy without someone else first deciding I did and teasing me about it.
8 - The people who tease me about liking people tend to be my sisters and Kat, and they don't even necessarily tease me about people I know.
9 - If left to my own devices, and not given a specific time of day when food is available, I would likely eat only once a day, and that would be only because I'd be like "Hm. Haven't eaten today. Probably should at some point." (During the summer, I eat twice a day - once when I wake up, and I eat whatever the heck is left over from breakfast, if I eat, then I eat again a few hours later, after I swim a mile or two and come back home.)
10 - I like pokémon. They're fun.
11 - When people decide at random to pay me for the stuff I do, they go out of their way to ensure that my parents don't find out about it.
12 - I take more offense at things done to my friends than at things done to me.
13 - I once stabbed a guy in the arm with a pair of safety scissors.
14 - I sleep under a pile of stuffed animals. They're warm.
15 - I once found $50 on my floor while talking to a friend in Australia. (Bear in mind, it's a really messy floor. >>')
16 - Stuff I make out of clay is more likely to explode if I wedge it than if I don't. However, if I wedge for other people, what they make from it doesn't explode.
17 - I annoy people online much less than I annoy them IRL.
18 - I have listened to Ivan Garcia sing. Gasp.
19 - I have over $12 in random pennies, because they're awesome. I'll have to count them again someday.
20 - It took me a long time to think of 20 things to say about me. Whee.

As such, I tag whoever so happens to have eaten a cookie I have made within the past 24 hours... I believe that would be Davina, Erica (I think you had a cookie...), Mrs. Cartwright, Ms Hall, Mr Rounds, Eduardo and Jaime. (Bobby, Joanie and Mom aren't counted because it was more than 24 hours ago when they had their cookies.)
I also tag anybody who looks this far who is from the state of... Arkansas, and anybody who is from New South Wales. Because, y'know, those places are there. xD

**shuffles off to sleep now**
So, anyways. Today, my little sister came into my room. Apparently, her school holds a 'flea market' every semester or whatever where kids bring in stuff they don't want and sell it off to other kids. So, of course, she just kinda started rifling through my stuff. *sigh* At least I kept her out of the stuff I want. <<; My shelf of ceramics was getting pretty cluttered anyways.


In other news, my monitor doesn't stay on for more than ten seconds at a time. I don't know why, but it's just being stupid like that. So, if I want to draw anything and post it, the posting part alone will take at least 10 times turning the monitor off and back on. The drawing part, unless I don't bother to ever look at what the hell I'm doing, will take a lot more. I'll go blind from it flashing at me so much. Thus, no art for y'all until I go over to Enpu's with my tablet, or something. *coughkidnapmepleasecough*

Now, I continue with my ebil plots to kidnap Name-chan.


I turned my monitor on+off four times while writing this, because I didn't look at anything while I was typing my paragraphs and whatnot. <<; So I can do typing and stuff if I know what I'm going to say, but drawing and such is another story...
So we're at the end of our second week of school, and it's my senior year. My textbooks for AP American History finally came, so it's all good. 3-day weekend.

Today, I showed up at school to find a great many of my friends wearing pirate outfits and accessories. It was our group's little theme day for Christina's birthday, but it seems that everyone assumed that someone else had told me, so I hadn't known. Roxanne and Ronda let me take one of their eyepatches and some beads, and I ran around all day as a pirate. I even made myself a hat out of a book cover during AP Lit, and fought Calvin's little brother, Rita, and Nate with plastic cutlasses. <3 It was awesome.

So, anyways, I said during French that I should go find myself a design for an Origami Parrot so I can have one for my shoulder when I go pirate, following the legacy of the dread pirate Darleenie. Found one, took 9 steps, but Dh got me to look for an Origami Cobra while I was at it. Made my parrot, and now my continuing project shall be an attempt at folding the cobra, since... yeah. The strip of paper I need is over 6 feet long. Whee! XD **starts folding**
Nyoinked from :iconcrustymuffin:

ANGER
1. With whom did you last get angry?: I forget... o-o Probably myself, or one of the kids I swim with, or something like that. *shrug*
2. What is your weapon of choice?: Mouse cursor. Summon it, make it click, run like heck! **twitch**
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: Depends on if they're related to me.
4. How about of the same sex?: Again, depends on if they're related to me.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: ...Uhm. Someone. Forget who. XD Probably Jaime.
6. What is your pet peeve?: Being stuck at home. Getting yelled at to go do something else on the off-chance that I actually try to do homework.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: Uhm... I forget. XD If I have it, I don't think about it except for when it's dragged to the front of my brain. They probably fester for a pretty long time in my forgetfulness, if I can still recall why I'm upset with whoever I'm upset with. xD

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: ...Uhm. That would involve having stuff to do that doesn't change from day to day. Probably clean my room or whatever. Haven't done that since the week my Aunt commandeered us 'cos the parents were in England, and made us all work on cleaning my room. I think we actually got it clean that week, too...
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 5 or 6 pm, if going to sleep before dawn. 11pm if going to sleep at dawn. 4 pm if going to sleep before midnight. *nod*
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Chelsea.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: The parents are making me cook dinner right now. **leaves**
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?: Yeah... I had a book on hand, too, which is what makes it sad. XD It's a hobby of my little brother's to watch the infomercials, though...
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: ...How many yards swum means good? I got through 2300 or so before I had to put the ropes up about 10 hours back... o_O
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: None. I don't touch the silly thing unless I'm setting the alarm; My younger siblings just eventually hear it going off and turn it off themselves as they force me out of bed.

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: ...wait. So I have to pay for this stuff? Does a slurpee count? x3
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?: Whatever's closest at hand when I so happen to be claiming my meat when I actually feel like eating at a meal? o-o;
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: Capful of listerine? o-o Mm, mouthwash. <3 So very alcoholic... OR it was the alcohol we put on those sugar cubes that we put in the little cakes at church so we could set them on fire to serve to people. XD That was fun.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: Uhm... If we got stuff free from them, yes, yes, I did. Mm, slim-fast. x_o
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: The pediatricians do. What, 220 isn't GOOD ENOUGH? I bet I can swim faster than you can! ¬_¬
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: Spicy. XD As spicy as I can get it, simply because none of the rest of my family can deal with any level of spice at all. :3
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH?: With other words on either side of it... XD As in "I wonder when lunch is..." or "Hm... She's whining about wanting lunch again."

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: Let's see... there's the people who strip down entirely while they're changing in the locker rooms, couple'a babies... *shrug*
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: Well... mom always did make me go nekkie while I was in the showers after we swam when I was little... o-o; Then when I got bigger, I refused to change out of my swimsuit unless I was in the restroom stall, with it locked. *nod* So none, once I had any choice.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of yoeur gender of choice during a normal conversation?: Eh? Man chest. Hoboy. **blinks** I usually either look people in their faces, or I just stare at the ground. Mm, tile.
4. Have you done it?: Done what? o_o **confused**
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: Eyes. Eyes are nice.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: Uhm. No.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: AIDS counts, yes? They had to test me for that once. I jerked when they were giving me a shot, and it got the lady giving me the shot too... <_<'

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: However many my parents so happen to have handed to me. o_o They go into my stash of useless plastic thingies to be saved for when they make me actually go put gas in the car myself.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: Uhm.. the Gaian Marketplace? XD And, if it has to be with real money, it's wherever the hell my tablet was actually ordered from. *nod*
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: Uhm... College or something. And a new computer that doesn't crash on me so much. And pay for some internet for a while. The rest of it would go to pay for me to get some nice little cheap corner of some building someplace that I could go live in.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: ...Famous means I could get people to give me money. Rich means I wouldn't need to. Hm... what to pick, what to pick... XD Rich. I can go hide from people. :ninja:
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: Most likely. Define 'boring'? o-o I tend to tune out of things often... Yeh...
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: Yes. I steal candy from random people. Frequently.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: 214. About 50 of those are the music I kept from downloading online games when I got rid of the rest of the game because playing any longer would involve paying for it.

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: I forget. Seriously... It's like I'm expected to keep track of my life or something. XD
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: Wait... they're proud of me? o-O when did this happen?
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: Getting out of this house, and going far far away.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: Depends on the circumstances. If the person I came in second to wasn't even supposed to be *in* the damn competition, then yeah, I get pretty annoyed. Otherwise, wait, someone got better than me? WHOAH. **freaks**
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: Wait a sec... they have contests like that? NEAT!
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?:  Elementary school. o-o I wouldn't even consciously cheat, I would just hear people muttering the actual answers aloud and would go ahead and write them down if I knew they were right...
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: Talked my siblings into going the hell to bed. *nod* This is my prowling ground at these hours, yo.

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: Katie's metabolism. Dammit.
2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with?: Somebody who doesn't live in the same house as me. *nod* FREE AT LAST!
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: Someone who can pick up on social cues, and somebody who people tolerate being around for reasons other than getting favours off them. *nod*
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: Don't know. Don't care.
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: Kitty ears, fur, a tail, and some wings. Big feathery ones that I could curl up in and take a nap.
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: That skinny-person metabolism. Why can't I have that? It'd make the medical people leave me the hell alone about my weight.
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: ANGRY SLOTH! n_n! So I can be angry as I'm dropping off into sleep at random. Whoo yeah.


THE SEVEN HEAVELY VIRTUES

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow?: Mennonite Christian.
2. What religion were you raised as?: Mennonite Christian.
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?: Better be a human one... better be... **shakes fist**
4. Do you have your own commandments?: Probably. **blinks** I'd have to pay attention to things to realize it, though.
5. What was the last promise you broke?: To show up at the church last wednesday and help Kaye Courtney clean out the kitchens and stuff. **fell asleep, then got sent off swimming when she woke up, then dragged with sister to watch a chick flick**
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?: Probably. Happens when people make me pray aloud.
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?: Nopes. Perfection is not something humanity can achieve.

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?: Uhm... I wanted stuff? HOT DAMN!
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?: A nice long nap in the sunlight, a nice big box of crayons to doodle with, and some random children to keep me company. Sidewalk chalk would kick ass too. <3
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?: Probably. XD The results of things coming about depend on how people perceive that which leads up to it. *nod* Like... THE CHEESECAKE. *dun dun dunnn*
4. Freedom or fate? Yes? Both sound fun. Especially if you have no idea what's going on anyways.
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?: Nopesnopes. Too poor. *nod* And too young, probably.
6. Do you gamble?: Gaia Casino, when fishing's down, baby! xP
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?: Yep.

CHARITY
1. What causes do you support?: Wait... there are causes out there? o_o; **thinks** Whatever my parents so happen to decide I am supporting at the moment. Mm, obliviousness.
2. What causes have you given money or time to? Let's see... Feed the Children. Community Ministry. PBS. Whatever the children's tutoring program at the elementary schools is called. XD
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?: Heck yes.
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel?: What?
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street?: Not money, no. I've given them random hygeine products while running around in my shorts in 20-degree weather, though. That was fun.
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?: Dunno. If I have, I've forgotten it.
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?: I forget. Most of the people I try and do stuff for are strangers anyways. ^^;

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of?: Don't know. Don't think about it, don't particularly feel like trying.
2. What did you do today that was really brave?: Absolutely nothing! =D
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why?: Obviousman. XD He's awesomeness.
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?: ...How painful would said danger be, and what kind of mood would I be in at this point? o_O That matters like whoah.
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?: **happily oblivious** Hey, floaty mister, can I have some cookies? =o
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? If so, when?: Almost every time I have to talk to people face-to-face? o-o That whole social ineptitude thing going on, you know. Isn't quite so bad with strangers, though...
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?: Aww, can't I just be a contentedly oblivious passerby? D:

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty?: Not yet.
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?: Religious Beliefs, bishes. Back off.
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?: **blinks** Any reason why I should or shouldn't?
4. Which should be guaranteed legal?: Which what? I'm confused! D:
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?: According to the votes counted, yes. Yes, he is. Kerry is scary anyways.
6. What was your favorite media circus trial?: What?
7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?: Dunno. o-o Probably was made to at some point in elementary school.

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?: Sleeping hours! Rawr!
2. Do you collect anything?: Stuffed toys. Ceramic stuff. Crayons. Pennies. :iconenpu2:'s drawings. Water bottles. Other stuff. Mm, packratitis.
3. Are you addicted to anything?: Probably?
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?: Say what?
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things?: Cash. Parents can't trace it. <3
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do?: Uhm... If I've done anything like that, I've forgotten.
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things?: Uhm... Like... scurrying about gathering up the coins people chuck at me?

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know?: Dunno.
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil?: No.
3. Do you take advice when it's given?: Depends on who gives it.
4. What area are you wisest in?: Wisest? o-o I'm a fool, like whoah. Having wisdom would involve actually paying attention to stuff and stuff.
5. Do you drive defensively?: Depends on who I'm around, and what mood they're putting me in?
6. What did you learn today?: Rubber chickens make good nunchucks.
7. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue?: Hope.
Stolen from :iconenpu2: and/or :iconcrustymuffin:


1.YOUR STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):

Heidi Colorado

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):

John Ice Cube. (Mm, gotta love those ice cubes. XD)

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):

Pegasus Namasté

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):

Luther... Denver? XD (Wait, I've partied? o_o Mind-boggling, yo. Perhaps the first name should be 'Spherin'... xD)

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name):

Jdar!

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):

Puff'm F. Kennedy

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):

Fruitcup Icewater

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):

Diane Denver

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's or band's last name):

Starburst Tamura

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):

Eric N/A? XD (Mm, gotta love the Not Applicable.)
Okay... Summer vacation is a little over halfway over, so this shall describe the first half of the summer. Whee.

So, anyways, became a regular in the Top Fishers thread on Gaia. Held my own in the high-score lists for a while, before the no-save glitch murdered me. </3 Went to visit the grandparents, got my christmas present from last december. (A pack of trivia designed for sixth graders. Mm, classes I never took. They'd long since forgotten how old we all were getting.) Came back, swimming started up again, started going swimming. Then mom decided we could only go 3x a week total at the most, because "I have better things to do." Parents drag me up to Target, make me apply, I don't get a job from it, whee. I go to Kimmy's graduation party, and the experiment begins, having me watch Star Wars ep. 1, getting giddy with Tiffany as we play pool, or somesuch game. Shoooom. Parents start freaking out because Debbie's wedding is getting nearer and blahblahblah, and decide that us children are not allowed to leave the house/use the computer/read books, and that we need to clean instead. Parents manage to enforce this for about a day, then we just start ignoring it entirely, and curl up in parts of the house where they can't easily find us to yell at, etc. Mew's Hangout crashes, I go in search of another board to use that hopefully has Shi Painter on it. Go on Furc with Kat, join Hogwarts Witchcraft and Wizardy school. One of the random people there decides to start insulting me and such.  I come across another oekaki board. Drawing time. Talk to Elizabeth, get fishy helm for Krista, manage to get Elizabeth to talk her parents into letting me come over, so I manage to get out of the house for an entire day. <3 I get a Littleton Public Library card. Parents decide I no longer get to leave the house/use computer/read (But the younger sibs still can), and that I rather should have to clean the house. I get my sleep cycle to differ enough from theirs that they can't enforce the no reading/computer, because they're asleep. Kimmy ships off to Military School. Debbie's Bridal Shower. A heads off to India. Millers arrive from Kansas. Trip up to the cabin with Millers. Fireworks and Kat's birthday. Doug manages to set fire to the outdoor woodpiles by failing to have the ashes cooled entirely before putting them out where Adam had poured the previous batch of them... after we've left. Day trip to water world, Darrows, Millers, Bridesmaids, Danica, Eric and Cassidy. I get sunburned bright red, people wince when they look at me from imagining the pain that I must be in. (Though I felt nothing but a nice warmth emanating from me.) Bachelor party for Adam -- They watch The Princess Diaries 2. Swim meet, plottings with Chelsea. Wedding rehearsal and dinner. Debbie and Adam drop the little ceramic piece I'd made for them for the wedding. I spend morning fixing it back up with some random glue from the nursery, while playing with Jessie and Michael. Change into dress for the wedding, Christine does stuff with my hair, now knowing just why exactly it never leaves the ponytail. Photographs, I frolic with the flower girl, my neice Brianna. Debbie in her dress. Wedding actually begins, I end up sitting with the Groom's family for the whole thing because they aren't gonna put the ring bearer with the groomsmen. Wedding Reception. Talking to Lindauers and to Erica. Crayons from the table; Yummy wedding cake. Sneeky like ninja. I finally get to change back into pants. Home, have to cook dinner for dad. Attend a 'class' on Furcadia, get 100 house points because I do the homework, I turn it in first, AND it has a pretty picture on it. Bug some people for a few hours. Fall asleep around 3. Get up again around 7, after little sister turns my alarm back off because it's keeping her awake. Have to cook breakfast for dad, then take him off to church. I spend 6 hours on kitchen duty for the Feed the Children event thingy. I talk to one of the police officers who came to my class all the time back when I was in 4th/5th grade. (6th grade we had lawyers and the DA coming in. *nod*) Kaye Courtney decides that I get to come help her with some random stuff around there this coming Wednesday. Fweeness. I finally get to go home after avoiding the Riles sisters like sneeky ninja for the second day in a row, then have to haul some boxes up to sillyhead's friends' Jamie and Bailey's house. I hold a kitten for a while. Come back home, have to cook dad his lunch. I come online, doodle some things. Show said doodles to some random people, who then fawn over them, and some begin to start yelling at me to draw for them now too. Have to do the dishes for supper while someone else does the cooking for once. Finally have supper around 11:30 PM, only awake because I've had caffiene in a low enough dose that it still works as a stimulant for me. Finish a few more doodles for people. Shower, get the stuff from the wedding out of my hair. Come type this.


Now, I go to sleep. Have fun with my partially-coherent sequence of events. n_n **poofles**
Took my last finals today. I'm going to show up there tomorrow and change the water in the fish tanks, while I visit some of the teachers. Hopefully stuff will get worked out so I can take AP Chem and French Culture+Civ and still be able to graduate at the end of next schoolyear...


Got my ACT Scores back a couple of days ago, for those who felt like asking. I got a 33. Two below sister Debbie's score, one above sister Marie's score, tied with brother Tom's score. No idea about the relation to the scores of the eldest two.


Mom's been bugging me to go get a job. Anyone have any ideas or whatever? <_<'