I was looking into the star lit sky, and realized just how absolutely amazing how things turn out sometimes. You've got absolutely everything you could ever want one day, and it's ripped forcefully from you the next. It's amazing how someone you love and trust with your whole being can become the demon you swore they'd never become. When they finish feeding off your love and affections, they dig their claws into your chest and claw out the heart you offered to them and run with the shattered pieces. Just as you're starting to think that not everyone in the world is a heartless beast, and that there are people that can be trusted, they take back the words they swear to you and prove to you that, that is indeed the world we live in. From now on, my walls are up, and I'm not planning on allowing anyone through them again. I'm forced to be a Soldier that keeps a smile for everyone else's sake, so that is what I am. A broken, used up toy, that is for others enjoyment. That is how I was raised, and that seems to be all I'm good at. Not meant to enjoy them for myself, but to offer happiness to those around me, because I know how much it hurts to be left behind, and broken. And I don't want anyone to live what I've gone through.