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Hi guys, miss me? :3

I'm really sorry for not writing any journals or being active as a whole on this website but i decided to come back here (if any of my old friends here still watch me and receive my alerts) and tell you my ideas/current situation in my life....

First off, I'm really sorry for abandoning all of you in a forgettable amount of years I've not been active here. Since 2010 I was desperately trying to get my IT career going when at the time since the 2008/9 financial crisis made my life very difficult and from 2005-2015 i was stuck in a very depressing Supermarket job which i finally got out of. From 2011 to 2016 i have had 5 IT support jobs which did not see me progress very far during that time which really gets me down... I recently started a new job but it's boring as F**k but money is important to me and I'm only new in the job so we will see how it goes.

I'm 32 years old now and i feel i wasted years of my life on being depressed, single and feeling worthless (because that's how i feel). My life hasn't changed very much in the last few years and I've been trying very hard to get my career going with not much success. I can blame many things in my life that has held me back in everything i want to do in my life...

1. I have Asperger's and Learning difficulties... This is a profound problem that ruins my life everyday and life chances in many things such as: jobs, relationships, etc

2. Of me being born early, i don't know if this has affected my brain somehow because i feel my short-term memory and learning new things is really hard for me compared to an average joe or some really clever genius.

All of my life....i have loved cartoons and animation.....it's my first love in my life and for the life of me i cannot become good at anything my mind aspires to think about....

Like when i wanted to improve my drawings here on DA and many people gave me advice.....kind people here gave me so much help, they felt i rejected it all.... no.....that's not the reason... I'm sorry if i hurt anyone :(

I really want to be a good cartoon & anime animator but now that I'm 32 and the 13-14 years I've been on DA, i have wasted time and years on worrying on my nervousness, depression, worries, anxieties and my learning problems.....after all these years i could of become an awesome artist and animator where i feel that i cannot get the correct help i need, i cannot learn things things on my own...i wished i had friends i knew in person who are cartoon/anime fans like me who i saw everyday, coming round and them helping me improve my drawing skills and animating....where many lucky people have had that life and i feel i will never have it because people are selfish and they feel they cannot trust others these days because of bad past experiences from former friends or people who used and abused them.

If i started now to try and catch up on lost time....can it be done?
Dude, I'm like 32 now and I'm not 18 anymore....i have to be responsible and life constraints like work and money, etc i feel stops me from doing what i want to do in my spare time... ;_; is it too late for me now?...

Now what has got me going here is that recently i had a brainstorm because even though I'm 32 I'm immature as f*** and still love geeky,nerdy things....plus cartoons, anime, etc.

Recently i became a big fan of Regular Show and The Amazing World of Gumball, but then they decide to cancel both of them...which made me VERY angry because i think they made Cartoon Network great again! Back in the 90's my fave cartoon was Dexter's Lab (which i feel they should bring back).

now, recently i thought in my head that because I'm kinda fed up of my working career and want to do something else without financially ruining myself by leaving my job...

I want to create a cartoon, made in Turkey & in the UK. (maybe Cartoon Network taking it up after a pilot episode?)

It's set in the Ottoman Empire in the mid/late 1800's and it revolves around a group of young teenagers who always get up to mischief and end up saving the empire from many different bad guys. the main bad guy would be a sorcerer who wants to overthrow the sultan and rule the empire himself. Also at times it would involve many difficult situations the young heroes would face by magic via the bad guys, sometimes a bit of time travel and other stuff.

and no....If anyone asks and say it won't work because of Islam....there won't be much references or mentions about Islam. Only cultural stuff relating to Turkish(ottoman), Arab and Central Asian Turkic Culture, Folklore, Tales, Myths, etc.

Now...i haven't drawn any characters, story-lines or anything of the sort.... This is due to my negative attitudes that i feel i cannot draw or animate...

Has you all know in the history of my DA account, i did draw and i did animate. But i felt i failed because i did not improve due to my skills, crappy imagination and cognitive problems that might stop me from doing what i want to do! :'( can anyone advise me or help me in anyway.

By doing my idea, i hope it would be a good replacement for the cartoons shows that got cancelled by Cartoon Network recently and by the next decade it could usher in a new era like the era we have observed in the 2010's with Regular Show and Gumball, etc.

Maybe I'm going way over my head here but i hope if i ever improve with my drawing skills and animating (which i doubt) My cartoon would help put Turkey on the map and knowing that in my life i would have created something that all kids would love all over the world and feeling good that "I made this and it's world famous!" :) then i would accomplished something in my life where i feel i haven't really done much in my life that would make me feel good about myself and be positive...

I don't know if I'll ever get over the rut or mental hurdles that is stopping me with what i want to do.....

What do you guys think?...

Thanks for reading...I hope to get support and advice from all this ^_^

Also lastly....there is one person I miss the most and she hates me because she thinks I'm a jerk or something worse.....If only if she forgave me.... :'( i really, truly miss her...even if she was my gf but i hope to be friends with her again...... Kathryn...please contact me... :( I didn't mean to hurt you.....
Hi everyone!

I really apologise to all my watchers (if there is any left?) that i have not been around for a while. I was in the furry fandom for 4/5 years and i decided to leave the fandom recently to the never-ending drama between furs, how they treat others, the art is getting worse and worse and the fandom is being over-run by idiots!....so i decided to leave.

Anywho, i hope all of you are well and i have good news!

This year's Pokémon movie (18th) has been my dream come true in so many years of waiting.....

It has happened........AN ARABIAN THEMED POKÉMON MOVIE!!!!! :D

2 Main trailers have come out so far....it clearly shows it's arabian themed and hoopa, the Genie ring Pokémon seems very powerful! I think that this movie will be the best one in years and years and it could be my fave of all time! :D Sooooo reminds me of the Aladdin TV series! :D

If you guys wanna see the trailers, here are the links to them on youtube:





I wonder what you guys think? :)

Hope to hear from you guys soon!


~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

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Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Well tomorrow i'm going to Istanbul, Turkey for 10 days(i haven't been there for 5 years!) for ToruCon, seeing family and maybe find my dream Turkish GF!! <3 . To my Turkish DA watchers, how many of you are going to ToruCon? I would love to meet you all! ^^ I hope to see whoever is going there on Friday onwards! :3

I'll be going as Giovanni again, look out for me!! :D

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Well tomorrow i'm gonna prepare and head off to the Netherlands for AnimeCon where i'm driving there and getting on the Harwich Ferry on Thursday evening! i'm excited and nervous at the same time....driving on the right hand side of the road, but i think i will be ok! but i worry about making mistakes or having an accident. but i know i can do it and i will do it. Gain experience driving in another country. Which Dutch peeps are going to the same convention as i this weekend? i hope to see whoever is going there on Friday onwards! :3

I'll be going again as Giovanni once again, look out for a Orange Suit! :D

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Arkadaşlar, selamlar! Nasılsınız? Ben size bir şey söylemek isteryorum....

Eğer çocukken siz Amerika'dan ve diğer batı ülkelerden gelen çizgi filmler izlediniz mi? şu Kürklü hayvanlar insan bıçımden çizgi filmler vardı. Meselâ Kırpık sonik? Miki Maus? Taş Devri? ve diğerleri..... Bunlar ve diğerleri sevdiniz mi?

Siz galiba hayvanlar seveyorsunuz? Siz kendini hayvan gibi düşündunuz mı? Siz kurt musunuz? Kedİ? Köpek? Ejderha? Aslan? Kaplan? Mirket?

Sız hangi hayvana ile tanımlamaksınız mı?

Anime hayranlar dünya'da çok büyukdır.... tabiiki ve çok doğru degil mı?

20-30 sene içinde bir başka hayran var......bu:

'Kürklü hayvanlar insan biçiminde' var......ingilizce çeviri 'Furry' veya 'Furry fandom' 'Furries' (Anthropomorphic Animals)

Bu Hayran için Fuarlari var(Torucon gibi).....websiteler var.

Eurofurence: Avrupa'nın en buyuk furry fuarı (Almanya). Milliyet gazetesi bir küçuk röpor çıkdı:

www.milliyet.com.tr/hayranlar-…

Website: www.eurofurence.org/EF20/

Her senede barzan furry conlari değişik tema yapiyorlar

İngiltere'de Confuzzled var: www.confuzzled.org.uk/

Ve......dünya'nin en buyuk furry con (Amerika'da): www.anthrocon.org/

Türkiye'de 'furry'ler toplumu çok küçükdir ve dünyada her yerinde büyük olduğu. Ben hepinize söylemek istedim! Sizin için bilgi etmek isterdiğim.

DA (DeviantArt) Burada kullanmak kimse var mı? Furry kendin versiyon var Anime sanatçı var degil mı? Furry ve hayvan sanatçılar var!

FA (Furaffinity) www.furaffinity.net/ ***ama DIKKAT edın!***** Çunku barzan sanat/resimler cinsel/seksüel var.....bunu görmek istermuyorsan, kaçınmak edın! AMA Temiz sanat var!! Merak etme!

Bu benim FA sayfam: www.furaffinity.net/user/arbuz…

Bu benım Türkiye için FA hesabım: www.furaffinity.net/user/trfur…

Veeeeee barzan Furry/hayvan kostüm giyınler var!

Kürklü kostümler yapmak için orada insanlar var.

Bu Benim kostumu. Onun Adı......Tarkan Kurt (Tarkan the Wolf) Kendım Ayrı Feysbook hesabim var:

www.facebook.com/tarkan.t.wolf Lütfen eklelin beni

İnşallah ben doğru durust bilgi verdım size. Siz merakli sorular varsa lütfen benimle irtibata geçmekten çekinmeyin

Lütfen Sizin arkadaşlarınız ve tanıdığınız herkese etrafında bu yayıldı
Furryler sevenrler herkese anlatın!
Hi :3

A friend of mine is selling this on ebay, please take a look?

UK only

www.ebay.co.uk/itm/30111211641…

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

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Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Yet again another year, another Valentines Day going by.......

Yet again i have no Turkish gf who loves anime.......even so, a non-turkish lady wouldn't wanna go out with me anyway :/ i've been down that road, i won't change who i am (a proud turk and muslim) i won't change for no girl. I am who i am....so that's why i won't date non-turkish ladies.

For years i've met lots of Turkish ladies over the years here in the UK, born here like me.....some messed me around, broke my heart....cheated on me and just used me...Most i met were self-hating Turks.....traitors to themselves....betraying their families and their wishes...Who you gonna listen to? Look up to as your role models or so-called 'friends' OR Your own family, your own blood.....not some stupid friend who peer presseured you to be something you are not! These people 'Their so called friends' make them turn their backs on who they really are......it makes me very angry! So there is a lack of trustworthy Turkish ladies around my age or younger in this country.....

I hate being alone for so many Valentines Days has gone by in all the years i've been on this lovely website and community. I mean i try do find Turkish ladies who love anime in Turkey, but they don't even like me cause they don't see me as a Turk, but a forgiener which makes me angry! >:( By definition, yes i am a forgiener to them, by blood i am not....

I see myself as a Ugly, Geeky, Nerdy guy anyway.....i think that when girls look at my face they cringe inside (without using facial expressions) i know it as a fact! It's my ugly nose and face........that's why girls don't find me attractive.....

I know i keep on going on about this but i can't help it.......i have to continue searching, finding her.....i know it's very difficult and the ones i find on here the age gaps are too big.......so wat if i find a gf who is 10 years younger than me? It's not that bad tbh......age gaps should not matter in a relationship :3

Anyway that's my valentines day rant.....i hope i haven't pissed anyone off......

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Hi Guys,

I'm really really pissed off right now, i really wanted to be part of the 20th Anniversary of Eurofurence or EF20.......but it's not gonna happen!

Work is fully booked and cannot get me the last 2 weeks off for EF20 and AbunaiCon......I'm so annoyed right now!! >_<; ;_;

But what i am planning to do is try to go to more Anime cons in the UK and plan to go to ToruCon in Turkey (An Anime Con) to fursuit there and hopefully introduce and start the furry fandom over there. I'm also gonna plan to maybe publish a small booklet in turkish here explaining what the furry fandom is all about (minus the controversial things of course) and take them with me and give it out to people at the con while i'm in my fursuit :3

I feel like a furry missonary, starting the furry fandom (proper) in a country which just got their first anime con, to start the first leaping steps of the furry fandom over there! :)

So yeah......pissed off about NO EF, kinda excited being the first fursuiter to step paws in Turkey :)

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Hi everyone,

I been reading in places from the furry fandom side of things...

Furs out there rekcon that i am creepy or just a creep. :/ others claim i hassased them in the past at fur cons.

Even at anime cons i've went to in the past i've had similar problems....

Look...it seems like to me that alot of Furs and anime fans (and others) out there have not got open minds or not educated about people who have Aspergers or any other sort of learning difficulty.

If i have offended, seemed a bit werid towards someone, the things i've said. Sometimes i say things without thinking. I can't help that!

I feel hurt and angry that furs and others out there think i am bad or a creep. I AM NOT! :/ i've been called a spastic, retard, stupid many times in my life....maybe i am stupid.....i think i am.

So what do i do? Do i become a hermit and never go to any cons and meets ever again? Give up the furry fandom, the anime fandom and just sit in my house moping, doing nothing, sitting there crying and being depressed, emo and just down?

Maybe i deserve being taken the piss out of by others.
Maybe i deserve to be shunned
Maybe i deserve to be gossiped around, spreading rumours and lies about me!

Maybe i deserve to die........i don't feel that i'm not part of this world anymnore......no one listens to me, no one takes me seriously......people treat me like shit! I might as well just cancel my CF registration and not bother to go at all or to any other con at all! Not bother going to EXPO anymore, no more Abunai and no AnimeCon NL

Does anyone have any compassion? No, i guess not. Many people are just heartless and don't feel bad that they are hurting someone so bad that i am getting pains in my heart and chest because of the depression i am suffering?

Fine....go ahead, i know you guys are all gonna flock here anyway, causing me servre butthurt, causing me big drama!

I might as well cease to exsit.......who the fuck gives a shit about me anyways......*burns the fursuit and other cosplays*

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Hi everyone! ^_^


Ahhhh i love this time of year, it's Expo time again!! :D

I recently put on weight so i don't think i will be able to wear my Giovanni suit this time -_- I am gonna try very hard to lose weight quick (safely of course) from today until Friday but i will be there guys and having fun! ^^ I will only wear my fursuit on the Saturday and Sunday before 2pm for the furry meet at 2pm :3

Last night......i could not believe this but i was reading thru the new XY pokemon and the TV series, watched the 1st episode on youtube last night ^^

www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sINe8…

Episode 2 here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sINe8…

Also i could not believe this and it was hard to imagen years ago i missed these 2 episodes from the Hoenn region which i watched last night on youtube.....

It was about the Mirage Kingdom where there was a desert nearby and the people in the kingdom worship the Togepi as a legendary pokemon! ;_; How could i EVER, NEVER seen these episodes??

The kingdom had somewhat a Arabian feel & Theme to it, with the palace, the king and Queen (Why didn't they call them the Sultan and Sultana?? >_<) and without me knowing there was a bad guy or a villian by the name of Col. Hanson....he REALLY reminds me of Jafar from Aladdin and he REALLY looks like my Arbuzan Mark VI 0_0: tr-kurt.deviantart.com/art/Arb…

Now this is BEFORE i found out before these episodes and about Col. Hanson 0_o; yet again did the makers of the Pokemon anime steal my ideas?? 0_o; i swear thet are spying on my works and ideas!!

Col, Hanson really seemed bad ass XD it's a shame he wasn't seen again to take revenge on Ash & Co or something XD

Well here they are for you to watch!

Part 1: www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWd6e_…

Part 2: www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-oBpF…

As for the new XY Anime, i will be watching them and i looked up the new legendary pokemon and it seems like these pokemon as based around the power of Aura! (Lucario movie alert) XD one of them has the power of Dark Aura (hmmm very interesting) and one has the power of Life Aura or something like that :/

I have a feeling one of the future XY poké movies will have a really bad ass villian with the power of Aura like my villian Arbuzan XD I often wondered will they ever reveal about Ash Ketchem's Dad? I mean in the first episodes Ash said to his mum that he is a 'bad apple of his eye' I'm predicting that a future villian will be his very own Dad with the power of Dark Aura :D wat u guys think??

800 episodes so far in the anime 0_o; wow......i can't believe this!! i have a feeling the XY anime is gonna be awesome and Ash looks different again!! 0_o; I swear he looks a bit older!!


*Hugs all* :3 i hope to hear from everyone!!


~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


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Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
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Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

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Hi everyone! :3

I know this journal was a long time coming but i've finally stopped procrasinating and decided to write this journal :3

The May London MCM Expo was a blast! I did not wear my Giovanni suit this time because i've put on weight XD

I fursuited with my new fursuit (Tarkan the Wolf) for the first time! I really like wearing my new fursuit as the old one was a hassle to wear! I met new furries oin the Saturday and Sunday, of course old ones too!

MCM Expo went well, lovely weather....but i heard so many bad things happening like youngsters really mis-beahaving which consisted of: Heavy drinking, smashing glass on the floor, Trash/Rubbish was everywhere outside, i heard couples were exposing and dry humping 0_0; So many complanits i've read about it on the MCM Expo Group Facebook page!

I think that MCM is going to crack down and make some changes for October, i think more security might be out and so forth :/

After MCM i went to Confuzzled! The UK's biggest furry convention! This year was great! Showing off my new fursuit at the con, alot of furs were saying they love my new fursuit! Most of them said it was ALOT better than my old one and some said they preferred my old one......Well, you can't win them all! XD

I met furs i've known for years and made new friends :3 An incident happened during the con which i am NOT going to talk about, i promised a friend i wouldn't......I'm going to keep my promise!

CF this year has been fun and i can't wait for next years one where they are going to move the con to the Hilton Birmingham metropole hotel! :D It's alot bigger than this years hotel which will be the home of CF hopefully alot longer than two years, predicting 4 years until they move again! :3

Well at the time of writing this, it is almost 2 weeks until i go to the world's biggest furry con Anthrocon in the USA! :D

I haven't been to the U.S. since 1995 XD (yes a long time ago).....it will be my first time since then and to Anthrocon! I am really excited that i'm going, they are predicting there will be 6,000 furs attending!! 0_o; I wanna meet all my DA & FA American/Canadian friends who are going there too! Please make yourselves known to me because i really wanna meet you :3

I really am looking forward to it! :3 I hope to make my mark in Anthrocon with my new fursuit, i'd doubt they'll be any other furry will be wearing a fez XD so i think that maybe me wearing my fursuit, i hope it will make me very poplular :3

I'm not looking to be a poplufur, but i just wanna be known in America and Canada! :3

Problem is, because ofmy current life and career situation....i'd doubt i would be able to make any future Anthrocons......i cannot afford it with my current crappy salary.... -_- i am in debt because of going to Anthrocon but i really, badly wanted to experience it!! I've been wanting to go since 2008/9 and i'm finally having the chance to go now! :3 If my circumtances change soon with a new, better paid job, i might consider AC 2014 or if not, AC 2015! :3

Yes just something extra, i will be at Eurofurence in Germany this year too! :3

*Hugs all* :3 i hope to hear from everyone!!


~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… &lt; The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… &lt; The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… &lt; The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… &lt; Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… &lt; Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


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Hi everyone!

London MCM EXPO this tomorrow!!! :D i'll be there and i wanna meet all of you

After expo on Thursday i'll be at Confuzzled, a big furry con in the UK :3

Also in July i'll be at Anthrocon, the world's biggest furry con in America

Eurofurence in Germany, August, i'll be there too!

*Hugs all* :3 i hope to hear from everyone!!


~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


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Hi guys,

I need a Anthro Artist to draw me a new conbadge in time before Confuzzled

I need it to be digital, with me in my fursuit, the backgroud of Istanbul with the Bosphorus and the two bridges as a background picture!

Also i want the Turkish and British flags in a corner of the conbadge and the word 'TURK' in the ancient Orkhon alphabet (Which i can provide!)

Please someone get back to me ASAP??

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




I just found out that the newest pokémon movie thats coming out in Japan in July will featrure Mewtwo!!! :D

I seen the new trailer on the official Japanese pokemon movie website and he is making a comeback after just over 10 years in appearing in mewtwo returns!! :D

www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeFEAA…

Japanese movie poster: www.pokemon-movie.jp/img/poste…

What does everyone think?? XD IT'S AWESOME! :D


~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




I just found out that the newest pokémon movie thats coming out in Japan in July will featrure Mewtwo!!! :D

I seen this on the official Japanese pokemon movie website and he is making a comeback after just over 10 years in appearing in mewtwo returns!! :D

What does everyone think?? XD


~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Meh journal is meh..... XD


~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


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Guys....i failed in everything..

Before i continue i am not seeking attention or anything like that, i have a REAL problem here.....

Since i graduated from university in 2009 i've been trying to find a IT related job.....

i found one in 2011 but only stayed there for 9 months.......my parents are getting pissed with me because i stay at home during the week and i work in my supermarket job during the weekeneds.

My Dad said that i'll never get another IT job ever again.......he told me to do something else or go back to college to learn something else......like if i can fucking afford to do that again! I've got a university degree for goodness sake!

He said he has given me 1 year to find another job otherwise i'll be kicked out -_- that would mean i would be homeless, living in a council house/state owned/welfare housing, which i do not want! I don't like them kinda places, i would rather kill myself than living around the kinda people that live there and being poor and not having much money ;_;

So i dunno wat to do......no bastard employer wants to know me in terms of an IT job.....wat can i do if these bastards don't wanna take me on? -_- wat am i gonna do??

I need help, i dunno wat help i need, but i need it -_- He also says how am i ever gonna find a Turkish girlfriend that would want me......they only want a man with a good job and money......so basically i am gonna be alone for the rest of my life and live in a shithole with no one wants to help me......
Hi guys,

Some of you who watch me who have watched me for a number of years now i've said many times i wanted to make my Pokémon movie, set in the region of Orre with Ash, Misty, Brock, TR, Sir Aaron and of course the villian Arbuzan.

Now....i'm supposed to have skills to make websites, animate in flash and do graphic design in PS....but i failed and don't remember how to do alot of the stuffand i got a university degree in Multimedia Computing, what a failure i am....

Yes i know wat u guys are gonna say "brush up all of your skills" and all of that crap...but i just feel i am not capable to be an artist, a flash animator or a graphic designer....

But for years i've been dreaming to make this into a comic or an animated flash movie........the flash movie seems more appealing to me, i love animation and cartoons but i feel i will never be able to acheive in what i want, it's just a pipe dream and if my flash movie were to ever exist, i promise u it would be awesome :3

But i'm a failure as always, plus i don't have time anymore to do these kind of things....i'm a grown up, not a teenager anymore, i don't have time as much as i used to......

if some professinal anime flash animator were to make my dream come true, i'd be so happy, so if any of u guys know anyone i can contact who is awesome, please tell me! :3

Btw........i've been thinking to write a Literature here on DA about my life, what i've been through in my life, telling all of you what has happened in my life and wat i am thinking.....i dunno if any of you want me to do this but i want all of you to understand me as a person so some of you can understand me and relate to me, possibily help me more :3

I'm waiting to hear from anyone to tell me wat u think :3

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

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Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Please click the links below for my new videos which feature my recent venture to the October 2012 London MCM Expo!! :D

I hope all of you would be able to watch them all! :D

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2012 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n0isd… < The Friday
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKYXEt… < The Saturday
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3xhYY… < The Sunday
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkmGb… < Sunday Contd
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2elX6… < Sunday Contd


Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

Profile Visitor Map - Click to view visits

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^




Hi everybody how are all of you? :3

I had a great time at expo this October...it was a whole year since i was there last time because in May i was at a furry conventiuon called Confuzzled and it clashed with May expo, which is quite sad really....

But during expo i met people i've known for years and met new people. I met so many furries new and old and pokémon/anime fans who admired my Giovanni suit and my Arbuzan 1 fursuit.

I videoed the expo but this time my videoing has been less than it previously have been in the past, which is a shame....been talking to so many people and it kinda put me off videoing too much because i'd like to talk to more people :3

Anyway please remind me who met me and who haven't and wanted to.....who saw me? ^^

~ Kurt
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Please take the time to watch my expo videos below, please? :D

Ja, mata! Arigatou Gozaimasu - じゃあ,また!ありがとうございます

I'm a supporter of Turkey's first Animé convention, please take a look! :icontorucon:

~ Rest In Peace Bro :iconmikegts: Rest In Peace ~ I will miss you... ;_;


----------- London MCM Expo October 2011 Videos PLEASE WATCH! :D ------------------

Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=_SbeT4…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ve5Xfm…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BwiHc…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vjj3uV…
Part 5 www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yxhns…
Part 6 www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TgAKv…
Part 7 www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FLcPV…
Part 8 www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIGi37…

Abunai 2012: The Increadible Journey!! Videos: PLEASE WATCH, WHEREVER U R!! :D

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Part 1 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5yAxi…
Part 2 www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3K75a…
Part 3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJagjV…
Part 4 www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SkgWX…

PLEASE WATCH THEM!! :D Gooo ooonnn you know you want to! ;) XD LOL :D


MY ANIMATED POKÉMON MOVIE!! CLICK LINK BELOW! ^_^