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h o l d  o n by toymachine11 h o l d o n :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 7 25 Dream To Make Believe by toymachine11 Dream To Make Believe :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 7 34 Watch The Sky Die by toymachine11 Watch The Sky Die :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 14 50
How Are You Feeling?
How Are You Feeling?
Awesome. I woke up this morning
sparkling rays of sunshine beaming through my window
with a smile, as the birds were singing the sweetest tune
while my thoughts are filled with happy messages from you
      Terrible. I weep from the inside out
      as each one of my teardrops nourish our memories
      like a garden of roses, and as beautiful as it seems
      there is always a tragedy that is hidden within,
      as they slowly begin to slip away
Awesome. Hopes are lifted, so to say
reach higher than the peaks of mountains
Feeling mighty, feeling fine,
my belly giggles,
through these gentle times
that we spend together
      Terrible. A wall crumbles into a thousand pieces
      in a blink of an eye, this invisible barrier collapses,
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Sweet Obsession
My nights are filled with dreams of you,
holding hands as the sweet sun sets.
Heartbeats grow faster, but I slowly break,
these memories of you I will never be able to erase.
I weep from the inside out,
every teardrop counting every moment spent with you.
Nourishing them like a garden of roses,
as I long for you more and more with each passing day.
Never tell me it's just my imagination,
but your smile tells me that you're insecure.
You choke your pillow every night trying to hide the truth,
how much you need me too.
Just tell me that you're hurting,
and I'll find the strength within to save you.
I promise I'll keep you safe from the darkest of storms,
and cherish all your secrets deep within my soul.
My, my, my,
Sweet Obsession.
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Heart Tribal Sheet by toymachine11 Heart Tribal Sheet :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 24 71
Painful Desires

Taunt me.
Tease me.
Kick me.

You don't know how it makes me feel.
My heart is bleeding
yet screaming for more.
A devilish curse has been placed upon my soul.
Abuse me
As I am gasping for another breath
wishing for nothing
but a suicidal death.
I feel so
but its all in my head.
The pain you are putting me through
seems to be my only cure.
I am worthless..
I am useless..
I am nothing..
..without you.
Save me.
as I fall further and further
away from the world.
Want me.
Take a needle
pin my heart
on to your chest.
Lying in my bed, I dream of you I die tonight.
All I want from you
Kick me.
Tease me.
Taunt me.
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Tribal Tattoos Sheet2 by toymachine11 Tribal Tattoos Sheet2 :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 98 72 Tribal Tattoos Sheet1 by toymachine11 Tribal Tattoos Sheet1 :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 24 40 - F O O T S T E P S - by toymachine11 - F O O T S T E P S - :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 9 88 - D E C E I V I N G - by toymachine11 - D E C E I V I N G - :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 5 46 - B E H I N D   G L A S S - by toymachine11 - B E H I N D G L A S S - :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 3 42 Around the Bend by toymachine11 Around the Bend :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 15 104
When I think of you
Smart, intelligent, funny,
Are just a few words that pop into my head...
When I think of you.
The moon and all the stars in the sky,
seem to twinkle twice as bright...
When I think of you.
Your hair, your face, your smile,
glow radiantly in my mind...
When I think of you.
I feel as if I am burning,
yet it is that of my heart yearning for your love...
When I think of you.
My feelings are intensified,
only begging for the touch of your flesh...
When I think of you.
My mind is tossing like an ocean;
not knowing what to choose.
And my feelings shall never subside,
until I have locked you safely into my arms.
But for now I can only be swallowed into a vast world of daydreaming,
where the thoughts and my desires for you are endless...
When I think of you.
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Death to the Stick by toymachine11 Death to the Stick :icontoymachine11:toymachine11 8 30


German wasp 3 by Moepling German wasp 3 :iconmoepling:Moepling 970 344 Trading Heartbeats by I-Heart-Photo Trading Heartbeats :iconi-heart-photo:I-Heart-Photo 1,478 362 Ghost bay by 0slaven0 Ghost bay :icon0slaven0:0slaven0 208 121 revontuli by texi revontuli :icontexi:texi 810 160 -our bond- by fangedfem -our bond- :iconfangedfem:fangedfem 649 265 .Nightmare 1 by joeakkawi .Nightmare 1 :iconjoeakkawi:joeakkawi 1,049 236 Fevronia by Need2Argue Fevronia :iconneed2argue:Need2Argue 363 161 Angel's Goodbye by eldawand Angel's Goodbye :iconeldawand:eldawand 987 301 Sprint by guitarjohnny Sprint :iconguitarjohnny:guitarjohnny 777 267 Power Of Love by I-Heart-Photo Power Of Love :iconi-heart-photo:I-Heart-Photo 3,830 991 Heaven Forbid by I-Heart-Photo Heaven Forbid :iconi-heart-photo:I-Heart-Photo 701 422 Eclipse Of My heart by I-Heart-Photo Eclipse Of My heart :iconi-heart-photo:I-Heart-Photo 8,090 2,229 Calm by Lemonwedge Calm :iconlemonwedge:Lemonwedge 403 166 Headshot by MadMortician Headshot :iconmadmortician:MadMortician 408 186 Spix by hammywammy Spix :iconhammywammy:hammywammy 878 180



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PFCPatrickDFA Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2007
Techno?!?! hahaha

then you must be a fan of basshunter!! hahaha
Plusk Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2007
omg xD
powalający avatar xD
"polska laska"
shaaaadow Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
Pozdroofka... co tam u ciebie...?!!
rebelx Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2007
Miss you!
NeoZenith Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2007
Just wanted to say hello. :)
tuftor Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2007
remember me? :p
Kevin-Generic Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2007
Congrads on 20K page views Emoticon girl! :glomp:
GreyDreamLand Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2007
Saw some random post of yours from a while back, very nice signature.
goorecka Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2006
Happy New Year! Pozdroofki ;)
grostieta Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2006
Hullo blonde girl :D
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