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no guts no gory
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Artist // Hobbyist // Digital Art
Super Llama: Llamas are awesome! (14)
My Bio
max // 18 // nb // they>he

tmnt // vocaloid // su // my ocs

welcome to my hell house

Favourite Visual Artist
whoever animates rotmnt. nut
Favourite Movies
thor ragnarok
Favourite TV Shows
tmnt, hunter x hunter
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
ghost, p!atd, circus-p
Favourite Books
reading?? don't know her
Favourite Writers
Other Interests
death, the void



well, part of my treatment plan is to journal, and i really haven't been doing it. at all. my meds are giving me crazy bad insomnia, even worse than just what the depression itself had been giving me. i keep taking WAY too much melatonin, but it doesn't do shit. nothing is helping. tea before bed? no. mindfulness? nada. i'm so obscenely tired. my mom found the scissors i've been using to cut; fortunately she neglected to put two and two together to figure out why they were under my pillow in the first place. but not having them just makes me want to cut more, and now i don't have that option, which was helping me stay alive. i can't stop l

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VioLight12Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!! :D