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scene computer background! by tord-fml scene computer background! :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0 I luv faygo XD by tord-fml I luv faygo XD :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0
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sadder kin shit :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0
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tord kin vent :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0
tord kin vent part 2 out of 2 by tord-fml
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tord kin vent part 2 out of 2 :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0
tord kin vent part 1 by tord-fml
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tord kin vent part 1 :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0
practice by tord-fml practice :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0 hopefully this will be better quality  by tord-fml hopefully this will be better quality :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0 sally face uwu by tord-fml sally face uwu :icontord-fml:tord-fml 1 0 checkered background by tord-fml checkered background :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0 Sal Fisher by tord-fml Sal Fisher :icontord-fml:tord-fml 1 0 what have I done ...? by tord-fml what have I done ...? :icontord-fml:tord-fml 4 0 Tomic Sans  by tord-fml Tomic Sans :icontord-fml:tord-fml 1 0 design for red leader upgrades by tord-fml design for red leader upgrades :icontord-fml:tord-fml 4 0 idk oof by tord-fml idk oof :icontord-fml:tord-fml 0 0


Vocaloid - Miku 2 by rurik0 Vocaloid - Miku 2 :iconrurik0:rurik0 274 11 Juggalettes by Blyzzarde
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Juggalettes :iconblyzzarde:Blyzzarde 98 16
The checklist by SzL88 The checklist :iconszl88:SzL88 130 4 marked by MrBonecracker marked :iconmrbonecracker:MrBonecracker 186 6 Druid Girl by Alina-207 Druid Girl :iconalina-207:Alina-207 524 60 Sunset Shimmer and Twilight Sparkle by Rockset Sunset Shimmer and Twilight Sparkle :iconrockset:Rockset 1,031 63 A chubby snow BEAN by Pinkerton-Queen A chubby snow BEAN :iconpinkerton-queen:Pinkerton-Queen 2,151 146 Poeticverse: New Blessing by DingoBreath Poeticverse: New Blessing :icondingobreath:DingoBreath 1,484 62 + FEI + ref sheet 2k19 by oncha + FEI + ref sheet 2k19 :icononcha:oncha 1,519 59 The King of the Dead by ShredderDima The King of the Dead :iconshredderdima:ShredderDima 241 7 Dead And Proud by DeadInsideGraphics Dead And Proud :icondeadinsidegraphics:DeadInsideGraphics 125 5 Kurlzz Gets the Gurlzz by HUKissy Kurlzz Gets the Gurlzz :iconhukissy:HUKissy 72 28 Hollywood Undead - Da Kurlzz (old mask) by deathlouis Hollywood Undead - Da Kurlzz (old mask) :icondeathlouis:deathlouis 115 34 Finished Hollywood undead Magnets by Jinbeizamezama Finished Hollywood undead Magnets :iconjinbeizamezama:Jinbeizamezama 120 21 Hollywood Undead by Dykah Hollywood Undead :icondykah:Dykah 545 180 Hollywood Undead (Hollywood Letter) Wallpaper by sergiooakbr Hollywood Undead (Hollywood Letter) Wallpaper :iconsergiooakbr:sergiooakbr 53 2


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Why did you leave me it hurts me more than you know to not have you why did you- ugh, why?! Not having you just makes me want to relapse and cut agsin, I can't even try to talk to you without crying, you left me just because you had plans and couldn't see me?! I spent so much money on you, just for you to leave and make me want to cut myself! Fuck you! I wish I never told you I loved you!  You made me feel complete, now i hate you more than anything! I spent every day worrying about you, hoping you were ok, and now I feel like you just used me to say you had a boyfriend! I hate you! You fucking bitch!

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I was listening to Black Dahlia by hollywood undead and it made me feel worse so here's more vent.

I missed you, and now I miss you more than ever now knowing you don't remember what I did. Why can't other people feel what I feel, why am I the only one who remembers what I did?! All I can do is worry about what i can't change, and it makes me want to drive this knife into my chest hoping I won't remember this anymore. I fucked up, and i know it. I wish I didn't miss you guys or want to fucking take over the world, I knew it was too unachievable of a goal. I knew I would fail, but I didn't know you'd do this to me and now all I have is regrets. I'm so fucking sorry, I loved you guys but I ruined the years of friendship we had and i know you either don't or shouldn't forgive me. Tom, why do you forgive me?! I explained to you everything I did and you still forgive me? If you had common sense you wouldn't come near me again, I deserve to be alone and be without you guys, i don't deserve you but i fucking need you. Without you my life feels pointless and I'm just so lost...if I ever lose you again I'm seriously ending it...fuck...this is so edgy but it's really how I feel and just,,, I miss edd and matt...I wish I could go back, live, and apologize. I know I probably hurt you guys more than you hurt me, but all this guilt and...
I'm stopping here, I'm too tired and I'm thinking about relationships too now. I have more to get out but I'll make another thing tomorrow...
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Missing people and feeling betrayed then realizing it's my fault

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Trying to get used to the fact that a lot of these emotions I'm feeling are because of what I remember from my past life is hard. Just imagine dying, the last physical thing you see is something you worked hard on destroyed in front of you, and realizing that you've just been killed by someone you once called a friend. The people you once lived with walking away, knowing you're dead, and you can't move, and soon you can't see. It's black for what feels like forever, and suddenly you just wake up in a new body. Over time you start to remember things, and you realize what happened. You realize you once had an army, but we're forced to move on. You realize how badly you'd probably hurt your friends, but there's no back button. And you know they'd never forgive you but at the same time you feel lost and like everything is pointless without them. I need them back, I have one, and it's the one who killed me. and Tom doesn't remember anything, but I remember what happened as if it's a minute after.

I remember almost everything, right down to the feelings I felt during it. I really wish I could remember why I fucking did what I did, I'd have an explanation to go with my apology. but I dont. and it bothers me. I'd rather remember everything from my past life than just remember part of one day and a ton of small things. it's so tough to deal with this because my brain treats it as part of this lifetime. it feels like it just happened, but that could also be that it scarred me mentally. I have fucking nightmares about it, it's scarred me mentally.
tord kin vent
Yeah. I made it in posts and forgot I could do it this way. Also 1 I didn't know what to put for the genre and 2 it's under mature content because it talks a lot about dying and such.
I wanna keep posting but I’m too tired
I wanna stay awake but I’m too tired
I wanna not have a million cups of coffee today but I’m too tired
I want to wake up at 8 today but it’s 4:45AM
I want to work on the wig for tom, but I’m too tired.
I want to do shit but I’m tOO FUCKING TIRED-


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NightmareLp4Life Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
thanks for the watch ^^