When it rains, it pours. First off My real life gets super busy, still is although I am having more time to be on here. :)
Then out of the blue my DAZ computer dies. I mean dead. No major problem as all but the program sits on an external, So it is safe. The problem is getting money to replace my computer. Not easy when all money goes to bills and needs. Going to fast food places is a special occasion thing for me. Example being a Birthday or celebration of something. So getting up money for a new, or even good used one is a big stretch for now.
I am using my writing computer for getting on now. There is a reason it is called my writing com
Yeah, having clinical depression is not easy. Having severe clinical depression is even harder. What makes depression worse? Having a cheery "Supporter" tell you to just push through it. Or Just get up and go I get depressed too and I just ignore it and go about my day. Eventually, I feel better.
Word of advice... These do not help. They hurt and actually make the problem worse. I am writing because there are times I feel alone, lost, and feel like giving up. Then I find myself on here and seeing what everyone has been doing. It reminds me that I am not alone. I am not lost. So I fight on.