*sigh* I hate that I sometimes think I want to make better approaches with a friend, but I always end up back at the first step. :( Just a disclaimer: If you're really tired of me/don't want to associate with me any further, you can be honest and dispatch from me. I get it, I understand I have my problems/flaws and that sometimes I am repetitive and bound to do stupid mistakes as anyone else, maybe a few times even, but, you know...I want people to be safe and happy, and if you don't feel that way because of me I completely understand. And no, I am not guilt-tripping/lying, not even. Just, being honest.