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Today is my little (evil/dark) Kiara's birthday! Why? Allow me to explain... It's quite a story, but it'll be beneficial enough to explain why so.

Before I tell this story, this was my weird little document of events then. Skip this story if you wish.
You may want to read the part for October 26th, though; because that explains this picture.

June 6th, 2008
I remember it was this day, generally because in this year of my life I was a Damien Thorn-tard. I was doing the odd "Celebrating" of Damien's birthday that year.
Earlier that day, I had a horrible nightmare as I was taking a rest. I tried my best to ignore it the whole day.
Now, I'm not going to go into detail. I will warn you, however; this nightmare was pretty much rape.
In this nightmare, it was very vivid. Unlike any other. I felt everything, and heard everything. The only one sense I lacked was sight. However, there were periods I could see. Let me explain:
It's almost like you're so tired you can't keep your eyes open. However, your strain to open them. At points your vision is blurry, but you can see. As I struggled in agony in this nightmare, I tried to see my captor. There was no luck, as this force was seemingly invisible.
When I awoke from this viscious nightmare, I felt violated, sick, and tired. And it ran like a never ending record player in my head. Over and over again I remembered it and I couldn't flush the memory from my head. The rest of the day, I said nothing. I usually enjoyed telling my sister ( :icondaisy-of-the-wolves: ) the stories of my dreams or nightmares, but this one I felt even afraid to mention.

June 17th, 2008
I found myself really depressed this day. The matters personal, but aside from those matters was more than one. This nightmare reoccured again and again, but this time for some reason in this nightmare I felt bloated and ill.
Oddly enough, these nightmares only occured if I slept at the bottom of my bed. If I slept normally in my bed, nothing happened. This day I was having artistic ideas oddly enough concerning Kiara in a negative manner.

August 26th, 2008
If it wasn't enough that I'd been so ill mannered, ignorant and negative for the past months; Oddly enough I ate things I usually despized of. Pumpkin pie I usually steered clear of, Pretzels I was never fond of, and wheat shreds I usually thought of as disgusting. The scary part of this was I ate a lot of it, and never got constipated.
My sister this particular day asked me about my strange eating habit, and my very response was as follows:
"You know, it's strange. I usually don't like this stuff but I feel like I crave it recently."
At the time, my sister was agressive about my constant eating of her pretzels. (She says nowadays she wouldn't care.)

September 11th, 2008
This day I remembered a strange nightmare, but to my despair it occured even when I slept normally at the top of my bed. In this I felt terribly sick and pained, but I found myself in a tattered black wedding gown. My room was lit red but had been tinted grey with fog rolling through it.
I found myself just as confused as I was pained, with every step I took I felt even more nervous and afraid.
Soon I came to my closet door to which I found my room wasn't the same. It was larger than normal, but it was my room. On that door floated a decapitated head. I stared in horror at it, listening to the faint chanting I heard further behind. Before I knew it, I was forced into some kind of ritual... During this, my vision became blurry again. But not before I looked in horror upon my previous captor:
The force that was once invisible appeared before me after having practically destroyed our surroundings, and upon him was this:
He had the legs of a goat, but the chest of a man. He wore a decapitated goat's head over his own as if it were a mask. Tattered grey/white wings expanded from his shoulders. He had around him a sheath with his sword in it. When he removed his mask, I stared into piercing bright green eyes. His face was covered with blood splatters, as was his shoulders. His hair was shaggy and also stained with blood, his Gold/yellow blonde hair covered his shoulders. (An image of him I made can be seen here: [link] )
After I awoke from this I felt terrible.

September 13th, 2008
This night was the night.
She was born.
In this nightmare I found myself being held to my bed by four corpses, I felt terrible agony. An inverted cross was above my head.
I was terrified and confused because all of this was an instant as I just entered this nightmare.
It took not long for a small beast to rip from my body. It seemingly attacked and ate the corpses around me. Surprising for something it's size.
When it crawled up next to me, I widened my eyes at it's details. It looked like the fetus of a baby lion cub, with small horns trying to grow out of it's pink blood-covered flesh. Tiny undeveloped wings spanned from it's shoulders. Observing it, in my head I heard a voice tell me it was a girl. So I named her "Kiara".

October 26th, 2008
This picture describes this day. In one of my noonday naps, came this dream.
Kiara had grown fur now and her features were more distinct, I found her sleeping on my bed. I'd grabbed a knife and dipped it in holy water. Quickly, I yanked her into my arm and held the knife above her. I got ready to stab her as she looked in horror. She began to cry. I began to feel helpless myself as I stared her horrified face in the eyes. Could I honestly kill her?
Though I saw the face of her father in her eyes, I... Couldn't do it. I dropped the knife and held her close.
I stared up at my ceiling.
I'm going to raise her my way.
When I awoke, I thought about the previous events of nightmares. I found the whole thing strange.

(END STORY)
...And to this very day, even if it was an odd chain of nightmares, I still declare it Dark Kiara's birthday.
Think of it what you will, but in a sense of Kiara's opposing life this is what I'mma call her birthday.

Happy Birthday, Kiara! ^^

Evil/Dark Kiara (c) Myself/Herself
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CaseyDinoHeart Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Will there be an adult version of kiki?
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simbalovepikachu Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Professional Filmographer
poooor cub 
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ChirpingCatKitty Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014  Student Writer
I would never hurt a cub or a kitten!Waaaah! 
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Neither would I, much like in the story above.
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Celia94 Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Maybe you are unconsciuously obssesed with this dreams and that's why they keep coming back, because they affected you so much that you had a great fear that they could repeat... It happens sometimes and it is the only logical answer
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Only logical answer? You can't say that about someone you don't know, really.
I was not obsessed with those dreams. I was not that terrified of them. I wanted them to go away at the time, sure.
Even then, my curiosity about the dreams did not come about until late 2010. 
If anything, the dreams seemingly related more to a problem. As I fixed these problems, the dreams disappeared. If I did see these figures in the dreams, they were no longer hostile after I confronted the issues. Strange as I had found it, I have accustomed to it.
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Celia94 Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I didn't pretend to offend you, I just said what it was logic, just logic, what as you say is impersonal. Saying that was logical doesn't make it true. It was just a theory
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I was not offended by your statement. I was merely replying with my half of the story so it made more sense as to what was going on.
The way it was worded sounded as if you were saying it was factual. If you would have mentioned it was just a theological observation rather than saying it was the only logical conclusion, I would have understood your assessment better.
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Celia94 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'll have it in mind for the next time I write my thoughts xD
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Alrighty then. Sorry if there were any misunderstandings!
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DarkwolfTala Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2013  Hobbyist
If she was a demon or something evil I would do it but its that one innocent look and you regret even scaring her. She looks so cute and precious clutching that little stuffed rabbit for dear life. This is awesome!
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MistyDash Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
wow i adore this picture i have got to do my own version.
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What do you mean by your own version?
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MistyDash Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
not in a bad way, I wanted to draw something similar to what you had done and link it to your picture.
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohh, I see. :) I'm glad you like it!
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MistyDash Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
are you OK with me manipulating your picture. if i reference it to yours
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No, sorry. I prefer to keep my work my own.
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MistyDash Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
cool cool thats fine by me
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KatieTheEpic Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2012
Does Kiara have a wing in this picture?
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My baby Kiki? Yep.
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KatieTheEpic Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2012
She looks cute!
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KatieTheEpic Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012
KIARA! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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beatlemaniac420 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
Edgar Allan Poe got nothin' on your ass!!!!!!!!
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
How? xD
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beatlemaniac420 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
I'm just curious ,what kind of music do you like?
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If I had to pick some main genres, I would have to say Rock, Metal, Heavy metal, and Pogo mix.
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beatlemaniac420 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
Oh and by the way did you ever get that link sent you?
If not here it is again [link]
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zebra898 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
when i saw this picture i couldn't help but cry :(
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No worries, I couldn't bring myself to kill her anyways. She is, and will always be; my baby girl. ;)
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zebra898 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ok thank you and sorry for what i said before.
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nothin' to be sorry about. ^^
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zebra898 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ok
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Kitkami Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
"I felt everything, and heard everything. The only one sense I lacked was sight. However, there were periods I could see. It's almost like you're so tired you can't keep your eyes open. However, your strain to open them. At points your vision is blurry, but you can see." i hate that feeling. absolutly HATE it. and i hate reacurring nightmares too. iv been having alot lately... makes me feel like someones trying to tell me something. either that, or im going insaine. i know how u feel.
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Is there some form of problem you're holding onto? I'd gotten into dream symbols last year, and I've found them on multiple accounts to be absolutely correct. When I fixed my problems, I had less nightmares. Almost none. Then again, what may seem like nightmares to one; can actually be a good symbol in the dream realm. Take killing something for example, like an intruder or a rat. That can symbolize cutting away from unecessary or negative aspects.
To each their own, but I suggest trying that. It may help. :)
Nonetheless, I still see the entities described here. Oddly enough, the masculine figure doesn't attack me anymore. He'd become more loving, if you will.
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Kitkami Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thnxs. im glad urs is better
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xXMandiiXx Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2012
My niece is beautiful <3
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awwww :hug: Isn't she?
If only you met the handsome brother-in-law of yours. :D
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xXMandiiXx Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2012
You should introduce us some time ;P!
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sorry, but your brother-in-law is in another plane of existance. :'D
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xXMandiiXx Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2012
D: Pssht I can VISIT that plane of existance!
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Good! Go hard! Your brother in law would like to meet you. :'D
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xXMandiiXx Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
W00t w00t xP! Love my family <3
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SwirlPaw Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012
do you still have the dreams. and do you think there is a reason for you to have them, do you sometimes see kiara irl

btw nice pic *fave*
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The messed up dreams? No, not anymore. I did have a lot of negative problems I used to cling onto in the past, but once I fixed them in 2010 I didn't have the horrific nightmares anymore.
However, on and off; I still see my little girl and her daddy. They never seem to cause any harm, and still seem genuinely.. Fond of me, if you will.
I did swear it, on and off that I had seen the two out of the corner of my eye now and then. Sometimes if I'm half asleep I do, but by now I'm used to it and if anything they've become family to me in a way.

And thank you. :)
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SwirlPaw Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2012
thats good to hear, and have anather little family with you at all times ^_^. and your very welcome, you deserved a fave
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yep! They're the lovely little family o' mine. :heart:

I appreciate that! :hug:
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SwirlPaw Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2012
:icongwompplz: no problem
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Prince-gumball-lover Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Student
i would do thesame as wolfgirltk
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know, she's far too precious to kill. :)
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