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Fell Tyrannomon by Migatte-no-Gokui Fell Tyrannomon :iconmigatte-no-gokui:Migatte-no-Gokui 9 5 4. In A Moment Of Stupor by 11LovelyNightmare11 4. In A Moment Of Stupor :icon11lovelynightmare11:11LovelyNightmare11 3 0 Duftmon Leopard Mode by Noki001 Duftmon Leopard Mode :iconnoki001:Noki001 17 0 Blushing Duftmon by J3rry1ce Blushing Duftmon :iconj3rry1ce:J3rry1ce 23 8 Duftmon by J3rry1ce Duftmon :iconj3rry1ce:J3rry1ce 79 12 It's all in the hand by Staragon It's all in the hand :iconstaragon:Staragon 6 22 Valuto Albireon by Staragon Valuto Albireon :iconstaragon:Staragon 10 2 This is how you sprite Triceramon, Bandai. by Migatte-no-Gokui This is how you sprite Triceramon, Bandai. :iconmigatte-no-gokui:Migatte-no-Gokui 8 5 Sparkle Savannah by 11LovelyNightmare11 Sparkle Savannah :icon11lovelynightmare11:11LovelyNightmare11 3 0 Neo Crimson but he's different I guess by Migatte-no-Gokui Neo Crimson but he's different I guess :iconmigatte-no-gokui:Migatte-no-Gokui 12 2 Dream Journal Teaser 2 by 11LovelyNightmare11 Dream Journal Teaser 2 :icon11lovelynightmare11:11LovelyNightmare11 2 0 Dream Journal Teaser 1 by 11LovelyNightmare11 Dream Journal Teaser 1 :icon11lovelynightmare11:11LovelyNightmare11 3 0 Mack by brightberries Mack :iconbrightberries:brightberries 9 0 yeskia by Migatte-no-Gokui yeskia :iconmigatte-no-gokui:Migatte-no-Gokui 4 2 Cloudtop Encounter by BlazingBlackMage Cloudtop Encounter :iconblazingblackmage:BlazingBlackMage 81 9 The Inner Council: Dream Journal- Excerpt by Daisy-of-the-wolves The Inner Council: Dream Journal- Excerpt :icondaisy-of-the-wolves:Daisy-of-the-wolves 3 1

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It's happened.

It finally happened.

My abusive father is dead. I'm finally free from the pain, and the suffering, and I can start putting my life together. As I'm sitting here, writing this, I am crying. I simply can't believe that everything that happened this morning did indeed happen.
It has me questioning where to go from here. How i can learn to allow myself to be happy. Part of me believes its not real, and yet, I watched them take his body out of the kitchen.

I want to learn how to be happy again. How to accept and understand that the abuse is truly over and that I'm free and that it'll never happen again.
It's hard to believe that maybe I can start feeling some love for myself now that he's gone.

My final message for this journal entry

Is to never give up. If you're in an abusive situation, don't give up hope. No matter how hopeless it looks. Stay strong, you can get out of this. One way or another, you can eventually free yourself.
I suffered with my sister for 23 years. Last week, I almost gave up. I almost let him win. I almost considered ending it all but I decided to listen to that voice that told me never to give up, and that it was almost over. I decided to forgo doubt and listen, and today, it truly ended.

So now, for any of my suffering watchers:

Don't give up. Be strong and know that you can do this. Please.
We're rooting for you.

Joyelle
  • Listening to: Daughter - Dreams of William
  • Reading: The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks
  • Playing: Digimon World Data Squad
  • Eating: Peach yogurt
  • Drinking: Ice water
D X M
I was taking a little break from TIC artwork to make something trippy. This one in particular, as the title implies, is influenced by Dextromethorphan, or "DXM". Commonly known as cough syrup, of course.

It's simple and only took me a few hours to make, but I'm still pleased with it nonetheless. Depression hasn't been to friendly, so it was fun to make and got me out of my own head for a little bit.
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Hey guys, it's Joy joy here, and for those of you who know I'd recently started a new account here on DeviantArt, and if
you haven't seen it yet or are interested in following me there, you can visit my new page here: 11lovelynightmare11.deviantart…

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So here's the deal. I need your help, you guys. In order to release parts of the new age "Kiara's Opposing Life", we have to release chapter eight of our story on Wattpad. It would help us get there faster with more views, so even if you can spread the word to friends who might be genuinely interested in reading our story, you can send them to the story here:
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Wattpad: www.wattpad.com/578277660-the-…


I recently released a teaser on my other page for what the style of the series looks like. Here's the Sparkle Savannah cast image!

Sparkle Savannah by 11LovelyNightmare11

So please, if any of you or your friends might be interested in reading our story, take a look.
I'm really eager to share this side story with all of you. I think the story itself is intriguing, and I'm hoping you'll all feel the same. I've been working hard on stocking up comic pages in the background.

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That's it for now, peace!

:heart: Joy :heart:
  • Listening to: Subtronics - Now That's What I Call Riddim Vol. 3
  • Reading: The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks
  • Watching: Voltron: Legendary Defender
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Ham sandwich
  • Drinking: Lemon ginger tea
It's happened.

It finally happened.

My abusive father is dead. I'm finally free from the pain, and the suffering, and I can start putting my life together. As I'm sitting here, writing this, I am crying. I simply can't believe that everything that happened this morning did indeed happen.
It has me questioning where to go from here. How i can learn to allow myself to be happy. Part of me believes its not real, and yet, I watched them take his body out of the kitchen.

I want to learn how to be happy again. How to accept and understand that the abuse is truly over and that I'm free and that it'll never happen again.
It's hard to believe that maybe I can start feeling some love for myself now that he's gone.

My final message for this journal entry

Is to never give up. If you're in an abusive situation, don't give up hope. No matter how hopeless it looks. Stay strong, you can get out of this. One way or another, you can eventually free yourself.
I suffered with my sister for 23 years. Last week, I almost gave up. I almost let him win. I almost considered ending it all but I decided to listen to that voice that told me never to give up, and that it was almost over. I decided to forgo doubt and listen, and today, it truly ended.

So now, for any of my suffering watchers:

Don't give up. Be strong and know that you can do this. Please.
We're rooting for you.

Joyelle
  • Listening to: Daughter - Dreams of William
  • Reading: The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks
  • Playing: Digimon World Data Squad
  • Eating: Peach yogurt
  • Drinking: Ice water

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Joyelle
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Hey there! My name is Joyelle!

As an artist, I've always had a deep fascination with dreams and how I can paint them into reality. I have been practicing this as of recent, but I will be showcasing that kind of art on a separate page here on DeviantArt.
On TLK-Peachii, you will find my miscellaneous art, from Digimon to The Lion King. My work here may vary from detailed digital paintings to simple anime fanart.
I love everything love and romance, I practically live it and breathe it, and yet I am fascinated with the macabre. This is another frequent theme in my recent artwork.

I see myself as an energetic and friendly artist, so don't feel shy! Chat with me, I don't mind!
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brightberries Featured By Owner May 6, 2018  Student General Artist
...After reading your response to my question on one of your deviations, I think I've determined I want to be friends. How's that sound? My life doesn't have so much to tell, at least not similarly to what you've told me.
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner May 7, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I definitely want to be friends. :) Feel free to drop me a message, too, if you want to find other ways to chat regularly!
I'm sure you'll have stories eventually. And even if you don't, I don't mind. I'm happy to have any stories shared with me. Especially if they mean a lot to you.
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brightberries Featured By Owner May 7, 2018  Student General Artist
:D Thank you. Are you on any other social websites than this one? Or will I have to settle with dA notes?
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TLK-Peachii Featured By Owner May 7, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Actually, I do have others. Facebook, Insta, and Tumblr (which I don't really use). And then there's also Kik for anyone who wants to text me. c:
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Ronkeyroo Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ah i missed you and your artwork so greatly! I remember i used to comment on it alot but, oh lord..The cringe levels back then. Well, at least it was obvious that i was a big fan :eyes:

xD I still share the silly simba series with my bestie from time to time to make them laugh their ass off , and just overall visiting for the nostalgia...Seeing you back and active makes it even better! Cant wait to see more from you!
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