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Tim Feagin
United States
Current Residence: North Carolina
"The state is an organization with an effective legal monopoly on the use of force in a particular geographic area." - Max Weber

I'm almost finished with my first semester of school.  All classes are going well, with the possible exception of PCUR.  I just can't find it in myself to care for the class.  Even skipped a test.  But all-in-all, school is going well.  I'm as happy as could be expected.

I still have my occasional memories and flashbacks, though writing them down has helped get a lot out of my system.  They're not as severe or as often as they were a year or two ago.  The drinking, though, remains.

Laelo's one year old today.  Pico is almost five months and weighed in last weekend at 45 pounds.  I've finally started doing individual training with her and it's going well.  Not perfect, but I'm happy.  She's progressing very well.  It's just difficult to recognize her age when visually recognizing her size; Laelo possessed the same temperament at Pico's age but was much smaller.

I'm trying to convince myself to get back in shape.  I want to take the dogs on runs; I want to be in the shape I was during my time in the Marine Corps.  But bigger.  Laziness, nicotine, and alcohol have taken their toll.  Nothing irreparable - just requiring of discipline that has fled.

Still lonely.  Plenty of friends and contact with the outside world, but I long for that one.
  • Listening to: RATM
  • Reading: Dean Koontz - What the Night Knows
  • Watching: Spring Break
  • Drinking: Miller Lite


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LadyAphelion Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2005
*Test prods with a ten-foot pole*

Seems safe enough ^^. Ten feet wouldn't do me much good anyway, would they?


Among your more reflective journal posts, a gripe works fine ;).
rushforth Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2005
It sounds weird but i've actually wondered how you were doing. Glad to see you've made it out of boot alive and carrying the title of United States Marine. It motivates me.
I ship out in November.
Best of luck.
duath Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2005
Happy graduation, yo.
LordOfShades Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2005
Finally getting around to saying "Hi" to everone I know on here. Since you won't see this for a while, most likely not until you are back from boot camp: I hope all is going well, and that you aren't going to be shipped off to the front lines a few days after your training's done.
rushforth Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2005
Good luck in boot. I'm not a marine but i'm going to be going to MCRD san diego either this summer or november.
tjfeagin Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2005
Good luck to you too.
duath Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2005
Good luck, have fun, and all that jazz.
tjfeagin Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2005
I'm not a Marine yet. I ship out Feb 21 for MCRD San Diego...3 weeks. Going 0300 Infantry.
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