Okay so the last journal is ancient at this point and I've been feeling bad about it so time to write a new one even if I don't have anything super interesting to say.
I've had a really good summer with my mom and her new man at their place which is nice, making meaningful, fun memories I can treasure has become increasingly important to me since I "came back to life" after a really long depression that I feel robbed me of a lot of opportunities. 2011 to early 2014 is a bit of a blur to me, a lot of things took place but me as a person was stuck in time and I have a hard time remembering what took place when because those years sort of meld together into one apathetic mess.
It feels weird to me that I'm 21 now, it's like I blinked and suddenly I'm an adult when last I checked I was a greasy teen. Simultaneously I feel much older, which is sort of contradictory. I guess I feel like I lack a lot of experience that people my age are supposed to have because I was busy battling my demons when others were figuring out love and life, but because of that struggle I'm mentally less youthful than others. It's a difficult disconnect to deal with at times.
.....This journal got a bit too real that wasn't supposed to happen.
Anyway!! I got my brother's old computer(a really good one) which is great because once I get it working I'll finally be able to use my new tablet properly since my cranky old laptop is unwilling to cooperate with it as well as I need it to. I look forward to being able to draw more digitally again, I've missed it.
I think that's all for now?
Just a quick question; Is it worth getting premium membership? as in, are those additional features worth paying for? I've been torn about it for a while, wanting to try it and make my page look a bit nicer, but I'm such a cheapskate and since I'm not very active on DeviantArt anyway I'm not sure it's worth it.