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Silent Moments (Masky x Reader) Part 14
My eyes open to a dark room, on the floor, with my back pressed up against- something, a bed, probably. Pushing my hand against the ground I manage to lift myself up off of the floor facing the only visible entrance to the room. Semi-visible in the dark; a large barricade of some sort, likely a metal rod, is situated in the catch on the lock-side of the door, making it nearly impossible to get in. And except for the sandwich sitting next to me and the figure sitting in a chair in the corner, I would've been likely to believe it.
"You're awake." the figure says. Recognition flares in the back of my mind, but my brain can't seem to make its way past the hazy layer in my thoughts, blocking connections with little fizzing clouds blasting them apart.
"I don't- don't, don't, uhh..." My voice is dislocated, disjointed, and lilted. Fear? It seemed more primal than that. Terror? No, that couldn't explain it either. I pressed my hand against my forehead to try and quell the pain.
"Shh.." the fig
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Entranced Tralineate
Maybe being able to see nothing but your eyes gives me the key to your soul
Or maybe you threw that key away just so I could find it
And even though I don't  look away doesn't mean I've lost control.
Because honey-bee your agony looks like a train wreck I was meant to forget
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Entranced Entombment
I often wonder if there is comfort in being enclosed.
If entrapment is as serene as they say
It is the equivalent to death.
In such a case the fluttering of a heartbeat is neither sickness or love;
It's the end.
It's primal fear boxed under unfit labels.
It's sentiment laced with the trickery of time.
Because when you lie there in the morning with the curtains drawn close,
When you lie there with your heartbeat flush against theirs,
Your arms wrapped round and round,
It is unclear who is the predator and who is the protector.
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Entranced Fortuitous
The knobs of his spine spread apart.
His back is bared to the chilled air.
He's weak now;
I could run my fingers up and up
And grasp the back of his neck
Pressing and pressing.
Until he runs out of breath
For fear or intimacy.
I could do that,
I could have him,
Disentangle his mind from its prison and take what was left for myself.
It would have been so easy to take everything from him.
It would have been so easy to become what he already knew.
But then I would be just like everyone else.
And that's no fun at all.
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Literature
The Dead May Rise and Fall Again
Arian
“Oh Otto…” He breathes slowly, listening in on the entryway, observing soundlessly for a time before rushing to sit behind the couch next to the window. It was a pitiable attempt at hiding, but Otto seemed engrossed enough that he did not feel as apprehensive as he might have. “Do not move, please.” He whispers under his breath, and moves forward in a sweeping motion, grabbing Otto ‘round the neck and pulling him down. “Do not even blink.”
He barks and Otto visibly slackens in his grip. “You owe me that much.” Arian’s voice cracks and the skin near Otto’s eyes twitch nervously. “I am so-sorry Arian.” Arian paled and pulled back, “It had to be done,” he does not show emotion, his face a blank slate as he tries to grasp the back of Arian’s head from an awkward, and almost humorous angle.
“… No, no it did not…”
Arian smacked his hand away, pressing tighter ar
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Literature
Shatter:: (Eyeless Jack x Reader) Part 6 (Dropped)
It’s not often that you realize a mistake seconds before making it. For me, it does happen frequently, but not like this. Never like this.
It is not as if I don’t understand where he’s coming from. There is something inside me, I think, probably for the millionth time that hour, it’s inside of me and I can’t control it. Perhaps Slenderman was overreacting, maybe this wasn’t as serious as he happened to be taking it, but I knew fate could never be thoughtless and benign. And it would surely be boring if life was not as thorough as it tended to be, naturally.
“Please…,” I hiccup, “…It’s dark.” The lights flicker on, revealing exactly what I expected there to be, nothing.
At least it isn’t an abandoned room; I don’t think I could have handled it if it was. I remember the last time… well, it doesn’t matter all that much what I remember of last time, because it is frightfully little.
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Leading the Shadows Preview
“How are you doing, mentally?” I nod as if that is a good substitute for human interaction, for voices. But I feel as if I speak it will be altogether too loud and not loud enough. Intruding quietly like the cold when I attempt sleep at night.
And like the cold, the person in front of me may never know how that makes me feel, at least their trials would not produce answers- I mean- it will not be for a lack of trying. They’ll try pretty well, I guess, trying to crack into the walls I’ve created.
The walls are long and tall and stark and unfamiliar. They don’t make sense, because instead of building around my heart, which is admittedly under a lack of attention, I built them around my mind. No one can get in, no one can get out when I let them in, and I am in no particular hurry to leave.
The same can be said for right then, wherever- and whenever- that may end up being. I do not dwell on it in the present, for in the past I find that ‘dealing with it
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Shatter:: (Eyeless Jack x Reader) Part 5
“You’re very quiet, child.” I nod and turn my head away from the food in front of me, studying the wall as if it was the most important thing I could have possibly been doing at that moment in time. And I supposed it was because there really wasn’t much else to do.
“Not hungry, throat hurts.” Slenderman nods and I relish in the periodic silence that I got afterwards. It was rarely this quiet, but I supposed the silence was half-due to the lack of people at the dinner table.
“Missions”, he responds and I nod slowly. He waits till I finish and everyone else leaves before cornering me into a real conversation. He looms over me but he isn’t inherently aggressive about it. I look down at my knees, fumbling with the ends of my skirt.
“I guess I’m just worried, you know, they’ve been gone a long time.” He nods and rests his hand on my shoulder, and even with the emotionless of his empty face, I can feel the unpreced
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The Living May Steal What is Already Theirs Part 2
Maxwell
White hot pain laced through my skull with a sinking, trembling feeling. It felt like there was fire in my lungs, my vision marred with ghastly hallucinations and some twisted version of a vision. Figures danced in front of me, but it wasn’t clear whether or not they were actually real. I should have been concerned, but some part of my brain was stuck on repeat, playing this scene out in front of me, different every time, but with a recurring theme.
It started out like a play, with dancers and elaborate costumes, I hoped they were costumes. These creatures surrounded this boy, who looked to be about 15, with gentle features and a kind, almost maternal smile. His hair was a shock of light blond waves, unruly, curling around his face in some places and laying straight in others. His arms flailed about him, softly hitting these creatures. When I looked close enough in one scene I could see the actual force of his fingers, gouging out skin way to easily to be real. He never l
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Silent Moments (Masky x Reader) Part 11
"Breakfast!"
       "No." I throw my pillow at where I think his head is, he ducks to the side, and it hits the wall behind him instead.
       "What? You don't like eggs?"
       "I don't like you."
       "Aww. Some people say I'm very... interesting to hang out with. And I personally don't think I'm all that bad of a person either!" I peek out from underneath the covers, glaring at him, before reaching my hand out to take the plate. He doesn't budge, just stands there, with a funny look on his face.
       "Give me the fuckin' plate, you wanted me to eat? Didn't you?" he sighs and sets the plate down onto the bedside table.  "Well, of course I do, but I would also like it if you weren't so... bitchy about it."
       "What do you expect of me?" he looks at me over his shoulder from where he stands next to the bed. "It's part of the deal." I groan and drop my f
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Silent Moments (Masky x Reader) Part 13
I wake up to the sun, the sound of TV static, and Tim staring at me from my doorway. He smiles, though it doesn’t reach his eyes, and pulls the door closed. I let out a squeak and watch as the lock clicks into place. Sighing I stand up and walk over to the window next to my bed. There wasn’t anything else in the room, not even a stray book, and the window was closed making the room feel closed in, despite the lack of furniture.
“Hey, how are you this morning.” I reach down to my wrist and grip it hard enough to leave red handprints on my pale skin.
“Good.” He nods and then clasps his hands together, a grin upon his face.
“Would you like to go outside today?” I look up, my eyebrows in a straight line and I shrug, replying with a monotone voice, “Why?” he smiles and shakes his head, almost disappointed that I didn’t get the game he was trying to get me to play.
“You’re just teasing me, I wouldn’t be fooli
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Shatter:: (Eyeless Jack x Reader) Part 4
I woke up to a heavy weight across my torso. "Jack." he didn't move, didn't even stir. "Goddamn it, you know that hurts." I reach out my hand and smack him once, twice, three times, until he jolts and leans even harder onto my waist. "GODDAMN YOU." I pull my lower half towards me and bury my head into my knees. "UHHhhhhh...." He looks at me shocked, before patting my head, getting up, and leaving the room. "You asshole!" I chuck the digital clock at the doorway. Ben screeches and Jeff just looks back at the clock, which had shattered on the ground. I can hear Jack running around downstairs, and then the thumping of his feet on the stairs, before he pushes Jeff to the side, and kicks Ben lightly. "Why is he on the floor?" Jack looks at me and then throws something at me. "Chocolate does not make up for you laying on me all night." Jack pouts at me.
"Damn Jack, dick move, bro." Ben springs up and pulls his hat up, placing it on my head. I puff air out of my mouth before throwing the hat
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The Living May Steal what is Already Theirs part 1
Maxwell
I didn’t mean to get closer to Arian, I didn’t mean to get closer to the other man, Otto as I recall, I didn’t mean to get closer to anyone. But I ended up doing so anyways.
It started that night I had leaned into him, gentle and slow, and then further when I fell in the kitchen a week afterwards. After I had fallen I proceeded to wait for a long time before calling out, I couldn’t recall why but I remember wondering if it was true that he was always watching me. I found out Otto’s name that day, having waited till the time he was supposed to show up. When he did he rushed to me, concerned, and I stared up at him in curiosity before gripping his arm as hard as I could and trying desperately to pull myself to a standing point. Arian came in screaming, and I felt wrong because he wasn’t screaming the numbers, and he stopped short when he saw me out of breath leaning against the counter. He turned to Otto and freaked out, screeching rapidly in a
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The Living May Rest
There was certain tranquility to being alive. But with this tranquility came absolute chaos. My body was a battle ground as I recovered from whatever he had done to me. I wasn’t as certain as to whether or not what he did was a good thing.
My head ached, almost as if someone had taken a dull blade and smacked it against my skull like it was a hardboiled egg. My skin felt taut and sore, my feet and hands wouldn’t unclench, and my eyes were screwed shut as everything was bright and foreign. He whispered to me occasionally, but whether it is affectionately or out of concern I couldn’t tell, but occasionally I could feel his lips trail against the shell of my ear in the dead of night. It was almost as if he was trying to make sure no one heard him more than trying to help me hear him better.
I couldn’t understand his language very well enough to hear what he was trying to say anyways. Everything cleared after a few days, but my voice wouldn’t cooperate, and I
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What a year! 

I realise there isn't much proof to it but I've done- and changed- a lot this year. I've become more confident than I have been in the past and I've decided that I need to show that in different places. 

Mostly I've realised that I want more people to see my work- or more precisely the things that I have managed to accomplish despite the hardships that my family has faced so far. Maybe I'm not comfortable enough to share my entire life, but with the progress in my art and my writing that I have been so lucky to accomplish this year I want to make things a little bit neater. 

With that said, I have made a new account! I am slowly beginning to align all of my accounts with the same name (including my Tumblr so far) and I hope that if any of you are interested in seeing new writing (the "art phase" if you will has not begun yet because I haven't really been working at it too much) So, without further ado, I hope that a transition can occur from this page to my next without much struggle. 

Put simply I will continue to post on this page- but only with art. 

my second acc --> :iconlovelyrisk: will be used for my NEW writing- specifically poetry and writing that other people would like me to write- within appropriate boundaries of comfort.

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