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Schizophrenic Haze -poem-

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Schizophrenic Haze -poem-

I look left, swing my head around to the right… Where is that noise coming from? Scrambling around on the ground I scream, nail beds bleeding a glowing concoction of glitter and dirt… I claw, at my face, at my arms, at my dreams… why won't they just leave me alone? Why do they keep talking, shouting, whispering… I don't want to listen, but the lines they feed are the only nourishment that my starving sanity can have. They taunt, the voices, they poke and lure and punish… WHERE ARE THEY COMING FROM?! I can't find them… can't see the faces behind the echoes… but I need to find them! Th

Bipolar

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Bipolar

Too young to grow up Too old to be a child These feelings pent up For more than awhile… Too quiet to be noticed Too loud to be ignored With all in this life How can I be bored? Too thoughtful to give up Too selfish to care How much more of this pain Can my poor soul bare? Too blessed to be abused Too violated to feel free How in the world Could all of this happen to me? Too united to be missing Too lonely to be found I barely know what Makes my world go round… Too happy to ignore Too troubled to acknowledge How did I end up this way With all of my knowledge? Too creative to be ordinary Too dull to be unique… All of t

Old Wounds

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Old Wounds

I went alone during the night, Towards the frozen beach, And I stared at the sky, Some shooting stars went by, I could see the stars move, All as I felt a sharp pain, I wonder how I kept my cool, With my brain feeling raw, Like it was hit real hard, Took in real deep breaths, I smelled my own blood, But I was not bleeding, Perhaps it was a memory, Yet my brain still hurt, Maybe that was it, Old wounds are healing, As I pick the scabs, They bleed out,
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zoloft

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zoloft

there is this beautiful poem called Zoloft. every time i read it, all my poems dissappear.

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I am doing so much better since I was last on here. I have quit drinking so much. I am off probation finally after two years from DUI. I work 6 days a week running my store. I have my own home and car. I am finally happy again and on my own to do whatever I want!! I am going back to school in December, I am so excited!! I have been thru so many crappy relationships that I have learned what I am looking for in a relationship and what I dont want. I believe I will find it now that I am ready. I have been thru a lot in the last 10 years and I am proud of what I have overcome and who I am today. :)

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Hurt

I'm so hurt by dishonesty. I don't know how to feel. I can't let the pain go away. I can't look at you the same. I don't think this will work. I can't trust you anymore. I don't think you can change back. Sorry I brought you back into the game.

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