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even if you knew

i wish i didn't miss you, you've made it all too clear i have never been anything to you; but here i am holding onto a thread of hope that maybe you'll return to be my friend i have a feeling that this optimism past the point of foolishness- yet i miss you like the moon crying out for the night, but you will never come again; will you? i miss you more than words can adequately express, but i doubt you'd care; even if you knew.

haunting thought

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haunting thought

muses are such fickle things i pray yours returns these plots we spun into existence i don't want to lose into some distant sea never to be seen again because i cannot endure the haunting thought of losing you forever.
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even if you knew

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even if you knew

i wish i didn't miss you, you've made it all too clear i have never been anything to you; but here i am holding onto a thread of hope that maybe you'll return to be my friend i have a feeling that this optimism past the point of foolishness- yet i miss you like the moon crying out for the night, but you will never come again; will you? i miss you more than words can adequately express, but i doubt you'd care; even if you knew.

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Lily, My Bitterness .

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Lily, My Bitterness .

Lily, my bitterness seethes within my veins with unbridled will, Though, it's been many years since you died it hangs around me still. Did you think that I wouldn't be upset when you chose that fool? It was all that I could do to keep myself from lashing out, keep myself in control. I guess my love for you was stronger than your friendship for me, I wish that I hadn't been so stupid, I wish you would have listened to my plea. Oh, Lily, my bitterness plunges me into nightmares of a hellish nature, I dream of your milk white face, those emerald eyes, a heart so pure. You betrayed me and then I turned around and betrayed you worse, I ca
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Favourite Movies
Braveheart, Sweeney Todd, Secondhand Lions, Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves.
Favourite TV Shows
House, CSI, CSI: Miami, NCIS, Law & Order: SVU, X-Files, etc.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
VNV Nation, Cruxshadows, Madonna, Savage Garden, Nightwish, Kate Bush, E Nomine, Eminem, Pink.
Favourite Books
Harry Potter, Wuthering Heights, Psalms, The Hobbit, Speak, Auralia's Colors, Eragon, Pegasus, etc.
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe, Emily Dickinson, JK Rowling, J.R.R. Tolkien, Shakespeare
Tools of the Trade
The mind, pencils, markers, pens, computer
Other Interests
Severus Snape, Harry Potter, elves, fantasy, comedies, tragedies, magic, vampires, literature.
My first full-length poetry collection "The Sweetest Blood" is available for pre-order. You can buy from Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/9389690358 Or directly through my publisher: https://www.cyberwit.net/publications/1364

Heh

Heh

Well, Yuna and I talked a bit today. I reached out so maybe that's just what it's going to take. I forget some people aren't good at reaching out to others. I used to be the person you'd have to say hello to first, so I really cannot complain. I'm just glad we had a chat even if it were brief. Because I know she has a life of her own to live. It just makes me happy that she confirmed my worst thoughts wrong, that she really does care. Because let's be honest I had convinced myself she didn't care, at all. But I was also going through a mental funk, and we all know what those can do to our minds. I'm just glad it's over - all the needless pai

Hmm

Hmm

Not sure what to think - just when I thought I'd been forgotten for good, I got tagged by my friend in a video on social media today. Maybe she does care. Maybe I'm just reading into things too much like I'm good at. Maybe I need to stop worrying about things outside of my control, and just remember to breathe. I miss her, but maybe she needs her space. Maybe she'll let me in on what was bothering her later or if she were going through something. For now I'm just going to focus on my writing and try to enjoy the rest of my day off.

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JorgipieHobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav! Bunny Emoji-72 (Kawaii) [V4] cherry blossom 
March's Gift by Jorgipie
thysilverdoeProfessional Writer
You're welcome. :)
Veronika-Art General Artist
Dear Linda, Happy birthday. May your life be filled with health, love and success. Love Vero. :cake::party::love::dalove::dance:
thysilverdoeProfessional Writer
Thank you so much, Vero! <3 
fhelalr Digital Artist
Wonderful collection of artworks, dear Linda!
thysilverdoeProfessional Writer
Thank you. :)