im giving up. (vent)i just am certain by now i can no longer count on this site
the community is been distant and plain TRASH.
i've tried anything, ANYTHING at my sight, uploaded journals, adopts, updated them constantly and whatever and nothing seems to work
i've had work organizing prices and drawing designs to get emergent money for my cat to eat, AT LEAST.
and it ends up in absolutely nothing.
this unmotivates me a LOT, specially on reopening my commissions, because this makes me be sure no one will even look at it.
i have 1780 watchers in this website. 1780. yet, only 3 or 4 have helped me when it came to emergencies.
and when i say help, i'm not just talking about giving money, i'm also talking about spreading it around, because not even that kind of help i get.
how are people so cold to the point they just simply ignore cries for help?
i'm not asking for attention, i'm literally desperate because it is important to me to gather money at this stage of my life.