So I tried to kill myself.

Yeah, you read that right, on the eighteenth of August I tried to kill myself after going through a really really bad breakup. Matt and I had been together since the 25th of March, that was when he and I first started having sex, didn't make anything official until the 27th. So yeah, I was head over heels for this guy. I loved, and still do love him more than I ever thought possible. Though the feelings aren't returned at this time I don't believe they will ever be returned. Nor am I sure that they ever were. So yeah, he and I broke up and he immediately started dating my best friend since grade fucking four. So yeah I was not fuckin okay. So I tried to kill myself. so yeah, that's an update for you.