It has been a pretty shitty year. Especially with my 14 year old relationship with my fiancé had a cancer scare. My iPod died on me. So it's back to me using my iPod Touch for music. I can't do Christmas this year because my family is 20+ people and I'm in the Red Zone of Covid-19. I updated my PC to Windows 10. May be moving in the new year to a premiant home. Splurge myself with iTunes with BlackPink, Miley Cyrus, Nicki Minaj, and Hades OST. Definitely need to loose weight cause my belly has a terrible rash on it, due to contacting my belt buckle. Will be having some dinner on the 16th, 25th, and 30th. Will get my flu shot on Wednesday the 16th of December. I'm debating to pick up the NES Fire Emblem game in the eShop. My first introduction was Fates and I loved Phoenix mode. Basically, I'm a newbie to Fire Emblem. And FE fans hates casual mode fans. https://suicidalgamergirl.tumblr.com/post/636617015590846464/so-finally-removed-all-the-gg-references-thanks I also had to stop

So starting it in two weeks, I'll be looking to purchase two games in November. One hopefully from PlayAsia and the other from EBGames. Then give my fiance 80$USD to mail my stuff from MandarakeJP and my fuku. Past few months were not good for me, got chills, the runs, and tiredness from have low iron. I now take blood pills. I'm feel depressed with my current drawings due to the fact Art Street has better drawings from younger creators. So been debating on cutting. Also picked up some Asian food. Ate Dorayaki. Pretty good. This week, I'm getting my time of the month. I'm close to getting one piece away from winning something off McDonald's Monopoly. Just found out my cat masks might come this week. Still waiting for the Joker amiibo. Also picked up two books, one to do comics and another doing Japanese writing. Might buy masks off from a co-worker of my fiancee. I want to help them. I have 20 masks so far.

So still no news of me going back to work. I am waiting for my Day 1 Edition of Code Realize Future Blessings in the mail. I got Dusk Diver from PlayAsia and a GameBoy Color game off eBay to come also in this month. As I'm looking for a walkthrough for my Switch version of Witcher 3, I managed to pick up a novel of this off Kobo. Currently, I am reading Interspecies Reviewers. There are so many games I have for my Switch. I need to stop buy games. And there's no news on when I'll be back at work. I also been avoiding Dr. Phil because he downplays this stay at home order to flatten the curve of Covid-19. Awaiting for the subscription of Disney+ renewed so I can watch StarWars. I hadn't seen the series but lord, I seen the memes. I also started Pokemon TCG Online again. Bought 2 decks, Zacian and Rillaboom. Even had enough coins to purchase Zamazenta deck online. Now I just need a Water Deck. I also did some groceries. I might do some cleaning later today. Just feeling bored. I

So my fiance gifted me with a Disney+ membership. Been watching Fairy Tale Weddings. I don't feel jealous. I want to marry him, but I don't want to go into debt with him by making it special. I don't want to be a gold digger. Since he proposed in November, been debating to have it during US Thanksgiving. When I get paid in May, I plan to give him funds to keep Disney+. Also been feeling shit again to not making my own comic series. Been feeling inferior after watching One Day at Disney documentary. I still need to get back playing my Switch. Currently playing the Trials of Mana remake. I swear Charlotte is my cinnamon bun and I shall protect her. Might do a doodle of her. When Black Friday rolls, plans to get another tablet with more space. Debating to pick up Junji Ito Tomie off Kobo. I still need to read Interspecies Reviewers manga too. Still waiting for my other game from EBGames. Hopefully will get it this week. I also got other games from eBay and PlayAsia. Debating to

So after getting emails that my Hatsune Miku squishable and my ARMs game shipping and next week I got two games from EBGames to be mailed next week, I might do video of it on YouTube while wearing a kigurumi. Because of this, I may not go to Otakuthon or MTL Toy Con because the government suspended all activities and festivals until August 31. It's also pouring a lot and I was working on part 2 of my kink fic. Just stopped writing about it just now. Also I bought my first game off Limited Run Games. It would come out in two months once May comes. Might do my chore tomorrow as I can clean my fridge. I finally picked up Rune Factory 4 for the Switch. Been playing Astral Chain and Tokyo Mirage Sessions FE Encore. There is one spirit level in the adventure mode in Smash Bros Ultimate that has been driving me nuts. If anyone can help me, I'll be grateful. It's the one with you have to defeat Peach but Mario and Donkey Kong are trying to kill you, plus there is a time