Just Can't Tell Him...Lying on my bed alone,Looking out my window,Feeling the cool breeze against my body,Sprawled upon this rock,Too many things running through my head..I wish I could turn my head,And see you looking back at me,Feel your arm around my waist,Gently pulling me closer,Pressing you lips softly to mine..Everything important slowly fades away,As soon as your face comes to my mind,I wish I could make you see,Exactly what you mean to me,But that could ruin everything..
Derek..The things you say,Are what get me through,Get me through the day,Your words of wisdom,Sound so good to me..You make me feel wanted,I have a purpose around you,A feeling never felt before,Yet this unkown feeling,Makes me feel so good..I can't wait for the day,The day that we meet,The day I put these words to a face,These words that halped me through,The toughest of times..To you I can give a hug,But it's not an ordinary hug,One filled with love and thankfullness,And maybe, just maybe,It'll make you feel..As you make me feel..
For Dustan..I wish I could do magic,If only, if only,Than I could give you,Exactly what you want..I'm not good now,Not able to give you the things,The things that you wish for,The things you'd die for..The one thing you want,Is the one thing you can't have,I can try to do my best,And get this thing you want..But I can't do magic,These pretend powers,Won't do me any good,When what you want,Is real..
Jake and His LossYou had me going,I actually believed it.Every word you said,Seemed to be exactly,Exacty what I wanted..But I've figured it out,Figured out your lies,You told me one thing,But all the others,Knew something else..I thought you were sincere,But it was all an act,You plyed with my heart,my emotions, and my head,I was wrong about you..Too bad you're gone,You don't know what,What exactly you're missing,Cause I'm the best,The best that you could do,My love is real,Along with my feelings,Too bad you wouldn't know,You've lost a great thing..
Again..I've done it again,Fell for someone's lies again,Got my hopes to the highest again,Just to see them smashed again,I can't forgive myself again..
A RevelationThe CD of my life,Is only pointless to myself,Every track a suicide,And every song sung,Tears a whole right through my heart..I can make it through tomorrow,I won't live in pain forever,Cause tomorrow could be special,And we could make it through together..I won't sit here and watch myself,Put my heart through this mutilation,So I'm throwing this record out the window,I'm forgetting these songs about broken hearts,I won't spend my life regreting..Here's to a brand new me..
What The Fuck..When you left you took my whole life with you,And all I ever wanted to be was your whole life too,But all though we're not together,This music will bring m back to you..The only good thing about this song is,Knowing that you're doing the same,In some way that connects us,And it helps to scream your name...But this song is almost over, and you are almost gone,Just remember that I miss you,And you're never really alone..These last few screaming lyrics,Almost warm my heart,And that one last note lingers,As I slowly fall apart..
The Last Time..Moving my hips to the beat,The beat of the unheard music,It's just me and you alone,Doing what me and you do best,Moving my hips to the beat..Lost in the endless pleasure,Jut being here with you berings me pure ecxtacy,Don't want to see the day,The day that you will walk away,Lost in endless pleasure..I think to the future,And all the long lost pleasure,Soon you will be with another,And they too can feel this sensation,I think to the future..Just this one last time,Will you and me do this,The last time will be the greatest,I sit here and think about,Just this one last time..