The Last Time..Moving my hips to the beat,
The beat of the unheard music,
It's just me and you alone,
Doing what me and you do best,
Moving my hips to the beat..
Lost in the endless pleasure,
Jut being here with you berings me pure ecxtacy,
Don't want to see the day,
The day that you will walk away,
Lost in endless pleasure..
I think to the future,
And all the long lost pleasure,
Soon you will be with another,
And they too can feel this sensation,
I think to the future..
Just this one last time,
Will you and me do this,
The last time will be the greatest,
I sit here and think about,
Just this one last time..
Doesn't Feel Right Anymore..The days go by so slowly,
Without you by my side,
I just sit here lifeless,
As the thoughts come rushing back..
I don't know what to think about,
You were always on my mind,
My hands don't feel right,
Without yours squeezing gently..
Just one more day,
One more day until the end,
Leaving without one last good-bye kiss,
You will soon be left alone..
Wanting youI yearn to be what I am not,
I wish to be in your arms,
Wish to be the object of your desire,
But these things I shall never be,
You see me not as I see you,
The only think I want is you,
As if this doesn't sound desperate enough,
I wish for you to want me too.
just another poemSometimes I feel as this is not enough,
as if the world has let me down,
As if nothing can be taken from this,
nothing but pain and sadness,
the only two things I feel anymore,
The two things that have become my best friends,
Never without htem,
Always by my side,
I can always count on them to be there for me,
when nobody else is here
I've lost all hope,
For what lies ahead int his thing that people call life,
But who knows,
Maybe itll be me that you all see on your T.V,
If only God knew,
If only I could foresee what was going ot happen,
Things owuld be much better,
For me and,
Honesty..You tell me you want the truth,
but it's you that can't handle it,
I try and try,
over and over again
I tell myself it's no use
I'm never getting through to you
through that thick skull of yours,
you're so oblivious to my feelings,
and anyone else's,
So self absorbed
that all you care about is yourself,
Not listening to a word anybody says,
not taking in the things that we mean,
honesty is what you want,
so honesty is what you'll get..
For You..I can't believe the things I do,
I'm the only one to blame for the things you say,
I'm the reason oyu use me,
and treat me like the shit that I am,
I can't go and blame you becuase i act like a whore,
It's not your fault I'm so easy to take advantage of,
You're only doing what you feel's right,
So do what you please,
I'm here for your needs,
and nothing more..
What I Wish To BeWhat's wrong with me?
Why can't I be the one that all the guys talk about?
Why can't I be beautiful?
The one who can look in the mirror without crying.
Just want to be told that I make someone happy.
Take someone's breathe away,
Make them swoon,
Have them feel special to be with me.
These things are impossible for me.
I once thought I could,
But than was proved wrong.
Destined to be like this forever.
Alone and in pain.
Ugly to everyone, even myself..
Fuck YouI'm over and done with you
You're in the past along with all the memories
You never did me any good
Always giving me false hope and leading me on
Using me as If I'm shit
Making me out to be out to be a slut..
I've finally figured you out
What you're doing to me is wrong
I won't let you hurt me anymore
I'm over and doenw ith you
Just like you're done with me..