Someone ElseEverytime I see you,
It's a bullet through my heart.
The way you hold her in your arms,
Makes me lose my mind.
You're not the person I thought you were,
You could NEVER be him.
You remind me oh so much of him,
I only wish you'd die.
Maybe than I won't feel so sick,
Everytime I see you holding her
Not The Whole Story"I love you.." He whispered in her ear softly. She smiled up at him.
"I love you too.." She gave him a quick kiss on the lips. He smiled at her and pulled her even closer to his warm body.
She absolutly loved being in his arms. Her dream had finally come true, he was finally holding her like they had been talking about for weeks. She looked up at him and slightly jumped as she saw that he was staring at her.
"What?" She had barely been able to choke those words out at his eyes were locked on her.
She blushed and nodded, not able to form any words. He just smiled and kissed her softly, keeping his lips pressed against hers. She pulled away and smiled shyly, now slightly self-conscious.
"And where do you think you're going?" He asked her with a devilish grin. He put his hands on the back of her neck and pulled her closer until their lips met. He kissed her deeply and she felt like this was the most perfect moment she would ever experia
B.F.F. 'Best Freaks Forever'I love when we hang out together,
We have so much fun,
We can go through any weather,
Until the day is done..
When I'm with you I can be a total freak,
Just say whatever's on my mind,
You get me through the school week,
Even though you used to not be so kind!
We both have kinky fetishes,
Leather, fishnets, boots, and dark make-up is all I'd wish,
You on the other hand,
Have a thing for when guys kiss..
So stay weird forever,
It's the cool thing to do,
We'll stay FREAKS together,
Cause I less than three you!
ONLY In My ImaginationCrossing over the line,
Making the world mine,
Bending reality just to perform,
Never letting myself ever conform,
Testing the limits, pushing it to the edge,
Here I crawl under sanity's hedge,
Make a wish, and I'll grant it for you,
Being "normal" is something I'll never do,
Don't be afraid , come right in,
Into a world of pleasure and sin,
Where everything will go your way,
You control night and day,
Let's just be crazy, scream and holler,
Or grab someone, and slit em on the collar,
Dance in the blood, fuck in it too,
It's so much fun to watch everything revolve around you,
I'll close my eyes,
And I'm away from my lies,
Just sitting here in a chair,
With nothing to bare,
I'm so fed up with my wierd ways,
I really do feel crazy some days..
You're My Nightmare Come TrueIt's easy to see that you don't know where you're going,
But when you kissed my lips and pulled me closer to you,
My fear was washed away and replaced with happiness..
As you pull into the abondoned field all my fear comes rushing back,
I see nothing I know and no signs of safety,
We sit in silence as you think of a plan..
We move to the back and you ask me to get naked,
I'm too afraid to let you see me without these things convering my precious body..
You keep insisting and decide to do it yourself,
I tell you no but you just go along with it anyways,
There's not much I can do to stop you, I'm so afriad of being abused..
I didn't wan to go this far, it was only supposed to be us just hanging out,
But you force me down and quickly take away something I held dearly..
Even though you hurt me, I can't help but feel special,
Just the fact that someone wanted me,
The fact you told me that I was breathtaking, among other things,
Yet, I can't help but hate myself for believing every lie..
Just Can't Tell Him...Lying on my bed alone,
Looking out my window,
Feeling the cool breeze against my body,
Sprawled upon this rock,
Too many things running through my head..
I wish I could turn my head,
And see you looking back at me,
Feel your arm around my waist,
Gently pulling me closer,
Pressing you lips softly to mine..
Everything important slowly fades away,
As soon as your face comes to my mind,
I wish I could make you see,
Exactly what you mean to me,
But that could ruin everything..
Derek..The things you say,
Are what get me through,
Get me through the day,
Your words of wisdom,
Sound so good to me..
You make me feel wanted,
I have a purpose around you,
A feeling never felt before,
Yet this unkown feeling,
Makes me feel so good..
I can't wait for the day,
The day that we meet,
The day I put these words to a face,
These words that halped me through,
The toughest of times..
To you I can give a hug,
But it's not an ordinary hug,
One filled with love and thankfullness,
And maybe, just maybe,
It'll make you feel..
As you make me feel..
For Dustan..I wish I could do magic,
If only, if only,
Than I could give you,
Exactly what you want..
I'm not good now,
Not able to give you the things,
The things that you wish for,
The things you'd die for..
The one thing you want,
Is the one thing you can't have,
I can try to do my best,
And get this thing you want..
But I can't do magic,
These pretend powers,
Won't do me any good,
When what you want,