really short..What a time it's beenWhat a day to sinThe things that've happenedCan't be undoneThey're here forever and can't be changed
Feelings of DeathThe pain inside, It eats me aliveAll the thoughts that I haveThe good and the badAre slowly fading away as I wait for this to endAs if dead alreadyEmotions never shownNothing here can save me nowI have come to an end in theis so-called lifeWhat happened to the times I felt so alive?I guess I lost them during my time..Never able to get them back
.......Sometimes I cut myself just to see the blood flowSo I can prove to myself that I'm still aliveEven though I feel so dead inside
Untitled..Where were you when I was in need?Where were your eyes when I needed them here?Where was you smile when I needed a laugh?Where were your arms when I trembled in fear?Alone and disgracedMy heart is out of placeEmotions eschewI'm alone with thoughts of you...I feel so alone, and you aren't here to helpMy dreams are now clouded with what could've beenI wish you had told me just how you feltNow I can't hear your voice without crying inside(Broken inside) My thoughts have no where to hide(Lost all control) But what you've done to my soulThe tears caress my pillow, and sing me to sleepYour voice echoes throughout my every thoughtWithout your smile I'm dying insideAwake me from the dreams that make my heart rotAlone and disgraced (broken inside)My heart is out of placeEmotion eschew (lost all control)I'm alone with thoughts of you..
What She Wants and Needs..She hides behind a maskAfraid to let it showAfriad to let people knowthe truthAnd how she relaly feelsAfraid they'll turn their back on herLeave her all aloneThe place she leasts wants to bePretending she's alrightSome people are dumb enough to belive the disguiseBut other see right through itAnd wish to help herBut she's too afraid to let people inShe keeps it all inShe won't tell anything she doesn't trustWhichh leave no one to aid herTrust is hard for herToo many broken promisesAnd one to many knives have gone into her backShe looks to other things to gelp relieve all the painBut in the end, It's only adding onto the already large pileShe wishes she could find somebody who will care and not judge herSomebody to hug her, hold her, love her, and just be there for herBut her fears are holding her back from being truely happyWhich in the end..will be the end of her..
Broken Heart..Nothing can fix a broken heartA broken heart is not a heart at allIt leaves you cold inside with no emotions to be shownThe pain you're left with, is with you till the endThe unbelievable pain, the pain that feelsl iek you're being ripped in twoThe pain that you never want to feelBecause once you've felt it, you feel it foreverNothing can change the feelings we feelThat's why we'll be like this foreverUnless we learn to forgiveBut in our case, that will never happenSo...pain it is..
Can't Be Fixed..What has happened between us?I can't quite figure it out.So many things to change the way we feelNothing good can come from this...The worst has happened,And nothing can be changedToo bad for us, It's too late for usIt cannot be fixedIt will be like this until our dying dayYet in our hearts, we wish and hopeThat one day, all will be whole againAnd we will be okayBut that cannot happenCause the worst has happened....
Let Me HelpI wish I could help you..Isn't there something that I can give you?Not a cookie, a kiss, a hug, a fuck, a kill, a gun, a word of advice?Anything to make your life any better?So many things going on around youYou sit and let the world pass byNot bothering to talk to somebodySomebody that could helpWhy can't you just trust somebodyI swear I'll tryI will never laugh, make fun of, think differently of, or betray youI'm here to help..and if I can't do thatThan my life is pointlessSo please, give me a reasonLet me help you fix those problems
Too short to NameI'm on the verge of losing gripI wonder how close I can get.