For Dustan..I wish I could do magic,If only, if only,Than I could give you,Exactly what you want..I'm not good now,Not able to give you the things,The things that you wish for,The things you'd die for..The one thing you want,Is the one thing you can't have,I can try to do my best,And get this thing you want..But I can't do magic,These pretend powers,Won't do me any good,When what you want,Is real..
Jake and His LossYou had me going,I actually believed it.Every word you said,Seemed to be exactly,Exacty what I wanted..But I've figured it out,Figured out your lies,You told me one thing,But all the others,Knew something else..I thought you were sincere,But it was all an act,You plyed with my heart,my emotions, and my head,I was wrong about you..Too bad you're gone,You don't know what,What exactly you're missing,Cause I'm the best,The best that you could do,My love is real,Along with my feelings,Too bad you wouldn't know,You've lost a great thing..
Again..I've done it again,Fell for someone's lies again,Got my hopes to the highest again,Just to see them smashed again,I can't forgive myself again..
A RevelationThe CD of my life,Is only pointless to myself,Every track a suicide,And every song sung,Tears a whole right through my heart..I can make it through tomorrow,I won't live in pain forever,Cause tomorrow could be special,And we could make it through together..I won't sit here and watch myself,Put my heart through this mutilation,So I'm throwing this record out the window,I'm forgetting these songs about broken hearts,I won't spend my life regreting..Here's to a brand new me..
What The Fuck..When you left you took my whole life with you,And all I ever wanted to be was your whole life too,But all though we're not together,This music will bring m back to you..The only good thing about this song is,Knowing that you're doing the same,In some way that connects us,And it helps to scream your name...But this song is almost over, and you are almost gone,Just remember that I miss you,And you're never really alone..These last few screaming lyrics,Almost warm my heart,And that one last note lingers,As I slowly fall apart..
The Last Time..Moving my hips to the beat,The beat of the unheard music,It's just me and you alone,Doing what me and you do best,Moving my hips to the beat..Lost in the endless pleasure,Jut being here with you berings me pure ecxtacy,Don't want to see the day,The day that you will walk away,Lost in endless pleasure..I think to the future,And all the long lost pleasure,Soon you will be with another,And they too can feel this sensation,I think to the future..Just this one last time,Will you and me do this,The last time will be the greatest,I sit here and think about,Just this one last time..
Doesn't Feel Right Anymore..The days go by so slowly,Without you by my side,I just sit here lifeless,As the thoughts come rushing back..I don't know what to think about,You were always on my mind,My hands don't feel right,Without yours squeezing gently..Just one more day,One more day until the end,Leaving without one last good-bye kiss,You will soon be left alone..
Wanting youI yearn to be what I am not,I wish to be in your arms,Wish to be the object of your desire,But these things I shall never be,You see me not as I see you,The only think I want is you,As if this doesn't sound desperate enough,I wish for you to want me too.
just another poemSometimes I feel as this is not enough,as if the world has let me down,As if nothing can be taken from this,nothing but pain and sadness,the only two things I feel anymore,The two things that have become my best friends,Never without htem,Always by my side,I can always count on them to be there for me,when nobody else is hereI've lost all hope,For what lies ahead int his thing that people call life,But who knows,Maybe itll be me that you all see on your T.V,If only God knew,If only I could foresee what was going ot happen,Things owuld be much better,For me and,For you..