For You..I can't believe the things I do,I'm the only one to blame for the things you say,I'm the reason oyu use me,and treat me like the shit that I am,I can't go and blame you becuase i act like a whore,It's not your fault I'm so easy to take advantage of,You're only doing what you feel's right,So do what you please,I'm here for your needs,and nothing more..
What I Wish To BeWhat's wrong with me?Why can't I be the one that all the guys talk about?Why can't I be beautiful?The one who can look in the mirror without crying.Just want to be told that I make someone happy.Take someone's breathe away,Make them swoon,Have them feel special to be with me.These things are impossible for me.I once thought I could,But than was proved wrong.Destined to be like this forever.Alone and in pain.Ugly to everyone, even myself..
Fuck YouI'm over and done with youYou're in the past along with all the memoriesYou never did me any goodAlways giving me false hope and leading me onUsing me as If I'm shitMaking me out to be out to be a slut..I've finally figured you outWhat you're doing to me is wrongI won't let you hurt me anymoreI'm over and doenw ith youJust like you're done with me..
Spaz...I lost a friend today..A friend that I never thought I'd missBut now that he's gone..I feel as if I need himAs if I've lost a loved one..But I never thought I had those feelings for himIt always takes the loss of a person to truly show you..what exactly they meant ot you..and how they helped you see things clearly..And now I sit here..wondering what it is that I did wrongwhat I did to make you go away..I never thtought I'd cryI never thought it would hurt...to lose somebody like you..
Change is PainTimes of changeTimes of painThey both are the sameChange makes painAnd pain equals changeThey both are one in the sameThey both make you hurtBut in the end..They're what make you stronger
Fading SmilesI sit here and look at youWith that smile upon my faceBut than you catch me and my smile slowly fades..It's not to often that you will se me with a smileOnly when I see youEven though we aren't what we used to heIf only I could go back in timeFigure out what I did wrongTry to fix it so my heart won't be so brokenAnd than that smile won't fade when you look at me..
I love you..I'm sorry I made you madI'm sorry I made you the way you areI'm sorry we can't just be friendsCause I'll always be wanting moreI guess I can't help itYou gave me everything I wantedAnd it's hard to say..but..I love you...
ShitHow can I help you to make me feel more like shit?You're already doing a good enough job..But if you'd you like some help..you can just askI should be used to this feelingI get it all the timeBut it always hurts to know that it's you doing itI trusted you..but you turned your back...So I'd like some help on how to say good-bye..