BARD WIP (I'm panicking significantly less now.)

I'm a manic ball of stress whenever I do anything involving color: and that's why I'm posting this*: so, the next time I start melting down--'Oh, I can't render! It's going to look like hot diarrhea! Did I even GO to art school!?'**--when that inevitably happens in my life, I'm going to look at this, and, hopefully, remember how I feel right now; at least enough to happily shut the hell up, flip on my tablet and go to work until whatever it is I'm freaking out over is finished. 

*In my scrap folder, bc it's still not the official banner; it's just another WIP I'm posting bc imposing a sense of peer pressure on myself keeps me on schedule. 
**Yes, buuut most of my current skills were not acquired in art school; they're mostly from years of practice, studying Michael Hampton's 'Figure Drawing', hacks on Pinterest and Youtube tutorials. (Sad but oh-so very true.)