Had a bad nervous breakdown today; anxiety disorder has gone from managed to just about crippling.
I've not been doing as well as I know I can in this one class I need; I know the material, I'm just not doing the best on the exams. I feel really ashamed on this last one because in my stress-addled brain, I somehow forgot to finish answering a few questions. I thought I had double-checked.
Mum's still struggling with illness; the procedure to clear out her occluded sinuses was cancelled yesterday because she had an unusually high blood sugar spike. While her liver isn't to the point of needing a transplant yet, she does have primary sclerosing cholangitis; I'm likely going to be her donor when it does come to that. Long story short, she's been feeling bad for months; recurring sinus infections, sometimes having trouble keeping food down, etc.
I'm trying to find another part-time job and trying to keep the house clean for my grandparents, but it's so damn hard when I sweep/mop the
I just have a hard time writing journals on a regular basis.
Anyway, I've started my summer semester to take those last two classes I needed for vet school, as well as a couple online easy classes.
I've also found another vet to volunteer for as the one I got the reference from initially was VERY unprofessional to me when it came time to actually apply to vet school the first time.
My mother will probs be trying to get her liver transplant in the fall, after I'm done with classes, because if I end up being the donor, I'll be out of commission for a couple weeks or so.
Been struggling a bit with my depression, but that's nothing new.