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I am speaking words of june.
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Haiku #5
Sitting at the edge of my self; wondering if I should take the leap.
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Invitation
My wounds are craving for the salt on your lips - and oh, how beautiful it is to ache just enough to live without ever breaking.
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The boy who heard wolf
I've shared my bed with many ghosts and yet, it's you and every should-have-been-but-never-has that haunt me the most, you were the truth - both the question & the answer and I was too afraid to ask, fear is now the currency of my existence and you're my most expensive hope. Still, nothing hurts more than knowing that while I'm crying out my despair, the only word that you can hear is wolf.
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Haiku #4
You took away all of my sorrows; gifts that I should have never sent.
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Nothing ever truly ends
I close my eyes to feel the cold air touching my lungs again - I was warm, the light was so tangled in my hair that my fingers turned to gold. Everything about it was a forever could have been. Back then, there was a storm raging in my heart and no one heard the scream, the thunder. At night the walls of my room were filled with lightings coming out of my chest, but the noise never woke anyone up besides myself. Everything ended how all things end: it didn't. Think about it, nothing ever truly ends, isn't it so? Yes, with time the storm turned to drizzle, the thunders turned to whispers, the lightning turned to dark, but the core of i
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We don't have to live forever
My arms shattered as I slowly placed them around him. He whispered "can I call myself broken if I've never felt whole?" I nodded, yet broken was too much of a whole to describe him. I leaned over, my arms grew back on - they had to. There was a lot left to heal.
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Cravings
Her soul was dripping from his mouth - there are many kinds of hungers and this may just be the most dangerous one.
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We will never be of the same age again
I always felt like I was going to die young; yet, as years go by, I'm slowly losing this bet I've made against myself. So here I am living - still doing things for the first time like eating sushi, meeting people, new places & every time I live something for the first time I think of you and how your list of first things is never going to grow out to be more than it was last november. The first bite of cake I had after you died was the worst. Enjoying the small things while going on living felt unfair to you, but month after month I learned to let go of the guilt. I've folded the memory of you and hid it in my heart - I often take it o
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Closure
Your teeth cracked against my bones - there's something evil in being so greedy to feel whole again, I whispered to myself. I didn't even blink or shudder. You see, I was a mountain of all the never-ending stories that I got to live with people who felt more like ghosts than anything else. A mountain of unfinished... everything - business, words, plans. You should have known better: mountains never quiver & it's the anything unfinished that ruins us in the end.
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In a world of chains
In a world of chains he's hushing his pace away, but nobody hears the sound of him living - everyone carries on singing, with each step, the music of their past. We all live dragging chains around - the trick is to remember that we once knew how to dance enjoying the music of silence.
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Haiku #5
Sitting at the edge of my self; wondering if I should take the leap.
1
7
I
Invitation
My wounds are craving for the salt on your lips - and oh, how beautiful it is to ache just enough to live without ever breaking.
5
4
T
The boy who heard wolf
I've shared my bed with many ghosts and yet, it's you and every should-have-been-but-never-has that haunt me the most, you were the truth - both the question & the answer and I was too afraid to ask, fear is now the currency of my existence and you're my most expensive hope. Still, nothing hurts more than knowing that while I'm crying out my despair, the only word that you can hear is wolf.
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H
Haiku #4
You took away all of my sorrows; gifts that I should have never sent.
3
5
N
Nothing ever truly ends
I close my eyes to feel the cold air touching my lungs again - I was warm, the light was so tangled in my hair that my fingers turned to gold. Everything about it was a forever could have been. Back then, there was a storm raging in my heart and no one heard the scream, the thunder. At night the walls of my room were filled with lightings coming out of my chest, but the noise never woke anyone up besides myself. Everything ended how all things end: it didn't. Think about it, nothing ever truly ends, isn't it so? Yes, with time the storm turned to drizzle, the thunders turned to whispers, the lightning turned to dark, but the core of i
10
16
W
We don't have to live forever
My arms shattered as I slowly placed them around him. He whispered "can I call myself broken if I've never felt whole?" I nodded, yet broken was too much of a whole to describe him. I leaned over, my arms grew back on - they had to. There was a lot left to heal.
8
12
C
Cravings
Her soul was dripping from his mouth - there are many kinds of hungers and this may just be the most dangerous one.
9
13
W
We will never be of the same age again
I always felt like I was going to die young; yet, as years go by, I'm slowly losing this bet I've made against myself. So here I am living - still doing things for the first time like eating sushi, meeting people, new places & every time I live something for the first time I think of you and how your list of first things is never going to grow out to be more than it was last november. The first bite of cake I had after you died was the worst. Enjoying the small things while going on living felt unfair to you, but month after month I learned to let go of the guilt. I've folded the memory of you and hid it in my heart - I often take it o
40
68
C
Closure
Your teeth cracked against my bones - there's something evil in being so greedy to feel whole again, I whispered to myself. I didn't even blink or shudder. You see, I was a mountain of all the never-ending stories that I got to live with people who felt more like ghosts than anything else. A mountain of unfinished... everything - business, words, plans. You should have known better: mountains never quiver & it's the anything unfinished that ruins us in the end.
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I
In a world of chains
In a world of chains he's hushing his pace away, but nobody hears the sound of him living - everyone carries on singing, with each step, the music of their past. We all live dragging chains around - the trick is to remember that we once knew how to dance enjoying the music of silence.
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June 4, 1992
Romania
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YouInventedMe|Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! :cake:
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Your words speak to me on a depth, I can't even say! Please continue being magnificent inspiring and inspired with unbound and limitless passion! * hugs* <3
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Thank you, Amalia! It really means a lot. I was not expected this when I logged in the morning. Thanks for your lovely words! :heart:
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You are truly welcome dear friend, and thank you for the amazing words you share. <3 :)
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I appreciate the watch!
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JohnnyCurcio|Professional Writer
La multi ani, GoT!!
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Thank you! :D
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