Ask and you shall receive. Steal and yee get your head blown off!
Alot of random comments/statements/stories I like to say.
1. Almost everything in this gallery is made by me. Only one drawn collab. A video or more was made with help from one of my ex's. (Yeah I don't know what happened. One days she just said your weird. And quit talking to me.) And the Umbreon head I need a bit of help on. (Pinning fabric. Mom.) Also scarfs I need Mom to end for me. (Can't remember which ones. One of my first few.)
2. My art style is cartoony and flat. That can not be helped other than time and keep practicing. (Trust me. If I could draw differently thing would look different.)
3. I have alot of OCs. And sure I don't draw them alot. And some aren't drawn yet. I still have them. Each has there own personality, style, way of life, sexuality, meaning (Debatable if I will keep that a thing.), families, voice, and probably more. (Tho some of these are undecided on certain ones. Give me a break. If I remember right. I have over 80.)
4. As you may be able to tell. I love alot of stuff. Horror, psychology, mythology, non human things, anime, nature, and alot of other stuff. And I love making fan art of stuff.
5. My gallery is NOT kid friendly. There is gore, bloody stuff, disturbing content, controversial topics, and a tiny bit of sex. Ha ha ha ha. Hey I got to be naughty at times. But yeah most of my drawings may look cute and cuddly. But not all are kid friendly. Also may have hidden things about them that wouldn't be kid friendly. (Some hidden so well I don't even know. And I'm their creator.)
6. I draw what I wish to draw. It's my art. Tho you can commission me to do alot of things. (Just nothing sexual pass clean pervertsion. Along with nothing morally wrong.) If you want a commission please have a picture of them. Or at least decible them in depth. Like what they wear? What they look like? What are they? What are they doing in the picture? You can't just be like to me draw me a giraffe. What is the giraffe doing? What colors? Are they wearing anything? Is there plants about? Do you see what I mean?
7. I have self diagnosed myself with a some mental disorders. Anxiety. Social Anxiety. (Which I think I'm doing better at. Cause I used to freeze up more. Yeah I was very shy a few years ago. Work made me man up on that. And face my fear. Talking to others is scary for me in real life. On the internet it's fine. For some reason not being able to see a face and hear a voice is comforting. It's just text. Strangers scare me alot. Being judged is scary and has happens. But than phone calls are terrifying for me! And then conflict I just can't do it Man. Man I can't do it 98% of the time!) Major Depression. (Which I can hide most days. But still there.) But yeah this caused by two things my need for prefection and my pacifist lifesytle. (Well I try to do it as well as possible. But if someone tries to beat me up I will defend myself. Or play possum. QwQ Tho knowing me I be too weak for such things. Sure I've gotten stronger over the years.)
8. I don't take any drugs other than a few over the counter. (Like Advil and Pepto Bismol. And admittedly I have tried dry wine and alcohol. Both nasty. Like how do people drink this stuff! I'll take pure black coffee over this anyday! And yeah I prefer black coffee to have a bit of sugar.) I prefer herbs. Less side effects. Luckily for me. I'm physically unhealthy in a sense. Like muscle tissue. Every single part of me hurts from work. The parts that hurts most is my back and head. I also have anemia.
9. I am tougher than I look. I have been through alot in my life already. Beaten. (Me and Bro used to fight alot. Now were ok with each other. Mom and Dad used to beat me. But I earn those sometimes....) Abused. (Focused into a religion that is not mine. Which my real one is down below. It always has been that. I have been forcefully prayed on. Focused to go to Church. I rather stay home and do chores. Felt trapped in my room. Because shit has to happen. Hit for miss specking. Which of course I hit them back for miss specking in my meeting at school as pay back. And probably more.) Misunderstood greatly. Experienced death alot. (I think over 12 from family alone.) I've also have experince heart break after heart break. But now I have found someone I think can say. Right now I'm more worried about getting our life together.
10. I hated school and how it's run here. First off. I was thrown in Disable classes for the most part. And you know why? Cause I have Social Anxiety and I am shy of others. I spoke German instead of English. I have horrible spelling skills. (Phonetic speller. Which I'm doing better.) Not good enough at reading for them. (I must learn each word one at a time.) I speck way to fast sometimes. And sometimes too quiet. But most of the time too loud. (I can't control it well. It just happens.) Also I am not stupid like they like to believe. My skills laid in math mostly back than. (Now days art and random facts. And other random shit.) I can read and write in cursive. (Tho a few letters I get stuck on how you do it again moment. Like Q.) I can translate Unknown pretty easily. (Just need a few min.) I know more words than I can spell and read. (Which I had alot of fun blowing there minds last time I had to take that test. And test to see how smart I am. The one they do every few years. Yeah I got average or a bit above average. That was nice. ^w^ ) Also didn't help we couldn't use Google as spell check. Felt like I was annoying my teachers with how often I would ask how to spell stuff. And spell checks at school sucked. Even a dictionary couldn't help me. It was also alot of fun to be the one that sat all alone most of the time. And randomly talk and blow people minds. ^w^ Plus I was faster and more observant than others around me. And I was a loner most of my school life. Plus one on one kind of Dragon. So yeah them trying to teach me in a group didn't work out well. And I actually am doing alot better and learning alot more stuff now that I'm out of school. Like Psychology, German language, more on art, social skills improvement, and more.
11. Most of my art I have is self taught. And yes I had art classes almost every year of school. But if you look at the very back. You will see that I have learned alot since than. Yeah art classes didn't help me. Way too rushed. And never did any digital back than. Other at home a few times.
12. I am a lucid dreamer. And I love tell you guys all the fun adventures I have. (Tho the origins of Midori Doragon feels a bit private and ha ha ha ha....uh personal. Also really messed up and brutal. There alot nicer now. Tho old version of them likes to leak out. And yes Midori Doragon is my persona. We are one in the same and yet two different beings.) Most of my dreams are very dark and weird. And since about March of 2016. I can feel pain. (Which damn that hurts.) And since about April or May of 2016. I can taste food. (Damn you dream logic. I don't want to keep chewing on this meat. It taste terrible and grizzly.) Which dreams for me happen whenever. And sometimes in waves. All my dreams feel as real as life it self. But yet not all are reality like. But most are. (Meaning some are video game style. Don't think I had any drawn ones.) For me I'm happy if I have a dream that isn't filled with gore, blood, murder, and really disturbing stuff. Also dying is scary. (Which luckily for me. The only ones I have died in was instant.) Strangely enough the horror and scary stuff has died down alot. I have powers in my dreams. But I can't say for sure if I can use them everytime. Tho I can probably sense danger. (Which I know it was just a creepy old room. But something felt horribly wrong. Referring to when we were looking for a house. And I was shaking for a good half hour from it just in fear. I know I felt something go through me. Bro's GF felt something go by. But I felt it more strongly.....It was weird and scary. Cause I was all hyped before that. And than that happened out of no where.) The weirdest thing is probably this. Since I've put up this Wiccan sun catcher I've had less nightmires. Like way less. (I like it because it's blackish gray, detailed, and has a badass dragon on it. Also it's made of plastic and metal. Would be cooler if it was stone instead of plastic.) Literally it's rare for me to have any nightmires anymore. Mostly just weird stuff.
13. I have experienced paranormal stuff a few times. Like once during job training in school. I just got done washing an ice scoop. And probably a poltergeist picked it up and than dropped it on the ground. :I I of course told my teacher/job coach. My closet door here used to open on it's own. Hasn't over a year now. Don't know why. And it did it once when Bro's GF was here. (I think she may have scared it. X'D ) Once I hear growling from it twice. No animal I ever heard. (Which I have researched animals like crazy.) So I just stared at it for a good half hour or so. (Which I was laying opposite of what I normally do! ) One which is in 13 already. Played knock knock with a spirit. (Wish I could do it again sometime.)
14. My policy here. (Unless you ask me not to, I feel ignore, and/or page is very rude. I will do the following.) If someone gives me a llama. I thank thee and give you random llama icon. If someone gives me a favorite. I thank thee and give a hug. (Hugs back are welcomed.) Someone watches me. I will thank thee and glomp you. If I find out it's your birthday I'll wish you a good one. And if you want we can talk. I am not good at telling if people are teasing me or just joking. But at the same time I love to joke about. *SIGH!* :I If I see someone upset or in pain. I will try to help them. But if you so help me yell at me/lashes out at me for trying to be nice. Not only will I be confused but hurt alot too. Cause damn man! I'm just trying to help! (Literally this has happened and they block me. Another place I'm talking about. Not here. TTATT Why does my gender matter so much to you? It's not like I'm here to hurt you. You were clearly begging for help. So I came. Whisper this happened on. Which I quit being on. And I could sense there pain. But was of no help because they wouldn't calm down. OA O; )
15. I have a few addictions. Gaming. Anime. Furries. Coffee. Incenses. Music. Art. Eyes. And maybe more.
16. I listen to alot of different kinds of music. Classical music. Techno music. EDM. Anime music. Horror music. Gaming music. Nightcore music. Celtic music. Japanese music. Movies music. Jazzy music. Buddist music. And more.
17.Random facts about me I will list here. These are not in a real order or subject. Just random stuff. 1. I can't run well. I have bad hips. :'I I actually do alot better run like ninja. >:3 (Naruto.) Which BTW is fun. And alot easier for me. 3. I can't dance. Never learned how to. (Tho some days at work I feel like I am dancing.) 4. I can't sing. But doesn't mean I won't. 4. I am a gamer. But not as much as I used too be.
18. Some of my favorite words are these. Sarcasm. Nihilism. Magnificent. Amazing. Epic. Fabulous. Skepticism. Determination.
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LAST UPDATE ON 1-10-2019.