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:: heartsick ::
:: heartsick ::
alone, sitting here waiting
eyes searching for love, a dream
in the vast sea, swims a few fish
floating in toxic waters, dying
in limbo, washed up and bleeding
rent to pieces, torn to patches
wounds and scars of the opposing
sexes, imposing absurd rules like
kill or be killed, love or be loved
twist of words, mind-bending games
now, it is a new set of silly laws
kill or be loved, love or be killed
razing, fazing, hazing, amazing
left there discarded, pain a' blazing
maddening, saddening, not gladdening
left there thrown away, old scrapings
wild vertigo, empty-headed and crazy
mentally furious, the burning soul
feeling small, reckoning the stars
moonless in the cold, midnight sky
hugging and crying, sad all alone
the feeling gnawing the heart, pain
dark clouds begin to cover, brooding
the rain came, oh, it fell, hard with hail
laying back, hurting and stinging, oh
not with a damn care, for life and love
motionless and still, welts and the red
lying back, ailing and cutti
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:: ruthless ::
:: ruthless ::
bleary and bleak, the cloudy skies
harsh, a crisp, wintry morning,
I lay down the roses for you,
deep, abruptly red, moist in dew,
as you lay cold within the earth
I am standing over you, dry eyes
void of the soul you used to be
buried memories emerge behind me
reconciling the past mistakes
based on the love we had, gone
all that is left of you now, empty
swirling and fading away, away
and now, on that cold, bleak morning
turning and walking over dreams
whispering by in the gentle breeze
hard, brown leaves dancing slowly
swirling, reflecting the choices we made
somehow, someway, for some reason
all the mistakes we have made, left us
vunerable and weak, as time went by
seen too much, learned, heard enough
now, it is time, who left us, strong
that clear moment, such clarity
that I'll be standing and walking away
and yet, only you remain, cold and buried
decomposing, and breaking away, away
from you..
then one sorrowful tear, I shed,
drops for you..
- Deaf258 © 2002, 2
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Literature
:: macabre ::
:: macabre ::
waking up one day, slowly
feeling naked to the world
stepping out of my home
during the chilling season
swaying leaves fall about
dancing in wide circles
dreaming breeze whispers
walking along the street
rumbling cars and trucks
rolling past lonely me
uncaring and smoggy
striding faster, windy
stopping to observe
spinning around, around
ignoring the sensations
blind little ol' me
crushing bones, snapping
flurring red and white
falling flat
dying
- philip © 2004
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reminiscence
:: reminiscence ::
If you let her go
and let her be happy...
If you let her go,
she will look back and remember...
As if you will be her touching keepsake,
standing inside her shelf of forgotten love...
Oh, those days have gone by
with bittersweet memories...
Those days when love's laughter
has roared, gone and died away...
The sparkling eyes that glisten,
a smile that greets you everyday..
You start to miss her,
then push this precious memory deep inside...
In hopes that one day,
when she will return by your side...
In hopes that someday,
when the love pours out again...
In hopes that one day,
when you will forgive each other...
In hopes that someday,
when the love pours out again...
In hopes that one day,
she will look back...
...and remember.
- philip © 2001
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Literature
moon
:: moon ::
delicate moon
growing upon the hill
the night is beginning
- philip © 2001
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Literature
Crazy In Another Dimension
:: Crazy In Another Dimension ::
It's a crazy one!
Crazy world, crazy world,
Things out of its place!
What did we have
And what did we get?
Lots of tan fruits
And magenta pets.
I laid down
In sunlight's brown,
Counting clouds,
They're tangerine,
Floating by.
The sky's green.
It began to rain.
The yellow hail
Starts to fall,
Melting into water;
Of course, it's yellow,
But I am mellow.
My black fingernails,
Pink eyes, purple hair
And knowing this,
It's a crazy one!
Crazy world, crazy world,
Things out of its place!
The world isn't dead.
Scratching my skin,
It's really orange.
My blue mouth
Grinning wide
And showing my teeth,
Which is very red.
I got up running,
Looking at the white dirt;
Then, looking up,
The stars are black,
The moon's maroon,
And the world is gray.
It's a crazy one!
Crazy world, crazy world,
Things out of its place!
- philip © 2001
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forevermore
:: forevermore ::
I look to my time,
My experiences...
I look up to the sky,
My face warm from the sun...
I look back and see only pain,
My back feeling the hellish fire...
I look away to hide my tears,
My heart beats and cries out...
I look around the world,
My own place...
I look at ugly images,
My head throbs from the thoughts...
I look at myself,
My soul so muddy...
I look forward,
My eyes see the light!!!
Oh.. Oh.. Oh..
I look at the brilliance,
My frown turning into a smile...
I look forward,
My arms outstretched...
I look at its never-ending rays,
My soul soon follows...
Oh.. Oh.. Oh..
Forevermore...
I look happily to eternal freedom,
My burdens so light!
...
I look forward,
My eyes see the light...
Oh.. Oh.. Oh..
I look...
I look...
I look...
....forevermore!
- philip © 2001
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Literature
at the gate
:: at the gate ::
At the gate, there I stand!
Tearful eyes looking back...
Hard times, a beaten path...
It stretched out
Far than the eye could see!
A trying eternal trip,
A journey called Life!
Dark and forbidden ways
Obscured my path,
Easy detours to go astray!
Achieving each step
Painstakingly each day!!!
Just to reach the goal
At the gate, there I stand!
Many temptations,
They falter my strengths,
But I stand strong,
Taking the beatings
Like a mountain
In a thunderstorm!
Knowing the right,
Choosing the right,
Trying to live the right way!
Trials endured, always to survive,
Traveling long and hard...
Now, I have reached my goal
At the gate, there I stand!
My burdens seem so light!
I took in the view -
What a grand sight!!
Huge, immense clouds,
They slowly shift and swirl
In shades of blue and pure white!
Knowing I have reached the top,
The highest mountain of life!
All my trials hid by clouds,
Knowing my failures,
Knowing my successes,
Knowing they found me
At the gate, there
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Literature
the morning s glory
:: the morning's glory ::
The moon
Fading softly
In the sunrise.
Its crest, fragile.
White, wispy clouds
Like lace
Stretched across
The sky.
The Wish
To fly,
Fly away to
Touch the clouds,
To get a closer look
Of the moon,
White, soft against
The daylight sky.
To feel free,
See the vast
Lands of trees,
Lakes of water,
Lovely mountainsides,
Flocks of animals,
Soft to the touch.
The morning star
Glowing warmly
In the horizon,
Life-giving light
Feeding all of us,
Living things on
Planet Earth.
Thus, begins
A fresh, new
Day........
- philip © 2001
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Literature
smile again
:: smile again ::
A friendly smile...
It's what you bring each day...
When things seem to go wrong...
All I need is to look at your face...
Only to give me a sense...
Of tranquility and peace...
I could not take my eyes off of you...
Within my soul, there rings a song...
It tears through my heart...
It is very strange,
I dreamt you were an angel!
Soaring through the clouds...
And to the shining star
That breaks into morning...
Which reminds me of you...
Let the feeling last,
Please, I beg you, do not bid me
Goodbye...
- philip © 2001
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Literature
smile
:: smile ::
Shimmering smile...
I see your face each day...
Seems that you unlatch me...
From the mires of everyday life...
Only to give me a sense...
Of serenity and peace...
I look up to see the sky, so blue...
Within my heart, there rings a song...
It rips through my soul...
Light is my body,
Arching wings of glorious white!
I soar through the clouds...
And to the smiling star
That breaks an early dawn...
Which reminds me of you...
Then the feeling last,
Until sunset, is when you said
Goodbye...
- philip © 2001
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i remember you
:: i remember you ::
I remember my best friend.
I remember the time the friendship started.
I remember we met in a such short time,
Long enough to become the best of friends.
A bond created so powerful, indestructible.
I remember the moments we had in those days.
Of all the cloudy days, you led me through.
I remember you saving me
From drowning in a sea of sadness.
I remember the way you looked at life,
You are the shiny star in my midnight sky.
I remember how you smile and laugh.
I remember the way you cry,
It sweetens the memory so...
The times we shared, cheery laughter,
The precious emotions...
It is an unbreakable song,
Our bond is still strong.
When you left quickly like
A whisper lost in a storm,
I stood alone,
I remember how you look
When you took one last glance
Over your shoulder.
I remember your farewells.
I remember watching you
Disappear into the sunset.
My lost grip of physical hands,
They reach for you,
But the hands of my heart,
It holds onto you!
And it grabs yo
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vulnerable
:: vulnerable ::
all the things I have done for you,
I unwilling did it out of a lie
for many long days, I was relentless
ignoring my heart and listening to my mind
my heart tells me I should not be here today,
standing before you, with long tears on my face
I should thank you for the love and strength you gave me
and for your everlasting words:
"Follow your heart to no matter where you may go!"
I could not let myself go,
I could not let the storm take me away
I could not let my heart go,
the choices I made, I was nearly swept away
please understand the things I did,
I felt I did it out of a lie
for many long months, I knew only sorrow
blocking my heart and accepting my mind
my heart tells me I should not be here today,
standing before you, with your broken heart in my hands
I should thank you for the love and strength you gave me
and for your everlasting words:
"Let yourself feel what is in your heart, you will know!"
I could not let myself go,
I could not let the storm take me
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