I’m really very sorry for making you watch
After all we had
All I had promised you.
But he was wonderful
And I was sure you hated me.
Now I can see you in the background
As he hugs me and kisses me to fix the mess I am inside after you broke me.
He’s glue.
You were a hammer with the best intentions.
And I was a glass doll.
That’s how it all seemed to be.
I can feel your hate as we pull away in his shining new sports car
Because you think I left you just for his car
That’s really not it
And I’m sorry you have to watch.
Please don’t look.
I know it’s a train wreck,
But it’s also my heart.
I said fight me
And you didn’t.
You loved me till I said fight me 1 time too often
And you did.
We fought for 2 years and 3 months and 4 days.
And that’s when you didn't
even have to touch me
to make it feel like you
had punched me in the face
just by saying
you had never loved me at all.
So now I picked my fight
And I’m gonna damn well win.
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