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Rika Lee's Casual 2 by thechaosblue Rika Lee's Casual 2 :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 5 0 The Literature Club's President...Just Monika by thechaosblue The Literature Club's President...Just Monika :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 11 0 A Girl's Day Off by thechaosblue A Girl's Day Off :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 3 0 The Literature Club's V.P. of Bittersweet Smiles by thechaosblue The Literature Club's V.P. of Bittersweet Smiles :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 9 0 The Literature Club's Cute, Manga-Loving Baker by thechaosblue The Literature Club's Cute, Manga-Loving Baker :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 6 0 The Literature Club's Maiden of Mystery by thechaosblue The Literature Club's Maiden of Mystery :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 8 0 Mya - 'Blep!' by thechaosblue Mya - 'Blep!' :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 3 0 Alyiah's Casual 2 by thechaosblue Alyiah's Casual 2 :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 5 0 Sabrina Newton: The 2018 Reference by thechaosblue Sabrina Newton: The 2018 Reference :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 3 0 Lisa Bryant - 'Impressed?' by thechaosblue Lisa Bryant - 'Impressed?' :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 2 0 Rika Lee Casual by thechaosblue Rika Lee Casual :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 4 0 Alyiah Casual by thechaosblue Alyiah Casual :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 6 0 Together by thechaosblue Together :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 3 0 A Bryant Smile by thechaosblue A Bryant Smile :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 4 0 Rika Lee Bryant: The 2018 Reference by thechaosblue Rika Lee Bryant: The 2018 Reference :iconthechaosblue:thechaosblue 2 0
Hello....and hi...and welcome to mah art sutffs.....

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Doki Doki Literature Club by drills-art Doki Doki Literature Club :icondrills-art:drills-art 6 1 Jamba mage sister by lallibear Jamba mage sister :iconlallibear:lallibear 266 48 Jambastion Mages by Zieghost Jambastion Mages :iconzieghost:Zieghost 567 47 jamba weather by Zieghost jamba weather :iconzieghost:Zieghost 446 21 kirby stuff by Zieghost kirby stuff :iconzieghost:Zieghost 303 10 Say my name by Zieghost Say my name :iconzieghost:Zieghost 410 111 Astral Birth by LunarHalo24 Astral Birth :iconlunarhalo24:LunarHalo24 110 9 Kirby Star Allies by Torkirby Kirby Star Allies :icontorkirby:Torkirby 854 52 doki doki english class by carazure doki doki english class :iconcarazure:carazure 462 53 Natsuki by emptyhouseart Natsuki :iconemptyhouseart:emptyhouseart 254 18 Yuri by emptyhouseart Yuri :iconemptyhouseart:emptyhouseart 86 2 Just Monika by miaow Just Monika :iconmiaow:miaow 214 10 Monika by ParadigmPizza Monika :iconparadigmpizza:ParadigmPizza 161 5 Fuckinn Monika by AAAGGH Fuckinn Monika :iconaaaggh:AAAGGH 155 6 Yuri by Paradoxiaa Yuri :iconparadoxiaa:Paradoxiaa 55 0 Welcome to the literature club! by ChocoStyle Welcome to the literature club! :iconchocostyle:ChocoStyle 112 15
Wow it's been three years since I made one of these how horrifying

There was a time where I considered this account dead. As far as updating, checking notifications...stuff like that. Basically, I've been in a near-long emotional strife about myself. I lost my passion for the one hobby I originally thought I could myself of something in this world. But personal expectation and reality for me isn't a good combo. Like peanut butter and tar sandwich bad. Personally, I've gone though breakup, family issues, attempted rebuilding of friendships and of course my own personal hardships.

All of that took a toll ultimately on this very hobby of mine, and it killed my drive to draw six feet under. 

And then, it came back. 

It was a spark, a spark that suddenly came back to me and I couldn't afford to let it die again. Wow this sounds corny...but for real. 

After a depressive spell stemming from cynicism and my own insecurities I sought out people who I can speak to. To help calm me down. I want to thank those people, I really do. And just a week ago in a group chat elsewhere they suggested I draw. I was uneasy, because I haven't mustered up any passion to do so. They still convinced me to do so, and so I did.

...and not even five seconds in I gave up in frustration and lack of confidence in myself.

Then, this past Sunday night, my mind was telling me "do it, you can do it you feel that little, tiny spark...don't let go away"...

And I listened to my mind. Usually I overthink and doubt myself. But for some reason I didn't do that.

I drew.

And damnit I actually liked it.

From one sketch to two to five...to ten, I started finding a groove. And here we are.

I don't know how many of you remember me, or care to rather. This account has a lot of baggage I want gone. So I'm heavily considering a soft-reboot here. Freshen things up at the core. I want to try using this site again; I owe this place to meeting new people, some friends I would still be in contact to from time to time. Other friends that I grown distant to over the years I hope to make amends with again. Of course, this is life; there are no guarantees with things like that. But if I feel inspired juuuust enough of a damn to try, then damnit I will. 

...I got nothing else to mention other than I guess you'll be seeing me around a little more often than before.
  • Listening to: The vast array of music on my phone
  • Reading: Uh...the internet?
  • Watching: the very screen I'm typing all this on; my laptop
  • Playing: Nintendo Switch stuff
  • Eating: Sunflower seeds (the David kind)
  • Drinking: Cranberry Grape juice (the Minute Maid kind)

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Tyquann M.
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Born a New Yorker, family from the Caribbean.
What do I like? Oh just the usual weeb stuff; anime, manga, video games. I also like professional rasslin'.
I'm grew up shy and quiet and I'm still struggling with the whole social thing outside of the internet. What's the word for that...oh yeah an introvert.
...I have nothing else to say...for now.
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:icondie-valquiria:
Die-Valquiria Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2018  Professional General Artist
Thank you so much for the favs ♥!
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thechaosblue Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh you're welcome.
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0rangeleaves Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Here’s a petition about the sonic comics is getting replace, since they're have done with the Archie comics series, and the freedom fighters were about to stay tuned by ShanahaT, and you know am very autistic.

 

www.change.org/p/save-the-free…

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ToasterStrooder Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I love your profile picture. Where does it come from, out of curiosity? 
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thechaosblue Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It was from a comic, name escapes me

around when Generations was out and relatively new
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ToasterStrooder Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, okay. Thank you for the response! 
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Kaylas-Kartoons Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!
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RatsuTerra48 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday
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thechaosblue Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you
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RatsuTerra48 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you're welcome
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