What did I do wrong? Why did you leave me?
Tell me what I did wrong and I will change for you.
My only friends, the last two people I trusted, why have you abandoned me?
One moment we were laughing and discussing scenarios for our book we had started to write. The next moment you would hardly look at me.
At first I thought you just needed a break from me and would come back. Today I waited for you but you never showed and you don’t know how much that upset me.
I thought you were different from the other people I used to trust. I thought you’d stay around forever. But I was stupid. I should have known you wouldn’t stick around for more than a year. No one ever stays with me for more than a year or two.
I told you both almost every day how much I appreciated having you around, how much I loved you and cared about you. I didn’t know you didn’t feel the same about me.
No matter how angry I get, though, I will never hate either of you. Although you may not love me, whether you return or not, I will always love you both so much that words cannot describe it.
Anyways, when you were here, thank you for your patience and your helpfulness. Thank you for helping me start “For King and Motherland.” None of our wonderful characters and incredible storylines would have possible without you.
I’ll still keep going with our “For King and Motherland” project. Hopefully one day we can get it published.
I know that you’ll never read this and that we may never speak to each other again. But I just want you to know that I love with all my heart and more, and thank you for being my friends