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DAUGHTER OF NO WORLDS BOOK ONE by InaWong DAUGHTER OF NO WORLDS BOOK ONE :iconinawong:InaWong 383 19 Happy bitchday Nil [WOT] by Chlodzilla Happy bitchday Nil [WOT] :iconchlodzilla:Chlodzilla 130 21 Wick by TheFearMaster Wick :iconthefearmaster:TheFearMaster 195 5 Wonder Woman[Commissions] by Ron-faure Wonder Woman[Commissions] :iconron-faure:Ron-faure 314 11 Warframe - Saryn by Rotaken Warframe - Saryn :iconrotaken:Rotaken 555 28 Warframe - Saryn - Plague Doctor Skin by Kanoro-Studio Warframe - Saryn - Plague Doctor Skin :iconkanoro-studio:Kanoro-Studio 290 9 Saryn Warframe by DarikaArt Saryn Warframe :icondarikaart:DarikaArt 598 29 FANTASY FRAME: SARYN by Hazu-haze FANTASY FRAME: SARYN :iconhazu-haze:Hazu-haze 122 4 Saryn (Warframe) by CooMaster98 Saryn (Warframe) :iconcoomaster98:CooMaster98 72 20 Saryn's Neck by VolverseLoco Saryn's Neck :iconvolverseloco:VolverseLoco 124 24 Saryn by nixminor Saryn :iconnixminor:nixminor 141 9 Saryn - Warframe by Sciamano240 Saryn - Warframe :iconsciamano240:Sciamano240 942 36 Saryn by Daydarion Saryn :icondaydarion:Daydarion 29 15 Gold Saryn by Kevin-Glint Gold Saryn :iconkevin-glint:Kevin-Glint 1,037 53 Saryn by Kevin-Glint Saryn :iconkevin-glint:Kevin-Glint 1,254 31 [cm] Evening With Ms. Sunset Shimmer by bakki [cm] Evening With Ms. Sunset Shimmer :iconbakki:bakki 1,012 19

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I'm so tired. I've caught a lot of bad luck since my last journal. I started back at my job (I guess that's good news?)! But it's going on three weeks and those old feelings of depression and wanting to just die have come back to the surface. I spent 17 months on recovery only to have those old habits return in less than a month? Something isn't right about that. More good news about my job! (/s) They won't start paying me until the middle of next month (April 2019) so I've been pretty much working for free. No health insurance, just lost my phone and car insurance, and my bank account is firmly in the red. They expect me to keep working with zero funds until next month. I'm completely broken and tired of being everyone's punching bag.

So the only way to fix it? Death. I've officially started my hunger strike against life on February 27th, 2019. I will not eat or consume water until my end comes. I've made up my mind about this. I don't care how long it takes or how much pain it puts me in. I no longer want this life. 29 years of wasted life and potential. No longer. I will not give them a second more of my free will. It's my life, right? I'll end it on my own terms. No force on this planet will keep me here when I don't want to be here. 

I'm done.  

Edit- March 3/3/2019- My family held an intervention on me (very weird) and convinced me to start drinking water again. I'm still not eating. Too stressed to try to eat when bills are mounting up left and right. I've opened up a GoFundMe. I've never thought I'd have to do this before but here I am. Anything helps. A dollar helps. Please

www.gofundme.com/mmhqm6-just-t…

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Damillia Seraph
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Heya! I'm just a writer that loves Science fiction (space based) and historical fiction! I'm going to be posting some rough draft writings soon so please give me input! Thank you!
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thanks for fav! :3
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Thanks for the fave!!
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Happy birthday!
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Happy Birthday to you. :)
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Mermaid Katy Icon by ChrisLittle by sirenabonita thank you for faving my Katy FanPics ~
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