OverDistraught by what you had said of me.
Can I ever be what you need me to be?
When we are all faulted by one design,
When we're all void of virtue, and gulity
Of at least one crime.
These walls of ignorance are thin and pick up every word.
I discovered that night, what was not to be heard.
Your feelings for me are strong, and they run deep,
but they were the opposite of what I wanted them to be...
And now, engulfed in a turmoil generated by my own mind,
I think of all the lies, and what you have done to me.
Why do you stay?
Especially when you feel this way?
Afraid of finding no other, it can be the only reason
Is why with me you have to suffer.
My head is screaming, stay with me
I can change to what you want me to be.
But I know I never will and the promise will mean nothing.
Even still I try, for it's only with you do I feel something.
How can my own angel turn into my greatest demon?
Transformed without cause, a difference with
no rhyme or reason.
You can't deny the look I
Distant SunUnder the onyx sky, glared upon by those burning, remote, and careless eyes.
I think of you, and my thoughts can fly.
Among those eyes, way up high.
Spinning on a jewel amidst the endless dark,
You're a shine on that jewel that can be seen
by those eyes, even the most far.
Yet as far away as those eyes may gleam,
they don't feel as far as you do from me.
The sun touches us both at a different time and place,
and I would trade every ray for the warmth of your embrace.
To find comfort in those arms, more warmth than the sun can give,
If it could somehow know, would it be jealous of your gift?
Would those stars envy the sparkle of your eyes,
on the surface of something so deep,
I could forever fall inside?
And within, a soul, blinding light so white and pure,
not even the darkness in me could endure.
Longing to look into your eyes is the only hope left for me...
A need so fierce, every moment an eternity.
So I'll wait hope a fools hope, and dream the fools dream,
that I won't need my pain
Too Much to AskI'll struggle so hard and give you the moon, radiant diamonds, or fields of roses in bloom.
But I won't give what you ask.
I'll fight off your foes, wipe away your tears, help when you're helpless, we can conquer your fears.
But I won't do what you ask.
I'd lay down my life, I'd go where ever you go, I'll do anything, all this you already know...
But I won't do that.
Anything for your lifes desires, nothing could ever quelch my fire. I'd quarrel with angels to make all your prayers heard.
Everything you ever want, just say the word.
But you say all you want is to know my pain, the things I've lost,
the troubles I've gained...
No, I would never, ever give you that.