Hey guys. I'd like to explain why I haven't been posting much at all this year.
Gonna be honest, its more than just school keeping me busy. I've been depressed.
This entire year, I was feeling down. It was fine during the beginning of this year, but it got worse as the year passed by. Its at an all-time low recently, since this Fall semester forces me to wake up very early in the morning, and it caused lack of sleep, making me tired, making me lose motivation to do ANYTHING. I can't work on art, I can't work on EoJ, I can't stream, I can't work on ANYTHING! I've even gained 10 pounds from this, and that never happens to me.
What's worse is that I know I have plenty of time to myself to work on stuff. But whenever there's even the smallest road block, I end up getting angry and tired, and I would have no energy to work on anything. This is when I knew the depression has gotten really bad.
I also have some commissions to finish up, which is another reason why I haven't posted any Patreon stuff. I don't wanna keep these people waiting for the commission, but its already hard enough to keep me motivated to do that. Not to mention the Patreon requests I have backed up with.
The SECOND the semester is over, I'm WAKING UP!
But I'm gonna end up going on a giant family road trip for two weeks until New Year's.
And I have no laptop for me to work on anything during the trip.
But at least I have a Switch now. GONNA GRIND SMASH ULTIMATE!
I know this is the millionth time I have said this, but I truly am sorry for the lack of content. I just feel so guilty whenever I don't make anything, which makes me sad, and then leads to me feeling even less motivated from making anything. I know I'm going on a rant right now, but I just need to get this out.
So yeah, this is so far my absolute worst year when it comes to making content in general. And I absolutely apologize.
I really hope 2019 is good to me...