ThE-UnKO-LeMa

I'm over dA.

I'm waiting still.not sure what for.A pilgrimage perhaps but not of the Christian sort.Hiding the past, so I can look to the future.Hiding myself, no longer.Last six years I've been in limbo, three more weeks and maybe it will end, maybe not.Do I neglect past friends?Do I move on and start fresh being myself?Will they respect me for who I am?A year of lies,a year of 'playing the game'or has it been 18yrs of playing the game?... I've been so stupid, Im even Stupider now.

The words come to late. I wanted a song for comfort, it never came. I broke down, I cried.The song comes now, but too late;"Step one, you said 'we need to talk'... but He'll walk away, you'll say sit down it's just a talk...Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend, Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a lifeLet him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along. And pray to God he hears you And I pray to God he hears you.Where did I go wrong, ...