I'm waiting still.
not sure what for.
A pilgrimage perhaps but not of the Christian sort.
Hiding the past, so I can look to the future.
Hiding myself, no longer.
Last six years I've been in limbo, three more weeks and maybe it will end, maybe not.
Do I neglect past friends?
Do I move on and start fresh being myself?
Will they respect me for who I am?
A year of lies,
a year of 'playing the game'
or has it been 18yrs of playing the game?
... I've been so stupid, Im even Stupider now.