Burning daggers. Burning daggers, billions of ardent droplets pierced his lungs, immobile in the silence of water. They crushed, incised, curious combination of turbulent liquid, frozen and brought back to life by time in a warp of spirals and drowned fears and desires. His eyes were open but didn’t blink. He only stared in the dark immensity, lost in between sheets of disappeared glaze. Even curls ceased to sway as his head slowly, strenuously lolled to the side. And he saw…
Forgotten he had been, in the middle of this ocean, azure fleck among other, sombre ones. He had cried at first, writhed in terror as trails of transparent
Almost lost both of my feet. Exams. A lot of shit to still deal with. I can't do this. I feel like a damn automat.
I won't close this account down. This year passed here with you was fantastic. It can't be erased. But I can.
I'm sorry. I have to get on with life. Have to beat my addictions and bring my life back on track.
I'm so sorry.
I'm not coming back.
I wish you all fantastic lives. Please do not mourn me. I'm just an awful jerk going through puberty and having too much crap to handle. I'm only a passade. Forget me and live happy. It's the least I could wish you all I guess. You did too much for me. And I can't give it back.
(Yeah, that might sound cheesy, but anyway :lol:)
No, no I'm not dead, simply coming back from a rather long trip to arrive yesterday evening in Berlin. And being exhausted naturally (I'm always -_-) . And even though I've got some free time... *sigh* I don't know if I'll often be online. It's... gosh, guys, I'm fucking so many relationships up but I don't seem able to, to... 'repair', to change that. I need... I don't even know what I need! I need you I guess, but I also need to fight down my internet/computer addiction, and need to stick back to dA.
Anyway, trick or treat guyz and may you enjoy the rest of the day!
Ahem :'D. Basically... Though I'm slightly ashamed of it, I've got... I've got to admit that I erased most of my messages.... They were (for the most) just... let's say.... *sigh* it would have been no use answering them now, and would have only lead to digging up some painful subject...
Anywho :lol:~ I just died laughing ~hurrhurrplz (https://www.deviantart.com/hurrhurrplz)