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Ghost
I am white
my skin reddens
showing my weakness
my vulnerability under the sun
It hurts, that you can’t see me
It hurts, that you don’t see me
It hurts, that you won’t see me
all life I watched
and I waited for you
for an explanation
for the world to make sense
but you passed me by
It hurts, that you never lied to me
It hurts, that you never told me the truth
It hurts, that you always say your sorry
I was a ghost
in your life, and now mine
watching you die over and over
your blood is my blood
your life is my life
It hurts, that I never mattered
It hurts, that you I wasn’t your choice
It hurts, that I was expected to non-the-less
I filled the shoes
that you set before me, and ran
I batted, I shot, I threw, I jumped
and you wanted more
It wasn’t enough
It hurts, that you wanted a family
It hurts, that you looked elsewhere
It hurts, to be a byproduct
I hurt in my skin
it stretches uncomfortably thin
translucent to the world around me
it rips at any movement
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shattered letters :icontgirlvalentine:TgirlValentine 1 3
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let it end :icontgirlvalentine:TgirlValentine 2 5
Literature
agoraphobia
It hurts so much
this existence
this life
I hear it outside
and my heart races
my need to hide
to keep away
to stay safe
will not be denied
and my chest hurts
and my legs shake
It hurts so much
why can't you understand
why do I feel
that it's my fault
in here is safer
in here there is only me
so don't push me
beyond
because there is nowhere
beyond the rainbow
I will simply
be gone
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Literature
Sunburn
The day overwhelms me as the sun rises,
chasing away the night.
It brings a harsh light that burns me
defacing my skin
that has no defense against it
leaving it spotted and irradiated
and i'm exhausted already
because nothing can fix it
except to stay out of it's rays
stay out of it's light
(that consumes my own)
and hope that it's not cancer
yet my light dims as it struggles
my hope has dwindled to existence
maybe tomorrow I won't hurt
maybe tomorrow  I'll find solace
maybe tomorrow I'll want to wake up
the light brings the day
and brings to light the forsworn
the promises broken
the lies kept
the little white nothings
that make nothing better
as if anything could be left
of this burning husk
deserted in the day
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blank future :icontgirlvalentine:TgirlValentine 0 4
Literature
Social Media
I saw you today,
  (on your tumbler,
   on your Facebook,
   on your wall)
but
    (I didn't reblog
    I didn't hit "like")
I didn't say "hi"
because I'm unable to reach out
  (to click,
   to type)
because I believe,
   (you want what you reblog
    you want what you "like"
    You're ashamed of me, on your wall)
that I'm not worthy.
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Literature
broken by design
Do you see what you have left me?
Do you see what you have wrought?
all that is left are remnants
that will soon fade and be forgot-
-ten by all who ever knew me
(or thought they did at least).
the beautiful smile was a myth
begging silently to be released,
from the hellish imposition
that has been deemed to be my life
or what of it you've left me
when not busy with your strife.
Can you see what you have left me?
the legacy you've left behind
in the wake of your apathetic love?
a broken heart by your design.
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normal expectations :icontgirlvalentine:TgirlValentine 0 2

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I am white
my skin reddens
showing my weakness
my vulnerability under the sun

It hurts, that you can’t see me
It hurts, that you don’t see me
It hurts, that you won’t see me

all life I watched
and I waited for you
for an explanation
for the world to make sense
but you passed me by

It hurts, that you never lied to me
It hurts, that you never told me the truth
It hurts, that you always say your sorry

I was a ghost
in your life, and now mine
watching you die over and over
your blood is my blood
your life is my life

It hurts, that I never mattered
It hurts, that you I wasn’t your choice
It hurts, that I was expected to non-the-less

I filled the shoes
that you set before me, and ran
I batted, I shot, I threw, I jumped
and you wanted more
It wasn’t enough

It hurts, that you wanted a family
It hurts, that you looked elsewhere
It hurts, to be a byproduct

I hurt in my skin
it stretches uncomfortably thin
translucent to the world around me
it rips at any movement
fried in the sun

It hurts, that you never see me
It hurts, under your expectations
It hurts, to lay before my dreams

I am haunted by your screams
your voice still ravages my soul
you made me, you molded me,
you sculpted me,
and lightning shattered me

It hurts, that being me is not enough
It hurts, that my strength barely stands
It hurts, to have sacrificed but fallen

I am a ghost
I am white
I am translucent
I am haunted
I am not who I was

and it hurts that I am not who I meant to be
and it hurts that shattered dreams draw blood
and it hurts

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SajjukKhar Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2017  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
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jamesperez14 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
just sent you a note in case it doesn't show up on the dashboard... hope things are good.. ;)
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LpsMihai Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2014
Hello , nice profile :) 
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NakedImages Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Very nice images and writings.....
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TgirlValentine Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
well thank you! not many take time to read. I appreciate it!
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NakedImages Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
I always read.....sometimes before I look at pictures.....
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TgirlValentine Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
lol well that puts you way ahead of the curve!
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SonallyrlzKC Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014
Thanks for faving!
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TgirlValentine Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome! I thought it was perfect!
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SonallyrlzKC Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014
Heh Yeah… Sweating a little... A lot of Sonic fans should be like that...
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