Can't see you
Can't hear me
You watch and don't help
I say goodbye
You say you love me
Chapter 10 member never aging
Chapter 10 member never aging
I open my eyes to see that I was in a torcher room. 'Great another torcher room!' I thought. Then I looked down at my Hands I had handcuffs on 'dam it ok I have to clam down, meditate and try and remember what happen' I thought.
I cross my leg and took a deep breath in and close my eyes then every thing was burly then I saw a woman who looked familiar "I don't know what you're talking about" the woman snap at a man dress in black. He walked up to her and stab her "no" I yelled then every thing whet burly and all I heard was "I love you Tessa."
My eyes snap open I had to take a deep breath to clam down then I sense someone powerful at the door 'Dooku' I thought. I was right. Dooku walk in with one sith and one MagnaGuard "Dooku" I muted under my breath. "Hello Tessa did you think you could escape well I will teach you" said Dooku and he order one of his sith underling to get the knife so he started to grad a knife and he stabs it through my han
chapter 9 perish for life and death
Chapter 9: Perish for life and death
While Tessa was sleeping I snuck off. I closed the door quietly and rubbed the sweat off my head. I walked off into the corridor, and met Obi Wan. "I sense something bad" he said. "Is it to do with Tessa?" I asked, "No, it's coming from you." He told me. "Whatever happens next tell Tessa that I will always be with her" I told him, I walked in the other direction. "Robbie wait" he came after me, "Obi Wan, I have to do this you can't stop me" I told him. Maybe if I would have let him talk to me I would have been safe I though, but I had to be arrogant.
I went after the separatist ship and flew in my ship alone with no droid. I found it closer than I thought it would be. I boarded and snuck onto the loading bay. I over heard talking from some separatist enforcements coming through the door, I hid behind some boxes for cover. They didn't sound like droids. I looked over, I was right they were some sith acolytes. I pressed my arm down a litt
The Shadow Kids CH.5One survived, one failed
One survived, one failed
I ran to a spot that I knew was safe, I knew because I had been helping the army as long as I could remember. All I could hear was gunfire, tanks and shouting of people giving orders or soldiers and people in pain. Then someone put their hand on my shoulder, on instinct I flipped the person over my shoulder, "what was that for?" then I realised that it was my friend jack "sorry I do that on instinct when there is fighting going on," I mumbled.
"its ok" he said getting up off the floor.
"Really?" I replied.
"Yes its ok. I was sent to get you out of here..."
"Wait," I interrupted, "they did all of this to get me?"
"I can't think, why they would put people in danger just to catch me!" I yelled.
" Tessa Tessa Tessa Tessa clam down!" jack yelled making me shut up then he continued
"It is for your safety and plus I " I heard a stretch of a bow. Some arrows come towards jack "look out" I yelled pushing jack out of the way th
The shadows children CH:1
"I want to sleep on the floor near the TV" I said fast and smiling "you just want to be near the games so you get a control Tessa" "nnnooo you know" I said with I high voice " Libby and ben and jack and jack twwwooo and Clare help me" "no" yell the girls "ha tack that" I laugh then we all stared to laughing the room full of children's laugher then I heard someone walk in "Tessa can you not yell in the house we are in the next room" she said looking at me with a disapprove look "I sorry grandmother can you tells us a story then we go to sleep" I said ben got out of the couch "we are sorry too jade" said ben and josh "it ok ben and josh I tell you a story but first Tessa bring the dogs in" I walk out of the room and went outside and whistle the dog came running up to me then all I hear ban like someone climbing the fence, I know I do time but not as loud then the dogs ran off towards the noise "ow" I heard I
star wars The Jedi missionChapter: 7 The past part 2
When she woke there were three men in front of tessa but that weren't facing her
"She's armed with a lightsaber" said one of the men in a etiquette and clam tone.
"I am still doing it no matter what you both say"
"You two should stop arguing you have been for and hour now so both of you should stop," said one of them who looked a lot older.
"Qui-gon, she is just a child, what should we do" said the stranger.
"I think we should test her force ability's and train her in the Jedi ways" Said the apparent Qui-gon.
"Ah, I am awake you know, what are you talking about?" said Tessa.
"Good morning young one, we where just deciding on your destiny," said Qui-gon.
"What's a destiny?" said Tessa.
"Don't confuse her we need to teach Robbie the force first. He is most likely going to be her Master you know," said one of the strangers.
"Obi Wan, I need some help with these boxes I can only lift them an inch off the ground," said the other stranger.
"Ok Tessa we need to go I
the jedi mission part 5
Chapter 5: taken again
'So what I do with Tessa she dose not have a lightsaber with her we can't give her a gun' said obi wan as we walk into
the main bit of the base.
'where is Anakin and Tessa' said obi one looking around for them.
'not sure' I said 'I think I know where they might be' he said.
'were' I said
'follow me I'll show you' as I ran out of the base and took a speeder
'come I have a bad fell that something going to happen to them' I hopped on a speeder and continued to follow.
Next I could see Anakin and Tessa coming out of the hole that I knew when they could see us Anakin quickly hid
something behind his back.
'What are you doing and what are hiding behind your back' said Obi Wan sound suspicion
'It's nothing don't worry master' said Anakin being smart
'Ok then if it nothing then show us then' said Obi Wan
'Show you what?'
'Anakin stop it'
'Fine we will get back to the base now then' as they walked off, I got off the speeder.
LesbianGod loved the two girls at the end of my street.
Everywhere they went, they went together,
hand-in-hand so they didn't get lost,
laughing at everything and nothing
all at once.
He was so proud of them.
They never stole, they never swore,
they brushed their teeth twice a day
and always said their prayers.
It was a gift, said the townspeople,
that two girls as perfect as they were
were born in the same place.
an even greater gift, said they,
that those two were the best of friends.
Long nights spent giggling in rooms with closed doors
was a good thing, back then.
halfway between their houses
and in the middle of the street,
they realized that they loved each other.
A gaze lingered a moment too long,
a heart beat a little too fast...
They kissed for the first time on a park bench,
hidden from the rest of the world.
God doesn't love them anymore.
He stands before the adoring crowd,
Basking in their cheers and standing ovation.
But he has already been dishonoured -
By means of his perverse innovation.
For none could know of the dark secret;
About the art that he claims to be his own.
It is naught but an illusion, smoke and mirrors -
A theft for which he must atone...
But this disgusting creature, this worthless abhuman;
So desperate for the glory which he sees upon the stage!
Will quietly don the skin of another;
An urge he must assuage...
Biting his nails, a cracked smile upon his lips, he whispers:
"No one will know, no one will find it and I am great..."
-Chen Yuan Wen, 24th October 2012
I've Changed (Yeah right)I've Changed (Yeah right):
You know, I tell myself everday,
That I'm going to change - that I'll be different.
'This isn't the same; I'm not the same,' that's what I tell myself...
As I sit in front of the computer, praying time doesn't move.
Coward, you're weak and you'll always be weak! You bloody disgrace...
I pick up some new magazine, get inspired,
'I want to be like that guy,' is what I think to myself.
I give it a try for two or three days - I quit.
Same old shit again...
Making up excuses? It's what you always do, you gutless wonder...
I try to reach out with my hands,
Seeking something, anything that I can find to help myself hold on...
But I don't find it - I just find myself,
Sinking back down into the same black swamp - I'm drowning.
Awww, what's the matter? You gonna cry, you gonna cry?
Yeah, I've hit rock bottom,
And you know what? It feels pretty damn good down here.
Nice, warm, comfortable, familiar.
No pressure, no problems - just like everb
goddamn homosexualMy mom took a trip to Mexico
And stopped by a church to attend mass.
It was quaint, small and brightly colored,
So she went inside.
(She is Catholic and I am not.)
She knows Spanish, is practically fluent in it.
She knew, sitting in her pew, what the priest was saying
About those goddamn homosexuals
And their sin,
And how even the flames of hell
Were too good for them.
That there would be no tolerance from The Heavenly Father
Of their kind.
I had just come out to my mom less than a month before
"Yes I like girls."
My hands had been shaking and my throat was tight,
Like my heart was stuck in it.
For a moment I wanted nothing more than to curl into a ball
And simply fade away.
But mom smiled, pulled me into a hug, and said it was okay
And I knew it was.
Yet even if I hadn't confessed
Even if I weren't able to gather the strength,
I know she still would have walked out
Left behind those judgmental words,
Spewing from that judgmental man's lips.
It makes me wonder a
The Unseen Life
The Unseen Life
I thought pain was created to fade
But it seems like my life was crafted to break
So I apologize to the mirror and say "I'm sorry, it's too late."
I can't even look at my own face, as I can never accept my mistakes
I realize that I am brokenly made
My mind bleeds away the memories I've wasted
Remorse begins to slowly fill in the gaps that are left
This stained razor blade leaves every dark moment perfectly divided
I try not to indulge in act of prayer, because I refuse to ever confess
Even in death I will never rest
All visible colors descend into the ground
And time drifts off to sleep
Every sharp outline ascends into the clouds
As this reality begins to dream
This world has truly abandoned me
I keep on doing what I've done
So I can't deny that I've forsaken hope
I couldn't stop the emptiness once it had begun
But I had no other choice, because I was left alone
All I have ever had was myself to disown
Dawning self-hatred with no e
Dear mother, dear father
Dear brother, dear sister
Don't worry, you still have each other
And without me you're all so much stronger
Leave me behind and let me go, I promise the days will get brighter
Dear teachers, dear counselors
Dear therapists, dear doctors
You have my gratitude for what you all did
But I hit rock bottom too many times, and this last one was it
The end of the road again, as if no one could have kept me from a coffin
I was not fit to live life
I failed at everything, every time
I sincerely did my very best, I really tried
I just could no longer stand feeling so powerless inside
I lay wide awake every night
I prayed and prayed and asked "why?"
I was always silently drowning in the tears I cried
I am done with suffering, so this is where I draw the line
This is the end
One with a resentful beginning
It all came crashing down to nothing
It's what's only right, so I know what I'm doing
Dear friends, dear betrayers
Dear relatives, dear des
The PoetThe Poet:
He smiles as he sees her sleeping
& gently covers her with a blanket.
He goes to the window and looks out
watching snow fall, ever so slowly...
He sees people in the streets,
Chatting, walking. Some happy,
Others sad. Hearts beating,
Hearts broken; some warm, some cold.
He looks back at her, as she stirs in bed.
A yawn from her, brings another smile to him:
"How cute," he chuckles as he strokes her head.
He runs his fingers through her hair and is content.
Yet, even if he is happy here, again -
He is drawn to that window and finds himself
Staring out at the street and watching;
Marveling at the disparity and wondering -
Isn't there something that I can do?
Isn't there a better way for us all?
He looks back at her, sleeping peacefully;
He thinks about the future and sighs.
He wants a better world for her,
One where she would always be safe,
But unfortunately, he has no power.
He is just one man with little to his name.
He picks up a piece of paper, one found lyin